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Script for a Jester's Tear
Marillion Lyrics


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So here I am once more
In the playground of the broken hearts
One more experience, one more entry
In a diary, self penned
Yet another emotional suicide
Overdosed on sentiments and pride

Too late to say I love you
Too late to restage the play
Abandoning the relics
In my playground of yesterday

I'm losing on the swings
I'm losing on the roundabouts
I'm losing on the swings
I'm losing on the roundabouts
Too much, too soon, too far to go
Too late to play the game is over
The game is over

So here I am once more
In the playground of the broken hearts
I'm losing on the swings
I'm losing on the roundabouts
The game is over, over, over
Over, over, over, over, over

Yet another emotional suicide
Overdosed on sentiments and pride
I'm losing on the swings
I'm losing on the roundabouts
The game is over

Too late to say, "I love you"
Too late to restage the play
The game is over

I act the role in classic style
Of a martyr carved with twisted smile
To bleed the lyric for this song
To write the rights to right my wrongs
An epitaph to a broken dream
To exercise this silent scream
A scream that's born from sorrow

I never did write that love song
The words just never seemed to flow
Now sad in reflection did I gaze through perfection
And examine the shadows
On the other side of the morning
And examine the shadows
On the other side of morning
Promised wedding now awake
Promised wedding now awake
Awake, awake, awake, awake

The fool escaped from paradise
Will look over his shoulder and cry
Sit and chew on daffodils and struggle to answer why?
As you grow up and leave the playground
Where you kissed your prince and found your frog
Remember the jester that showed you tears
The script for tears

So I'll hold my peace forever
When you wear your bridal gown
In the silence of my shame the mute
That sang the sirens' song
Has gone solo in the game
I've gone solo in the game
But the game is over

Can you still say you love me?
Can you still say you love me?
Can you still say that you love me?
Do you love me, do you love me?
Do you love me, do you love me?
Do you love me just as you did

Can you still say you love me?
Can you still say you love me?
Can you still say that you love me?
Just as is, just as is

Do you love me, do you love me?
Do you love me?

Overall Meaning

"Script for a Jester's Tear" is a haunting and melancholic song that speaks of the loss and regret experienced by the singer. The lyrics speak of a broken heart, emotional suicide, and the end of the game. The playground of broken hearts is a vivid metaphor for love that has ended in disappointment and pain. The singer is experiencing yet another emotional suicide, too late to say "I love you", too late to restage the play, too much, too soon, too far to go. The sense of loss is palpable, and the singer is losing on the swings and roundabouts of life, unable to make sense of it all. The music is slow and mournful, with a sense of finality that mirrors the lyrics.


The second verse speaks of the singer's attempts to write a love song, but the words never seemed to flow. Looking back, the singer realizes that he was sad in reflection, and gazed through perfection to examine the shadows. He never lived up to his own expectations, and now feels the shame and silence of that failure. As the game ends, the singer wonders if his former love still loves him. Can you still say you love me? the singer asks, desperately seeking validation and comfort.


Line by Line Meaning

So here I am once more
Starting again in the same situation


In the playground of the broken hearts
Surrounded by people who have been hurt in love


One more experience, one more entry
Adding another event to my personal history


In a diary, self penned
Writing about my life from my own perspective


Yet another emotional suicide
Killing myself emotionally through my actions


Overdosed on sentiments and pride
I've indulged too much in my emotions and ego


Too late to say I love you
I missed my chance to express my feelings


Too late to restage the play
I can't undo what has already happened


Abandoning the relics
Leaving behind the remnants of my past


In my playground of yesterday
In the place where my old memories reside


I'm losing on the swings
I'm failing in my efforts to move forward


I'm losing on the roundabouts
I'm losing momentum and not making progress


Too much, too soon, too far to go
I took on more than I could handle and have a long way to go


The game is over
It's time to stop playing and move on


I act the role in classic style
I'm pretending to be someone else


Of a martyr carved with twisted smile
I'm sacrificing myself and covering up my true emotions


To bleed the lyric for this song
To pour my heart out for this song


To write the rights to right my wrongs
To find a way to make amends for my mistakes


An epitaph to a broken dream
A tribute to the loss of a dream


To exercise this silent scream
To release my pent up emotions through music


A scream that's born from sorrow
My emotions are so intense they feel like a scream


I never did write that love song
I failed to express my love through music


The words just never seemed to flow
I couldn't find the right words to express my emotions


Now sad in reflection did I gaze through perfection
Looking back I realize I was too idealistic


And examine the shadows
Taking a closer look at the darker side of things


On the other side of the morning
In a new beginning, after the darkness of the night


Promised wedding now awake
A wedding that was promised but never happened


Awake, awake, awake, awake
I'm now alert and aware of my mistakes


The fool escaped from paradise
I thought I could escape from my problems


Will look over his shoulder and cry
I'll regret my decisions and feel sorry for myself


Sit and chew on daffodils
To indulge in meaningless activities


And struggle to answer why?
I'll have difficulty making sense of my situation


As you grow up and leave the playground
As you mature and move on from childhood situations


Where you kissed your prince and found your frog
Where you experienced both love and disappointment


Remember the jester that showed you tears
Remember the person who taught you the value of emotion


The script for tears
The lesson taught by the jester was to express emotion through music


So I'll hold my peace forever
I will never speak my true feelings


When you wear your bridal gown
On your wedding day


In the silence of my shame the mute
I'm unable to express myself out of embarrassment


That sang the sirens' song
My voice that once was alluring but now is gone


Has gone solo in the game
I'm now alone and independent


But the game is over
But the situation has ended, I must move on


Can you still say you love me?
Do you still have feelings for me?


Do you love me, do you love me?
Is your love for me genuine?


Just as is, just as is
Without any conditions or changes




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Derek William Dick, Mark Kelly, Michael James Pointer, Pete Trewavas, Steve Rothery

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