Jackson was born and raised in South Jamaica, a neighborhood in the New York City borough of Queens. His mother Sabrina, a drug dealer, died in a fire when he was 8. Since his father had already abandoned the family, young Curtis was sent to live with his grandparents. Growing up during the crack epidemic of the 80s and 90s, Jackson dealt drugs when he wasn't "killing time" at school or boxing at a local gym. His grandparents assumed he was at after-school programs when he was out selling crack. In tenth grade, Jackson was caught with guns and drug money passing through the metal detectors at Andrew Jackson High School in Queens. In 1994, Jackson was arrested again for selling vials of cocaine to an undercover officer, and three weeks later he was arrested yet-again after police found heroin, crack cocaine, and a starter pistol in his home. Jackson was sentenced to 3 to 9 years in prison, but opted to join a 6 month boot camp program and get his GED. Around this time, Jackson began going by "50 Cent," inspired by deceased Brooklyn stick-up man Kelvin "50 Cent" Martin.
After leaving drug dealing to pursue a rap career, he released his debut album Guess Who's Back Again in 2002. He was discovered by Eminem and Dr. Dre and then signed to Interscope Records. He has since released Get Rich or Die Tryin' (2003), The Massacre (2006), Curtis (2007) and Before I Self Destruct (2009).
50 Cent has engaged in feuds with other rappers including Jay-Z, Ja Rule, The Game, Cam'ron, Fat Joe, and Rick Ross. He has also pursued an acting career, appearing in the semi-autobiographical film Get Rich or Die Tryin' in 2005, the Iraq War film Home of the Brave in 2006, and Righteous Kill in 2008. 50 Cent is one of the richest hip-hop performers, having a net worth estimated at US $440 million in 2008.
Before 50 Cent ever inked a major deal, he built up a substantial fan base in New York through underground mixtapes. 50 Cent met up with Jam Master Jay of Run-DMC and was signed to his label to write all of Jayβs music. After heβd left JMJ, he signed to Columbia Records in 1996. On this label, he released Power of the Dollar, and the singles How to Rob and Ghetto Qua Ran. Columbia Records released him from the label after being shot on May 24th, 2000.
Around this time, Eminem had heard one of 50 Centβs demo tapes and expressed a huge interest in him on MTV, as did Dr. Dre. Shortly after this, 50 Cent officially signed to Interscope Records. He was the first rapper to sign to the joint label owned by Dr. Dre and Eminem. The first song he released on this record was entitled Wanksta and was featured on the 8 Mile soundtrack.
In its first week of release, his debut βGet Rich Or Die Tryinββ sold 872,000 units - easily reaching Gold status. Within the second week it went Platinum (1 mil) and on April 12th, 2004 the RIAA certified it six times Platinum.
In 2005 he followed the success of his album Get Rich or Die Tryinβ with a new release - The Massacre (originally called St. Valentines Day Massacre until the release date was pushed back). The first single released off this, Disco Inferno, was a huge hit - he followed this hit up by the release of Candy Shop and then again with Just a Lil Bit.
In 2003 Interscope Records allowed 50 Cent to have his own label - G-Unit Records. He first signed Lloyd Banks, Tony Yayo and Young Buck as the established members of G-Unit Records. In 2004, Dr. Dre and 50 Cent had signed The Game under a joint venture.
Suicide Watch
50 Cent Lyrics
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What the fuck is going on?
(When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell)
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell (yeah)
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
(When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell)
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell (uh huh)
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
Got a fucking abortion
Some niggas is broke
Trying to be on some don shit
Me? I'm a grunt, comfortable in that conflict
Go 'head nigga stunt
It's cool 'til I get on it
You can keep the blunt
But that chain, nigga, we want it
Call it a jux or whatever you wanna call it
Call the police and get hit
With a clip for it you know how I move
That semi here on my waistline
Ain't nobody ever gave me shit, nigga
I take mine
I run in your crack house, MAC out
Screaming "Go 'head make me" duct tape you
The fiends and that snotty nose baby
Calm down and cooperate 'fore I hit you
With some shit that doc'll operate
For hours you coward
(When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell)
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
Got a fucking abortion
(When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell)
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
Got a fucking abortion
I tried to keep it cool these
Hobby niggas make me violent
I split your fucking head, yeah
That would stop your ass from whining
Baby, I'm delusional, distorted, no defying
You think you can play me?
