Revelation
youth a.d. Lyrics

I don't want to go to school, I don't need no education
I don't agree with the conventional system of learning and don't believe it is necessary for my success.

I don't want to be like you, I don't want to save the nation
I don't want to conform to societal expectations and be a part of a larger movement.

I just want to live my life, everyday a celebration
I want to live in the moment and enjoy every day without worrying about the future.

One day I'ma leave this world, I'm waiting for the revelation
I know that my time on Earth is temporary and I am excited for what comes next.

I want to kill myself! I'm still debating
I am struggling with suicidal thoughts and am unsure of what to do next.

In front of a baptist church, masturbating
I am going through a crisis of faith and am acting out in inappropriate ways.

Praying to Satan, think I'm crazy cause I smoke crack
I have turned to drugs and dark beliefs to cope with my problems and people judge me for it.

My poor grandmother, God bless her soul
I feel sorry for my grandmother who has a terminal illness and is waiting to pass away.

The bitch got AIDS (aww) she just waiting to die of a cold
My grandmother is suffering from AIDS and even a simple cold could cause her death.

No matter how bad the beating, I went to school cheating
I was willing to do anything, even cheat, to pass my classes.

My dad whooped my ass at a PTA meeting
My abusive father publicly humiliated and physically punished me at a school meeting.

When I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it
I was scared and intimidated to go to school and didn't feel like I belonged there.

It was like isolating myself was healthy
I felt like being alone and withdrawing from society was the best way to deal with my problems.

Compelled me to excel when school it failed me
My struggles with school motivated me to succeed despite the challenges.

Expelled me and when the principal would tell me
I was kicked out of school and even authority figures didn't believe in me.

I made my first million and counted it
Despite my difficult upbringing and being expelled from school, I was able to achieve financial success.

I was raised with a rifle and mask
I had a violent upbringing and was taught to use weapons to solve problems.

Far as probation, fuck peeing in cups
I don't care about the consequences of my actions and am willing to violate my probation terms.

You could tell I wasn't lenient, a disobedient
I was a rebellious child who didn't follow the rules.

This nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit
Despite having material possessions, my home life is dysfunctional and unhappy.

I'm sick of this, I wish on Christmas
I am fed up with my life and want to escape from it.

Burn out youngsta niggas now hitting on him
Other troubled youth are now bullying and abusing someone who is already struggling.

It's apparent that my parents weren't parents at all
My parents were neglectful and didn't provide me with a stable upbringing.

That's why I blew out my brains and murdered you all
I felt like my only option was to commit suicide and harm others in the process.