voice memo 8: SAD! video concept
xxxtentacion Lyrics

I'm recording this
I am documenting this conversation

Just so I have it for reference
It will serve as a point of reference for me

What do you want? You know what I mean?
What is your vision? Do you understand?

This is your video, like you can create whatever you want
You have creative control over the video

Like remember how I told you, like zoom into my eyes
Recall the suggestion I made about zooming into my eyes

Then have it zoom out of the eyes and then we'll be in a different scene
After zooming out, we can transition to a new scene

We can really play on that and do like a lot of things
We can explore various creative possibilities with that concept

Well that it makes it way easier in terms of transitioning and terms of scenes
Using that technique simplifies the process of transitioning between scenes

Yeah, that's what I'm saying, all the-, each scene would zoom out of my eye and zoom into my eye
Each scene will utilize the zoom effect from and to my eyes

Like I wanna be in the-, like this is gonna be green screen, right?
I desire a setting with a green screen background

We're gonna have to like, have like a chair, like a chair or a couch, right?
We should include a chair or couch in the setup

And I want everything around me to be blacked out
I prefer a darkened environment with everything faded out

Like remember how in that one scene where I was like-, I was like-, I was like in the, um-
Recall that particular scene where I was in...

In like this blue place and shit, this time I want it to be all darkness
Instead of a blue place, I want it to be completely dark

Like a massive, big black room where there's-, you don't know where the end is?
An enormous black room without a discernible end

A-, a massive, big black room and you you don't know where-, where it is, and I'm like sitting-
A large black room where the location is uncertain, and I'm seated

And I'm sitting and there's a masked man in front of me, right?
While I am seated, a person wearing a mask is in front of me

And they don't show his face, but you can see
Although his face is hidden, some details are visible

You said a massive man?
Did you say a very large man?

Sorry, I'm sorry, not a masked man, a hooded man and you can-
Apologies, not a masked man, a man wearing a hood and you can...

You don't see his face, it just shows the hood and he has on like, a cloak
His face remains unseen, only the hood and cloak are visible

And he speaks to me and he says 'They do not understand you. Do you not fear?
He communicates to me, stating that others do not comprehend me and questions my lack of fear

The worst enemy is yourself and yet you seem unbothered
Despite oneself being the greatest adversary, I appear unaffected

Although you cannot pretend like you have walked through life unscathed.'
However, you cannot deny the hardships you've faced in life

And I'm gonna have him like-
And I will include a scene where he...

I'm gonna come up with like, his dialog and come up with something crazy for him to say
I will create his dialogue and devise an intriguing statement for him

And then it'll be like me within my own mind, little do they realize like
Subsequently, it will portray me in my own thoughts, unbeknownst to them

This is all like, my world, right? So it's like, I'm gonna come up with like
This entire setting represents my personal realm, and I will imagine...

This whole concept of like amounting to the light that I can become, and like understand-
The overarching concept is about achieving my fullest potential and comprehending...

Like, bro, the con-, the concept can be like genius
The concept has the potential to be remarkable

And then we can jump-, then we can like jump into the scene where I could say-
Next, we can transition to a scene where I will utter...

Where as like-, 'cause then obviously it's like
In that scene, it will be similar to how...

'Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go' and then like-, you can tie those line-
The line 'Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go' can be interconnected with...

You can tie those lyrics on to like, someone that's a let-
Those lyrics can connect to someone...

Afraid to let go of my previous self in fear that the fact of who I will truly become
I fear releasing my former self because I am uncertain of who I will ultimately become

Letting go of someone else, you said?
Did you say letting go of a different person?

Letting go of my previous self, you get what I mean?
Releasing my past self, do you understand my intention?

Because that my-, my previous self holds like
Because my former self represents...

My memories hold me to the person that I was, you understand?
My memories keep me tied to my former identity, comprehende?

Because if-, if it's missing anything 'cause obviously tomorrow is Friday and Saturday is very soon
In case something is lacking as tomorrow is Friday and Saturday approaches rapidly

Um, oh-ho, Rufus is so fucking cute, bruh
By the way, Rufus is extremely adorable

Literally, it's like a little leopard
Literally, it resembles a small leopard

However, I do feel that there is things missing and
Nevertheless, I feel that certain elements are absent

I'm gonna have to come up with something for that and then prob'
I will need to devise something to fill those gaps and probably...

No, I'm not going to bed, I'd would like to go sit in front of my computer
I don't intend to sleep, rather I want to sit in front of my computer

So I can remember exactly what I'm doing
To ensure I remember every detail of my work

Yes
Affirmative

Then go, go do it, are we done, should I-, should I dip?
Then go, go and do that. Are we finished? Should I leave?

Yes, yes-, no, you don't have to dip, I mean-
Yes, yes, you don't have to leave, I mean...

I mean if you wanna dip, yeah, then you probably
Well, if you wish to depart, then perhaps you should

I mean, what, what else, do you think you gonna come up with anything else
I mean, what else? Do you believe you will think of anything else?

That's worth me staying around for?
That's worth waiting for my presence?

Shit, I mean, not-nothing that I can't send to you
Well, nothing that I can't send to you

Alright
Okay