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whxami Lyrics
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But was I better before?
And she was the high I chased, it gave my life this pain
When am I letting it go?
All of her scars remain remind her daily
That pain is what she never ignored
Shit ain't been right though lately
I might leave it all behind and run away from it all
I wonder if it helped me more than I know
Always feeling anxious for you, is it worth it?
I could feel the same when on my own
When the fuck will you ever change, we ain't perfect
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong
People make mistakes, but just make sure you learn shit
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way, my love?
All of the time I wasted made myself this way
But was I better before?
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain
When am I letting it go
All of her scars remain remind her daily
That pain is what she never ignored
Shit ain't been right though lately
I might leave it all behind and run away from it all
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left
I wonder if it helped me more than I know
Always feeling anxious for you, is it worth it?
I could feel the same when on my own
When the fuck will you ever change, we ain't perfect
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way, my love?
In these lyrics, whxami reflects on his experiences of addiction, heartbreak, and self-doubt. He questions whether his addiction to drugs and the pain that love brings is worth it in the end. He recognizes that the scars from past experiences can linger and that the pain can be difficult to ignore. Despite feeling anxious and unsure, he is still willing to take responsibility for his own mistakes and learn from them. He also questions his lover's actions and wonders why they hurt him in the way they did.
The line "All of the time I wasted made myself this way" highlights the idea that addiction can change a person, and the regret of not realizing it sooner. This realization prompts the question "But was I better before?", suggesting that there might have been a better version of himself before he became addicted.
The chorus speaks to the idea that addiction and love can both create pain, but also acknowledges the difficulty of letting go of the high and the memories associated with them. The lyrics in the second verse build on this, with whxami wondering if his addiction to pills actually helped him more than he knows. This shows the complexity of addiction and how one's perception of it can be altered by the high.
Overall, the lyrics paint a picture of someone who is struggling with the effects of addiction and heartbreak, and questioning whether it's all worth it in the end.
Line by Line Meaning
All of the time I wasted made myself this way
My past choices and actions have led to the person I am now.
But was I better before?
I question if my past self was better than who I am now.
And she was the high I chased, it gave my life this pain
My addiction to her was what made me feel alive, even though it caused me pain.
When am I letting it go?
I ask myself when will I be able to move on from my addiction and the pain it caused?
All of her scars remain remind her daily
Her scars serve as a daily reminder of the pain she's experienced.
That pain is what she never ignored
She never ignored the pain and instead chose to carry it with her.
Shit ain't been right though lately
Recently, things in my life have been going wrong.
I might leave it all behind and run away from it all
I'm considering leaving everything behind and running away from my problems.
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left
My life has been different since I stopped taking pills.
I wonder if it helped me more than I know
I question if the pills actually helped me more than I realize.
Always feeling anxious for you, is it worth it?
I constantly feel anxious about my relationship with you and question if it's worth it.
I could feel the same when on my own
I realize that I could feel the same way without being in a relationship.
When the fuck will you ever change, we ain't perfect
I'm frustrated that you haven't changed and I acknowledge that we both have flaws.
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong
I take responsibility for my own mistakes and faults.
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit
It's natural to make mistakes, but it's important to learn from them.
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way, my love?
I ask why you've hurt me in the way that you have, even though I still love you.
Writer(s): Bryan Simpson, Brent Wesley Rupard
Contributed by Colin P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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Lyric
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left
I wonder if it helped me more than I know
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it
I could feel the same when on my own
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left
I wonder if it helped me more than I know
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it
I could feel the same when on my own
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love
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I really really rarely comment on YouTube, precisely almost never but just now I felt the urge to Thank you. Thank you.
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@baka8693
Finally Whxami is getting the recognition he deserves, too great of an artist to be left under the radar.
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Will Schaack who you telling fam 😴
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didnt know he on youtube
@TheGoodGuyJeff
Went back to this channel that I haven't visited since I was 15. I was not disappointed.