Hurt
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I'm scared I can't see
Are you the devil inside me?
Why don't you runaway, I can't scream, I can't see
Am I falling? I'm falling to sleep
Or am I just dying?
I don't care I'm feeling sick
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I swear this will be the last time
I'm alone in this world, I have to do everything by myself
I'm fucked up but I know this is not the end
I don't care if you hate me, I will not cry, I know I'm strong
But you know I'm hurt and you hurt me more and more
Happieness is my goal
But I think is just a dream it feels so unreachable
They told me it's not a fraud
But I think is just a dream it feels so unreachable
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
I'm tired of this emptiness
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I swear this will be the last time
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
I'm tired of this emptiness
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I swear this will be the last time
The lyrics of "Hurt" by M.V.M are a glimpse into the artist's raw emotions and personal struggles. The opening line "My eyes are open, I'm scared I can't see," gives the sense of feeling lost and confused. The question "Are you the devil inside me?" suggests deep inner turmoil, perhaps battling with personal demons or destructive thoughts. The repetition of "I'm tired of this emptiness, My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive" indicates depression and a loss of passion for life.
The lines, "I'm alone in this world, I have to do everything by myself, I'm fucked up but I know this is not the end," convey the feeling of being abandoned and the strength to carry on despite the overwhelming loneliness. The lyrics imply the struggle to find happiness and the pain of disappointment. The repeated line "And every single day I have tears in my eyes" further emphasizes the emotional turmoil that the artist is experiencing.
Overall, the song is a reflection of a difficult time in the artist's life. The lyrics express the struggle with depression, inner demons, and the search for happiness. It's a song that many can relate to and find comfort in knowing that they are not alone in their feelings of pain and struggle.
Line by Line Meaning
My eyes are open
I am wide awake and aware of my surroundings
I'm scared I can't see
I am afraid because I cannot see what is coming
Are you the devil inside me?
Am I my own worst enemy?
Why don't you runaway, I can't scream, I can't see
I am trapped and helpless, and cannot escape the situation
Am I falling? I'm falling to sleep
Am I losing consciousness and slipping away?
Or am I just dying?
Or is this the end of my life?
I don't care I'm feeling sick
I am so miserable and unwell that I can't even care about it
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
Every day, I am overwhelmed with sadness and cry a lot
I'm tired of this emptiness
I am exhausted by this lack of fulfillment and purpose in life
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I am emotionally shattered and feel dead inside
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I can't stop thinking about and being affected by this negative experience
I swear this will be the last time
I promise to myself that I won't let this happen again
I'm alone in this world, I have to do everything by myself
I feel isolated and must rely solely on myself to make it through life
I'm fucked up but I know this is not the end
I am struggling but believe that there is hope for a better future
I don't care if you hate me, I will not cry, I know I'm strong
I am confident in my inner strength and won't let others' negativity bring me down
But you know I'm hurt and you hurt me more and more
Even though I try to hide it, you have the power to hurt me even more
Happiness is my goal
I strive for happiness and fulfillment in life
But I think it's just a dream, it feels so unreachable
However, it often feels like an unattainable fantasy
They told me it's not a fraud
Others have reassured me that happiness is a real possibility
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
Every day, I am overwhelmed with sadness and cry a lot
I'm tired of this emptiness
I am exhausted by this lack of fulfillment and purpose in life
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I am emotionally shattered and feel dead inside
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I can't stop thinking about and being affected by this negative experience
I swear this will be the last time
I promise to myself that I won't let this happen again
And every single day I have tears in my eyes
Every day, I am overwhelmed with sadness and cry a lot
I'm tired of this emptiness
I am exhausted by this lack of fulfillment and purpose in life
My fucking heart is broken I don't fell alive
I am emotionally shattered and feel dead inside
I can't get this shit out of my mind
I can't stop thinking about and being affected by this negative experience
I swear this will be the last time
I promise to myself that I won't let this happen again
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Joaquin Vivanco
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@srsrerror7761
i have 6 tours in mvm
and i know a lot of things for a low tour
specially the basic
when i do something wrong and the others tell me
i don't go calling them toxic
i ask what i did wrong and ask for advice
even though in those 6 tours i got called out just one time for shooting uber medics, but it wasn't me that shoot the uber medics but instead another player, they thought that it was me but i told them that it wasn't me
before going to my first tour in mvm i played a lot of ghost town
so i learned a lot of things in this mode
even thought it is so different than normal mvm
i don't have to much money to play mann up and boot camp there is a lot of people who don't know the basics so its hard to learn more things
i wish to know how to become a better scout,medic, and engi
i already know how to play heavy and soldier,
but other classes i played in ghost town where it has more money than regular mvm
so i don't know about what upgrades should i do in certain waves
engi and medic i know where to position and where to put my stuff.actually in normal mvm im not bad at medic but i don't upgrade my resistances, and i hadn't really too much problem with this
i think that the tour with most death as a medic i had 8 death in a 7 wave mission idk if this is that bad or not
@TunbosunOyenuga
So Explain:
1:05 Look at where the stickies were placed vs. where the medic bots landed. NOT ALL OF THEM ARE CLOSE ENOUGH TO THE TRAP. You can clearly see them on the edge outside the radius. So they survive. Also, Passer isn't bugged, those medic bots never landed in the Gas Passer either.
