Godless
upo Lyrics

Checking into leaving, yeah I'm folding
I am considering giving up and leaving this situation.

Tired of breakin' down and shaking
I am exhausted from constantly feeling helpless and vulnerable.

This life around
My current existence is overwhelming and difficult to manage.

Tired of praying, yeah tired of trying myself
I am worn out from attempting to handle everything on my own and seeking help from a higher power.

I'm tired of being taken all the way
I am drained from constantly giving my all and receiving nothing in return.

I don't need to be godless, but I am
I do not want to feel like there is no higher power or purpose, but that is how I currently feel.

I don't need my head, keepin' all my problems
I do not want to constantly be stuck inside my own thoughts and struggles.

I don't need your hand of God
I do not want the help or intervention of a higher power.

I don't need, I say I'm godless
I am rejecting the idea or belief in a higher power or purpose.

With no where to fall, I'm all ready to fall
I am in a precarious situation and at risk of collapsing.

Day by day I'm like a paper puppet and I'm stumbling around
I feel fragile and aimless, like a puppet without a puppeteer.

Aching on the brain and I'm in Big trouble big trouble
I am experiencing mental and emotional pain and am in a difficult situation.

Still got to breathe oh yea
Despite everything, I am still alive and breathing.

Like my shame this will all go down
My current struggles will eventually come to an end, like a shameful memory.

God damned me that's for sure and I believe
I feel like a higher power has rejected me and I strongly believe it to be true.

I believed I don't belong here
I feel like I do not fit in or belong in this world or situation.

I don't need, to get my head kicked in
I do not want to be further hurt or challenged in my current state.

And I don't need to be another lost soul that can't find home
I do not want to continue feeling lost and aimless, without a sense of belonging or purpose.

I don't need to get my face, Dragged down in the muddy water
I do not want to be further humiliated or degraded in my current situation.

I don't need to say I'm godless anymore
I do not want to keep expressing my lack of belief or faith.

Still I'm gone still I'm on the run
Despite everything, I am still constantly in motion and unable to settle down.

Still I'm on the break of the edge
I am still teetering on the brink of disaster or collapse.

Still I'm, still I'm feeling dead
Despite being alive, I feel empty and lifeless.

I don't need to be godless but I am
I do not want to feel like there is no higher power or purpose, but that is how I currently feel.

I don't need to be another lost soul who can't find home
I do not want to continue feeling lost and aimless, without a sense of belonging or purpose.

I don't need your hand of god
I do not want the help or intervention of a higher power.

I don't need to be godless anymore
I am ready to let go of my lack of belief or faith.

With nowhere to fall
I am in a precarious situation with no safety net or support.