This song is about a girl who is in love with a boy that appears to be homosexual. This song is basically about unrequited love, and how she yearns for him even though he will never be able to return her feelings for obvious reasons.
Malchik Gay
t.A.T.u. Lyrics
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The song "Malchik Gay" by t.A.T.u. is about unrequited love and the pain of not being able to be with someone you deeply desire. The singer, who is likely female, is in love with a boy who is gay, and she struggles with her feelings for him knowing that he can never reciprocate them. She describes him as handsome, tender, and soft, but he looks right through her, thinking that she has no chance with him. Despite this, her feelings for him continue to grow stronger, and she dreams of being with him every time she sees him. She longs to pull him closer, but he leaves her "feeling frozen" with his lack of interest.
The singer is choking back her emotions, trying to keep on hoping for a way for them to be together, but she knows it is hopeless. She longs for him to hold her like he would his boyfriend, but her dream of being the object of his passion is slowly fading away. She pleads with him to stay with her and be all she needs, but she knows that apologies and might-have-beens cannot erase what she feels. The repeated phrase "Malchik gei" in the chorus means "gay boy" in Russian, and it is used as a term of endearment towards the object of her affection.
Overall, "Malchik Gay" is a bittersweet song about love, desire, and heartbreak. It speaks to the universal experience of wanting someone who will never be able to reciprocate those feelings, but still yearning for their presence in your life.
Line by Line Meaning
Malchik gei Malchik gei Malchik, Malchik gei Malchik gei, Malchik gei, Malchik gei Malchik gei, Malchik gei, Malchik gei Malchik gei, Malchik gei, Malchik Malchik, Malchik.
This person is attracted to a soft, tender, and handsome man who is indifferent to them. They are longing for him to reciprocate their feelings, but it seems hopeless.
Why do you look right through me thinking 'No'?
The person they are attracted to is not reciprocating their feelings, and it's causing them emotional distress.
I can't deny my feelings growing strong, I try to keep believing dreaming on.
Despite the lack of reciprocation, the person's feelings for the man are growing stronger, and they are trying to maintain hope that their feelings will be returned.
And every time I see you, I crave more.
Every interaction with the man causes the person to desire him even more.
I wanna pull you closer, closer, closer, closer, but you leave me feeling frozen.
The person wants to be closer to the man but is unable to act on their feelings due to the man's lack of interest, causing them to feel stagnant and stuck.
Choking back emotion, I try to keep on hoping for a way, a reason for us both to come in close.
The person is struggling to control their emotions and is hoping for a chance for them and the man to be together.
I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend does, and though my dream is slowly fading, I wanna be the object of your passion.
The person desires to be closer to the man and to be held and loved by him like a boyfriend. Their hope is dwindling, but their desire for the man remains strong.
Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Bud' so mnoi ponaglei. Ot stida ne krasnei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Polozhi na druzei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Ot menya ofigei Mal'chik-gei, gei
These lyrics are a repetition of the first verse and translate to 'Gay boy, gay boy, be with me quickly. Don't be shy, gay boy, lay down with me, gay boy, gay boy. You're amazing, gay boy, gay boy.'
I can be all your need, won't you please stay with me?
The person is willing to be everything the man needs and is pleading with him to stay with them.
Apologies, might-have-been's, can't erase what I feel.
Even if it's too late and apologies are needed, the person's feelings for the man can't be erased.
Malchik gei,gei Malchik gei Malchik gei, Malchik gei, Malchik gei Malchik, Malchik.
This is a repetition of the chorus and first verse, emphasizing the person's unrequited love for the man.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: SERGEY SASUNIKOVICH GALOYAN, ANNA VIKTOROVNA KARASEVA, IVAN SHAPOVALOV, VADIM STEPANTSOV, MARTIN KIERSZENBAUM
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