1:20 Yea, he died. Pyro was around 80 health when you switch of to heal an overhealed soldier in the back sitting around a dispenser. He was fire but was overhealed and close to the dispenser. Frankly, you also had a couple of secs to come in and attempt to revive the Pyro. You had shield to at least protect against the huntsman
2:09 - You could blame the Pyro, but your Demo was also kinda late. But nonetheless yea sure.
Also, the Scout, Soldier, and Engineer didn't seem to complain as much as you and your newly founded Demo friend.
3:33 - As you both berate the Pyro, The Scout(Mokdoi) states to your new Demo friend who up their own butt: "Actually your work is all meaningless"
3:42 - So the Demo isn't that toxic after telling another player to not participate in the co-op gamemode? Sure. But oh he not kicking the Pyro so it ain't that bad. Right?
3:57 - Pyro say their goodbyes, stating you guys were toxic. You and your new Demo. (you were) You start screaming at the top of your lungs about it.
4:02 - The Solider (Lord Drakken) confirms that you guys were toxic, but you disregard his point ask him to switch to Heavy.
4:15 - You are raging over another potential pyro that happens to have 4 tours...Before they even got in. (and never even played)
4:26 - In better words: Now you are done raging and foaming at the teeth.
4:37- META. Other teams' setup can do without Meta. It just takes learning and getting used to stuff especially when working with different players.
11:10 - Lol, after watching the first 5 mins of this video... "I don't know why, some people just think I'm the villain, just because I'm high tour." No, it has nothing to do with the high number of tours you have... but it might be your attitude toward others especially low tour players when they don't conform to your ways and that stick that's probably up your arse making you one.
@ThatBeePerson
"well they enjoy the gamemode so they should be allowed to be toxic" is an inherently flawed arguement
What about other people's fun? Not everyone wants to take it seriously and be a meta slave, same as any other game. It's a lose lose situation, you ruin other people's fun for your own, either you can be respectful about it and ask them kindly to play more to your liking, or you can be disrespectful and toxic, Dewill chose and has consistently chosen to be toxic and disrespectful to other players for playing not how he wants, not only in mvm but in base tf2. I really used to like dewill but his behavior has been childish and unacceptable, I don't like saying its a game, but when you get this worked up about a non-competitive co-op mode? That's when you need to take a step back and re-evaluate. That's how elitist communities like tacobot gatekeep newer inexperienced players out of a mode they just wanted to have fun and play their favorite class in.
This behavior? What dewill is doing? He might not know it but it spreads, because his fanbase picks it up and then suddenly they are toxic, even in boot camp where there is 0 reward for winning, all because MvM has too be 100% efficient
If you think this is ok, please, put yourself in the other person's shoes, imagine if this was your favorite youtuber getting yelled at for playing how he wanted to play. Does that make you angry? Does that feel like injustice? Because that's how everyone on the receiving end of this feels
Please, actually read all of this as well
@DEWILL
Where Brain
@naxut2553
gone brain
@darkitotf2
thats a good question
@chmesechmao8659
So dumb the peanut brain got eaten by him
@cor_ins
Where Skill
@cow3872
When pyro join MvM with DEWILL:
Where brain
@oog1283
I guarantee the same dude who made the inspect changes was responsible for Wutville as well
@cybercider6620
It’s Bob from accounting
@shadrawdragon6560
while i would strongly recommend actually trying to help these types of pyros, (if they'll even take advice, of course) i can't pretend it's not infuriating when a pyro runs in, pops an uber medic, and dies
@nerfer200
As a pyro main, Gas Passer and Phlog are a good combo, as the gas meter increases with damage dealt and the phlog crits fill it up extremely quick, to the point of only getting one meter upgrade would do it