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Drinking For 11
Mad Caddies Lyrics


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Drinking for a living
That's just what I do
When I'm not with you
My heart goes to bed

End of the bar
That's just where I'll be
Don't try and come find me
'Cause I'm already dead




With one eye tied
Upon the open road
I feel your presence
And I can't let it go

It moves so slowly
As it creeps into my mind
Steals every breath I have
And leaves my heart behind

Want to know what you're feeling
If you're feeling alone
I want to hear if you still care
The last time I remember you
Was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fading
And the mornin' arrives
I want to still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again
And pick me up off the ground
Once more
And tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
When you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
When you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay, whoa

Sometimes I feel like
I'm out here all alone
Just one in a million
Stuck with no place left to go

The fear steps up to me
With every move that I make
Following close behind my soul
It wants to take

I want to know what you're feeling
If you're feeling alone
I want to hear if you still care
The last time I remember you
Was the last time I wasn't scared

When the night starts fading
And the mornin' arrives
I want to still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again
And pick me up off the ground
Once more
And tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
When you can't see through today
Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
When you can't see through today
There's nowhere left to stay, whoa

Drinking for a living
That's just what I do
When I'm not with you
My heart goes to bed

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mad Caddies' "Drinking For 11" convey a sense of loneliness and longing for a lost love. The singer describes how when they are not with their loved one, they turn to drinking to numb their pain and fill the emptiness in their heart. The lyrics also touch on the fear that comes with being alone and the desire to still feel connected to their loved one even when they are apart.


The phrase "drinking for a living" suggests that the singer's drinking has become a lifestyle, rather than just a coping mechanism. They are struggling to deal with the pain of being apart from their loved one and the fear of being alone. With lines like "end of the bar, that's just where I'll be" and "I'm already dead," it becomes clear that the singer is using drinking as a way to escape their reality and the pain they are feeling.


The melancholic and yearning tone of the lyrics is carried by the somber melody of the song, which perfectly fits the emotions being conveyed. Overall, "Drinking For 11" is a powerful and emotional ballad about love, loss, and the struggle to come to terms with being alone.


Line by Line Meaning

Drinking for a living
My life is consumed by drinking


That's just what I do
It's my only source of stability


When I'm not with you
When you're not here to keep me sane


My heart goes to bed
My heart stops feeling anything


End of the bar
My permanent spot in this world


That's just where I'll be
I don't know where else to go


Don't try and come find me
I don't want to be found


'Cause I'm already dead
I'm not really living anyway


With one eye tied
Just barely hanging on


Upon the open road
My uncertain future


I feel your presence
I still need you


And I can't let it go
I'm not ready to move on


It moves so slowly
The pain is always present


As it creeps into my mind
As memories flood back


Steals every breath I have
Takes away my will to live


And leaves my heart behind
I can't let go of the pain


Want to know what you're feeling
I need to understand you


If you're feeling alone
If you need me too


I want to hear if you still care
I need to believe that we can fix this


The last time I remember you
The last time I was happy


Was the last time I wasn't scared
Before everything fell apart


When the night starts fading
When the darkness subsides


And the mornin' arrives
And the light shines through


I want to still feel you around
I still need you in my life


Will you creep into my head again
Will you haunt me again


And pick me up off the ground
And help me stand again


Once more
One more time


And tell me what you're fighting for
And make me believe in something again


Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
I have to keep moving forward


When you can't see through today
Even when it seems impossible


There's nowhere left to stay, whoa
I have to keep moving forward


Sometimes I feel like
I often feel like


I'm out here all alone
I'm on my own


Just one in a million
Just one insignificant person


Stuck with no place left to go
Lost and with nowhere to turn


The fear steps up to me
My fear comes to the forefront


With every move that I make
Every step is scary


Following close behind my soul
It's consuming me


It wants to take
It wants to destroy me




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Brian Flenniken, Charles Robertson, Eduardo Hernandez, Keith Douglas, Sascha Lazor

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