Onfroy's most popular song to-date is Look at Me, which was originally released in 2016 and re-released in 2017, and peaked at number 42 on US Billboard Hot 100. The single helped him gain more popularity in early 2017 due to accusations of Canadian rapper Drake using a similar rap flow in his then unreleased song, now released under the name "KMT", that he previewed at a concert in Amsterdam featuring British rapper Giggs.
In July 2016, Onfroy was arrested and charged with robbery and assault with a deadly weapon. After posting bail in early October of the same year, while awaiting trial, Onfroy was arrested again later that month on charges of false imprisonment, witness tampering, and aggravated battery of a pregnant victim. Onfroy was released from jail on bail on March 26, 2017.
Onfroy announced his debut studio album, 17 on July 30, 2017. The album released on August 25, 2017. It features 11 tracks and includes the lead single Revenge.
Onfroy was shot and killed on June 18, 2018, in Deerfield Beach, Florida.
Chapter 1
xxxtentacion Lyrics
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I'm so relaxed soon we are the blessed one
I will recollect the body manifest
And puff a cigarette, six sicker
Body flip 'em, wrists is slit
Could give a shit
If mama showed me how the fuck it's done
Lost friend feelin' shitty
Broad feelin' like death or when I'm ready
And out of the darkness the zombie did call
True pain and suffering (yeah)
He brought to them all chuckles
Bullets like confetti, axe to the brain
Drugs for the pain, how you feel the same?
Rough, but don't ever ask for the pain
Ask for a slipknot, then we hang
Pretty pushy broad, make her pussy trod
Razorblade upon the skin with every sin
We could reminisce, we were fuckin' pissed
Now I'm in this shit, pissed as a bitch
Baby crying
Bullets like confetti, axe to the brain
Drugs for the pain, how you feel the same?
Rough, but don't ever ask for the pain
Ask for a slipknot, then we hang
Pretty pushy broad, make her pussy trod
Razorblade upon the skin with every sin
We could reminisce, we were fuckin' pissed
Now I'm in this shit, pissed as a bitch
In "Chapter 1" by XXXTENTACION, the lyrics depict a sense of detachment and numbness towards life. The opening lines suggest a feeling of rejuvenation after experiencing the struggles and hardships of the world. The singer seems to have a carefree attitude, puffing a cigarette and disregarding the consequences, even contemplating self-harm with statements like "Body flip 'em, wrists is slit." The lyrics also mention the loss of a friend and the singer's own discontentment. The mention of a "zombie" represents a metaphorical representation of true pain and suffering, which the singer seems to have experienced and now inflicts on others with a chilling sense of amusement.
The lyrics continue with references to violence and drugs as means to cope with pain. The use of bullets as confetti and axes to the brain symbolizes the destructive behavior the singer engages in. The line "Drugs for the pain, how you feel the same?" illustrates the idea that the singer finds solace in substances but questions whether others can relate to their emotional distress. The lyrics also touch upon exploiting intimate relationships, using a razorblade on the skin to inflict harm. The overall tone suggests a bitter and angry mindset, as the singer reminisces about past moments of rage while expressing present dissatisfaction.
Line by Line Meaning
I regained the breathe of the last man
I have regained the life force of someone who has just died
I'm so relaxed soon we are the blessed one
I am incredibly calm and soon we will be the chosen and fortunate ones
I will recollect the body manifest
I will gather and reflect upon the physical form that represents me
And puff a cigarette, six sicker
And casually smoke a cigarette, feeling ill and weakened
Body flip 'em, wrists is slit
I manipulate bodies, and my wrists are cut
Could give a shit
I don't care at all
If mama showed me how the fuck it's done
If my mother taught me how things are properly done
Lost friend feelin' shitty
A friend who is gone feeling terrible
Called pissy sissy
Referred to as a cowardly and whiny person
Broad feelin' like death or when I'm ready
A woman feeling either close to dying or ready to face a significant event
And out of the darkness the zombie did call
From the darkness, the undead creature called out
True pain and suffering (yeah)
Authentic agony and distress
He brought to them all chuckles
He brought smiles and laughter to everyone
Bullets like confetti, axe to the brain
Bullets flying like celebratory confetti, hitting the head with an axe
Drugs for the pain, how you feel the same?
Taking drugs to numb the pain, do you experience it similarly?
Rough, but don't ever ask for the pain
Difficult and harsh, but never actively seek out suffering
Ask for a slipknot, then we hang
Request a noose, then we execute the act of hanging
Pretty pushy broad, make her pussy trod
Attractive and assertive woman, making her genitalia move heavily
Razorblade upon the skin with every sin
Using a razorblade to cut the skin with each wrongdoing
We could reminisce, we were fuckin' pissed
We could remember and reflect upon our past, when we were extremely angry
Now I'm in this shit, pissed as a bitch
Now I am stuck in this unpleasant situation, extremely angry
Baby crying
A child is crying
Bullets like confetti, axe to the brain
Bullets flying like celebratory confetti, hitting the head with an axe
Drugs for the pain, how you feel the same?
Taking drugs to numb the pain, do you experience it similarly?
Rough, but don't ever ask for the pain
Difficult and harsh, but never actively seek out suffering
Ask for a slipknot, then we hang
Request a noose, then we execute the act of hanging
Pretty pushy broad, make her pussy trod
Attractive and assertive woman, making her genitalia move heavily
Razorblade upon the skin with every sin
Using a razorblade to cut the skin with each wrongdoing
We could reminisce, we were fuckin' pissed
We could remember and reflect upon our past, when we were extremely angry
Now I'm in this shit, pissed as a bitch
Now I am stuck in this unpleasant situation, extremely angry
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@nickmacik5986
Dude was in a very dark place at this time. He was doing way better and seemed way happier before his life was taken. Rest in peace X.
@andrew2K5
damn I never heard this before,and im a pretty OG X fan,thanks for carrying on his legacy Rileyπ
@kidbuu6827
LLJ A TRUELY RARE LEGEND YOU HAVE EVER COME ACROSS IF U LIVE IN THIS CENTURY AND IF U DONT LIVE IN THIS CENTURY BUT FURTHER DOWN THE ROAD IN THE FUTURE , THIS IS MY MESSAGE SPREAD JAH ALWAYS AND SUPPORT HIM IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS A SONG ON THE WEB
@mrhxwl
Damn... Old x was crazy
@afreen5462
Oh yeah yeah
@woods2872
Howl ! Thatβs why I miss him
@Dreamyliamyy
@@woods2872you need to miss him for more than some of his songs
@Victor-wn7hz
Haven't listened to this in a while. I like this so much.
@sevay
me too.
@sukottisonny8113
He is just so amazing every song is unique