Pussy, go 'head, nigga, try it
I fell I broke my arm
I felt pain when I was six
They kill mommy at it
By 12 I was selling knicks
See me I'm a survivor
I tell a nigga suck a dick
And niggas know I'm strapped so
They ain't saying shit
Me? I'm a party pooper
I be fucking up the fun
These niggas wanna stunt
I wanna get at 'em with my gun
Since a little nigga, I been on the same shit
Don't act like something new when
You see niggas getting hit (What up, BIG?)
(When I die fuck it
I wanna go to hell) uh huh
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell (whaat?)
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
Got a fucking abortion
(When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell)
I'm a piece of shit
It ain't hard to fucking tell
(Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion)
I know my momma wish she
Got a fucking abortion
I'm Notoriousssss!
Biggie ain't around, now you need me
Alright? I'm Notoriousssss!
You can chill with 'Pac, nigga
In your next life i'm Notoriousssss!
It's 50, nigga, I'm back mashed, what's up?
Man, this shit getting ready to
Change, man, telling you, mane
Motherfucking gangstas can't do
The skanky leg what's next, mane?
You gon' be dropping it low
Like a stripper? Oh, shit
I'm trying to fit in and I
Can't fit in, damn, I'M BACK, bABY!
The lyrics of 50 Cent's song "Suicide Watch" touch on themes of self-hatred, violence, and a desire for recognition and power. The opening lines depict a sense of shock and confusion, suggesting that the singer is grappling with intense emotions or disturbing thoughts.
The repeated lines, "When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell, I'm a piece of shit, It ain't hard to fucking tell," reveal a deep self-loathing and a belief that the singer is fundamentally flawed. This sentiment is reinforced by the next lines, where they express the belief that their mother would have been better off if she had chosen to have an abortion.
The following verses explore a sense of aggression and a willingness to engage in criminal activities to exert control and obtain material possessions. The singer describes themselves as someone comfortable in conflict, willing to resort to violence to protect their interests. They also convey a lack of trust in others and an expectation of betrayal, describing the need to take matters into their own hands and never relying on anyone else.
The lyrics mention the struggles the singer has faced, such as witnessing their mother's death and engaging in drug dealing from a young age. These experiences seem to have contributed to their hardened and unapologetic attitude. They describe themselves as a survivor and express a disregard for authority and respect for others, emphasizing their own strength and resilience.
Towards the end of the song, there is a reference to the late rapper The Notorious B.I.G. ("What up, BIG?"), suggesting a desire for recognition and comparison to one of hip-hop's legends. The lyrics also convey a sense of frustration and determination, with 50 Cent proclaiming his return and his refusal to conform to societal expectations or fit into a predetermined mold.
Overall, "Suicide Watch" delves into introspection and addresses dark thoughts and emotions, while also portraying a desire for power and a refusal to be marginalized or underestimated.
Line by Line Meaning
Hello? Oh shit, nigga, oh shit
Surprised and alarmed reaction to an unfolding situation.
What the fuck is going on?
Expressing confusion and disbelief about the current situation.
When I die fuck it, I wanna go to hell
Expressing a sense of self-worthlessness and desire for punishment.
I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell
Acknowledging one's own negative qualities and lack of redeeming traits.
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
Engaging in a pattern of illegal activities, including drug-related crimes and extortion.
I know my momma wish she got a fucking abortion
Feeling remorseful and believing that one's mother regrets giving birth to them.
Some niggas is broke, trying to be on some don shit
Some individuals are financially struggling, attempting to adopt a lavish lifestyle.
Me? I'm a grunt, comfortable in that conflict
I am content with being in the midst of turmoil and violence.
Go 'head nigga stunt, it's cool 'til I get on it
Others can show off and act superior, but that changes when I retaliate.
You can keep the blunt, but that chain, nigga, we want it
You may keep insignificant things, but we are determined to take your valuable possessions.
Call it a jux or whatever you wanna call it
Labeling the act of robbery or theft, using any preferred term.
Call the police and get hit with a clip for it
If you involve the authorities, expect to face the consequences with a gunshot.
You know how I move, that semi here on my waistline
You are aware of my behavior and aware that I carry a semiautomatic firearm.
