Save Yourself
whxami Lyrics

All of these constant battles through pain I've dealt
I have been constantly fighting and dealing with emotional pain.

I never thought it'd happen that we'd be here now
I never expected us to end up in this situation.

I loved you front to back you pulled me off the ground
I loved you completely and you saved me from a dark place.

Now all I ever ask is that you save yourself
Now all I want is for you to take care of yourself.

Shawty said I'm broke
Someone called me broke or poor.

No it's just my style when you talk to me look me in my eyes
It's just the way I am, I want you to make eye contact when you speak to me.

And my ex like woah
My ex surprised me or caught my attention.

Oh my God never thought you would make it out alive
I never expected you to survive or overcome the challenges.

And I guess my bros
And I suppose my friends

They talk to me like I'm up next stay all friendly hit my phone
They treat me like the next big thing, constantly reaching out to me.

That's some shit that I don't fuck with
I don't like dealing with that kind of behavior or attitude.

I'm off with me in my mind bitch get lost with me for a minute
I prefer to be on my own, lost in my thoughts for a while.

I couldn't find the peace I want I had to go and get it
I couldn't find the inner peace I desired, so I had to actively seek it.

You wouldn't understand the struggle that I'm always living
You wouldn't comprehend the constant hardships I face in life.

So don't listen I don't even wanna be keeping on pretending
So don't pay attention, I don't want to continue pretending or putting up a facade.

My nights are cruel and it's just you and me my love
My nights are filled with pain and loneliness, with only you as my love.

Now that we're through I think of you it just seems
Now that our relationship is over, I can't help but think about you.

Oh I been waiting
Oh, I have been waiting for something.

Can't waste no more the time goes by
I can't waste any more time as it keeps passing by.

You're just like her to my surprise
To my surprise, you remind me a lot of another person.

Don't lie bitch I could see right through you
Don't lie to me, I can easily see through your lies.

Take it or leave it it takes some getting used to
Accept it or leave it, it might take some time to adjust.

Don't cry wish I could feel like you do
Don't cry, I wish I could empathize with your emotions.

Maybe it secretly feel real to me
Perhaps, deep down, it actually feels real to me.

You won't deal with me
You won't handle or cope with me.

I promise that you'll leave
I guarantee that you will eventually walk away.

The second you catch a feeling and get a feel for me
As soon as you develop emotions and truly understand me.

The hilarity and it's so clear to me
The irony of it all, and it's very obvious to me.

I couldn't be what you wanted when he appeared
I couldn't fulfill your desires or expectations when someone else came into the picture.

Don't listen your so scared of me
Don't pay attention, you're so afraid of me.

I found a bullet while you tried to hide away
I discovered a harmful or damaging situation while you attempted to avoid it.

Erase you from my mind I'll make our love sky dive
I will erase you from my thoughts and let our love plummet or dissolve.

Why you worried love it's just a quiet place
Why are you concerned, my love? It's simply a calm and peaceful environment.

And you can't hurt me if you die today
And if you were to die today, you wouldn't be able to cause me any more pain.