You Don't Want It
15. Tech N9ne Lyrics

When you see my smilin', I'm really frownin'
The smile on my face hides the pain and sadness I feel inside

You think you're really wildin'? I'm killa clownin'
You may think you're acting crazy, but I'm the one truly embracing my dark and dangerous persona

Meaning I don't give a fuck about nothing you say that you do
I couldn't care less about anything you claim to be doing or achieving

Because stupid is how everybody sounded
Everyone sounds foolish to me

Nigga you think you know me, but only if you knew me
You may think you understand who I am, but you have no idea

Homie, you would leave me by my lonely
If you truly knew me, you would distance yourself from me

I'm thinking death and destruction
I constantly contemplate violent and destructive thoughts

Images of blood and pus and I ain't looking for nothing but trouble
Disturbing images of violence and chaos consume my mind and I actively seek trouble

Thinking of murdering you when I'm just lounging
Even in moments of relaxation, thoughts of killing you cross my mind

(That's just the devil, just the devil)
I attribute these dark thoughts and impulses to the influence of the devil

Block it out and keep it moving
I try to ignore these thoughts and continue with my life

I'm evil and it's pussy that I'm pursuing
I embrace my evil nature and actively seek out sexual encounters

Gimme the Bible, yes I need it 'cause Tecca Nina's in ruin
I crave the Bible and its teachings because I feel spiritually broken and lost

Mentally I'm fuckin' up when really I don't know what I'm doin'
My mental state is deteriorating, even though I don't fully understand why

My tolerance for physical pain has gained rapidly
I have developed a high tolerance for physical pain

I'm gobbling more thizzles then thangs but it came back at me
I consume drugs and pills recklessly, but they have negative consequences for me

The holy father must have flipped and became mad at me
I believe that God is angry with me

Because I'm pondering a wicked insane strategy
I am contemplating an evil and insane plan

How to end it all (Yeah), many men will fall (Yeah)
I am considering ending my life, and many people will suffer as a result

Any sin I saw (Yeah), Nina been involved (Yeah)
I am aware of the sins I have committed, and I am fully responsible for them

You don't really want it with me punk you don't have the gall
You don't truly want to challenge me because you lack the courage

The taste of blood on my tongue makin' me want to brawl
The satisfaction of violence fuels my desire for more

No sentimental shit, death is the penalty
I have no room for sentimental feelings, death is the consequence

For any bitch you try to re-kindle this
If you try to provoke me, you will face severe consequences

It'll get your temple hit
You will face physical harm

'Bout to bubble, about to pop just like a pimple get
I am rapidly reaching my breaking point, like a pimple about to burst

Send it something so insane I'm so not for simple shit
I will unleash something crazier than you could ever imagine, I'm not interested in trivial matters

So teeter totter mothafucka if you want it
If you really want to challenge me, go ahead and play with danger

But just keep it to the left of me, crazy 'til the death of me
But keep your craziness away from me, I will be insane until I die

Pussy money more money blood and guts is the recipe
Sex, money, and violence are what drive and motivate me

Half and hell of drama for Nina is a necessity
Being involved in intense and chaotic situations is essential for me

Good and bad is fightin' within me and I'm the referee
There is a constant battle between good and evil inside me, and I am the one trying to control it

Shit is looking like it is evil getting the best of me
Evil seems to be winning the battle within me

Bitches think I'm pleasant and really wantin' the sex with me
Women see me as charming and desirable, they want to engage in sexual activities with me

I'm promisin' you I'm losing it, you don't really want to mess with me
I assure you, I am mentally unstable and you shouldn't dare to provoke me

Betta load up your drums
Get ready, prepare for battle

Load up your guns
Arm yourself with weapons

Everybody better get to runnin'
Everyone should start fleeing

I'm a lyrical cynical rippin' ya pinnacle
I'm a skilled rapper who will destroy your reputation

Damage anybody when I see they really want it with me
I will harm anyone who challenges me

Techa-ninna told me nigga get money
Tech N9ne advised me to focus on acquiring wealth

And never been dumby
And never be foolish or naive

Shit on a nigga when he comin' funny with me
I will humiliate and disrespect anyone who tries to be funny or disrespectful towards me

Follow the beat follow your feet
Listen to the music's rhythm and let it guide your movements

Gimme the weed keys G's
Give me marijuana, car keys, and money

And a quarter pound of bullets with a machete
And a large quantity of bullets and a machete

Mister Reese known for getting it poppin'
I am known for starting conflicts and making things happen

You niggas be droppin'
You all fail and fall behind

And when you do your albums be floppin'
And when you release your albums, they are unsuccessful

When ever I spit it
Whenever I rap

Man better yet when ever I drop it
Even more importantly, whenever I release new music

Your wifies gone cop it
Your wives will definitely buy my music

She even tell you nigga go cop it
She will even encourage you to buy it

I'll fuck your life up like a disease
I will ruin your life like a contagious illness

I'm hauntin' your dreams
I will be a recurring presence in your nightmares

With a fully auto choppa them beams
Armed with a fully automatic weapon and laser sights

Mayne yadadamean
You know what I mean

Ya life ain't shit but a dream
Your life is insignificant and meaningless

So just remember when your breathin' you don't want it with me
So always remember, when you're alive, you don't want to provoke me

And you don't want it from me
You definitely don't want to face me

See I'm believing that people are really angels and demons
I have a belief that people consist of both good and evil

Instead of human beings
Rather than simply being regular humans

I'm havin' feelings of wanting to be the cause of you bleeding
I have strong urges to harm and inflict pain on others

Causin' your family to be grieving now your soul is leaving
My actions would lead to your family grieving, and your death

Entered in my mind the raw holy words and religious battles
Religious concepts and conflicts occupy my thoughts

Keep 'em mutilated like cannibal over serpent rattles
I enjoy distorting and warping religious ideas, like a cannibal with a serpent's rattle

I'm seeing shadows and bodies swingin' from gallows
I have hallucinations of shadows and hanging bodies

As I'm sitting in a circle surrounded by seven candles
In a ritualistic setting, I am surrounded by seven lit candles

My eyes rolls back, I speak in tongues, I bleed from gums
I experience a trance-like state, speaking in unknown languages, and even bleeding from my mouth

It's time to hit the streets with guns
I feel compelled to take to the streets armed with weapons

I'm bustin' seventy shots laughin' as the people run
I unleash a barrage of seventy gunshots, finding amusement in the chaos and fear it causes

I plead to be free from these evil deeds I've done
I beg to be relieved from the evil actions I have committed

Until the pain coincides with my violence and agony
I desire for my pain to align with the violence and agony I inflict on others

Oh the humanity, why does he keep stabbing me
I question the essence of humanity and why it keeps causing me harm

But it's me that I'm stabbing, it's self-inflicted wounds
I realize that I am the one inflicting pain on myself

The Hitchcock of hip-hop, the end is comin' soon
I am the equivalent of Alfred Hitchcock in the world of hip-hop, and my demise is approaching soon