Ain't nobody ever gave me shit, nigga, I take mine
I have never received any assistance or gifts; I obtain what I want through my own actions.
I run in your crack house, MAC out
I invade your location where drugs are manufactured or sold, armed with a MAC-10 submachine gun.
Screaming 'Go 'head make me' duct tape you
Yelling at you to provoke a reaction as I restrain and immobilize you with duct tape.
The fiends and that snotty nose baby, calm down and cooperate 'fore I hit you
The drug addicts and the neglected child need to remain calm and comply before I resort to violence.
With some shit that doc'll operate for hours, you coward
Using a weapon that will cause severe injuries requiring extensive surgical procedures, targeting a cowardly person.
I tried to keep it cool, these hobby niggas make me violent
I attempted to remain calm, but these insignificant individuals provoke and incite violent behavior in me.
I split your fucking head, yeah, that would stop your ass from whining
I will cause severe injury to your head, which will prevent you from complaining or whining.
Baby, I'm delusional, distorted, no defying
I am mentally unstable, with distorted thoughts and beliefs that cannot be refuted.
You think you can play me? Pussy, go 'head, nigga, try it
Do you believe you can deceive or manipulate me? Go ahead, attempt it, you coward.
I fell I broke my arm, I felt pain when I was six
I experienced physical injury and emotional pain during my childhood.
They kill mommy at it, by 12 I was selling knicks
Witnessing the death of my mother influenced my criminal activities, including selling narcotics at a young age.
See me I'm a survivor, I tell a nigga suck a dick
Despite the hardships I've faced, I have overcome and can confidently dismiss others' opinions or disrespect.
And niggas know I'm strapped so they ain't saying shit
Other individuals are aware that I possess a firearm, so they remain silent and avoid confrontation.
Me? I'm a party pooper, I be fucking up the fun
I ruin enjoyable situations as I bring negativity and disrupt the festivities.
These niggas wanna stunt, I wanna get at 'em with my gun
Others aim to show off, while I desire to confront and intimidate them using my firearm.
Since a little nigga, I been on the same shit
Throughout my entire life, I have consistently engaged in similar behaviors and held the same mindset.
Don't act like something new when you see niggas getting hit (What up, BIG?)
Do not act surprised or oblivious to the consequences when witnessing others being harmed or killed. Acknowledging and referencing the late rapper The Notorious B.I.G.
I'm Notoriousssss! Biggie ain't around, now you need me
Asserting dominance and relevance, highlighting that since The Notorious B.I.G. is no longer alive, there is a void that I fill.
Alright? I'm Notoriousssss! You can chill with 'Pac, nigga
Emphasizing my notoriety and implying that one can relax and associate with the late Tupac Shakur in their next life.
In your next life, I'm Notoriousssss!
Asserting dominance and significance by stating that even in subsequent lives, I will still hold influence and renown.
It's 50, nigga, I'm back mashed, what's up?
Introducing oneself as 50 Cent, announcing a return to prominence, and inquiring about the current state of affairs.
Man, this shit getting ready to change, man, telling you, mane
Expressing a belief that significant transformations are imminent and advising others of this impending shift.
Motherfucking gangstas can't do the skanky leg, what's next, mane?
Implying that individuals involved in criminal activities cannot engage in lighthearted or dance-oriented behavior, questioning what actions they will resort to next.
You gon' be dropping it low like a stripper? Oh, shit
Mocking the idea that those individuals will engage in sexually suggestive movements, expressing amusement and surprise.
I'm trying to fit in and I can't fit in, damn, I'M BACK, bABY!
Expressing frustration and disappointment with attempting to conform or belong, ultimately embracing one's return to their original self with pride and enthusiasm.
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@williamparham4184
50. The hero always saving the Game.
@luckyr2890
Thats a good one.. th best rapper. rest in peace biggie.
@iam250
All G dope mix
@tramontgomery5413
Old school music is the best !!!π₯π₯π₯hold up 50 & big !!
@terans4911
Sick collabo. Sick song!!!!!
@halfmanamazing549
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@teresaabrown8077
β€ Keep doing IT. I can feel you πΆ πΆ. Go head 50c make it happen Captain. Thanks for Sharing.ππππ
@ahmedbaessa9742
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@taylorwelzanuk3104
Am I hear first biggie throwing that heat thank you 50 for making this happen