Relapse
Little Birdy Lyrics

Little Birdy's song "Relapse" is a haunting portrayal of a relationship that is marked by pain, despair and addiction. The song starts with the singer acknowledging the facade that she is living, "Live on the outside", which gives the impression that everything is fine, but inside she is struggling with her own pain - a pain that she seeks to alleviate by being with someone who can help her through it. But the person she is with, whom she characterizes as “insensitive,” is not able to provide the comfort that she seeks, and instead adds to her distress. The lyrics "I want to escape what you've done to my life" is a cry for help, an admission that the person she is with is causing her more harm than good.

The second verse of the song goes on to describe the singer's addiction to the person she is with - the way they are always on her mind, and how despite everything, she loves them. The chorus resonates with a mix of emotions: it is okay that the person is not "bad", but still, the singer cannot help the pain she feels. The lyrics seem to suggest that the singer is trapped in a cycle of relapse and despair, and that she finds solace in addiction to sodas and whatever other distractions she can find to numb the pain.

The bridge of the song is somewhat ambiguous, referring to the idea that existence is purposeful. The singer asks her partner to explain the meaning of their touch to her, perhaps hoping that there is a deeper connection that will be revealed, something that can offer greater solace than addiction. However, the refrain of the chorus repeats, emphasizing that despite their love for the person and their desire for a deeper connection, the pain remains, and so does the addiction.

Overall, "Relapse" is a poignant song that captures the experience of being stuck in a tumultuous relationship with someone who causes more harm than good. It is a reminder of the struggle to find meaningful connections in spite of the pain that they bring.