Slow Down
A.I.P Lyrics

Take it back to a time I was gone
Reflecting on a past time when the singer was absent or not truly present.

Couldn't even catch myself
The singer was not in control or aware of their own actions or emotions.

No rhymes no rhythm you or me
The singer and someone else lacked structure or harmony in their relationship or communication.

I had to go protect myself
The artist was forced to prioritize their own safety and wellbeing.

Take aim last shot to the head
The artist took a final, decisive action in a specific situation or circumstance.

I barely could remember it
The singer did not fully recall a significant event or experience.

Flash point with the cameras
There was a moment of intense pressure or attention, captured by cameras or other recording devices.

Years later taking care of ish
The artist is now dealing with aftermath or consequences of previous events or situations.

I was whipping in the caravan
The artist was driving or traveling in a vehicle, likely with others.

Momma had us in a nice city
The artist's mother provided a good or comfortable living environment in a particular location.

Left that and I know now
The singer realizes that leaving that location may not have been the best decision.

Maybe wasn't living in the right city
The artist acknowledges that their chosen living location was not ideal for their personal growth or success.

Felt close to the big bros when they kicked back and got high with me
The singer felt a sense of camaraderie or brotherhood when indulging in drug use with others.

Dark night but the sky pretty
The singer observes a beautiful night sky, despite any negative or dark circumstances.

Didn't have a soul to cry with me
The singer lacked emotional support or companionship in a tough situation.

Past tense is a new thing
The artist is adjusting to a new way of looking at their past experiences or memories.

With my mind here it's so present
The artist is fully aware and focused on the present moment and their own thoughts.

White walls and the jumpsuits
The singer refers to a sterile or institutional setting, possibly involving legal or medical repercussions.

Whole days into one second
Time seems to pass quickly or blend together for the singer.

Small time I should leave that
The artist recognizes that their current situation or lifestyle is not sustainable or fulfilling in the long-term.

But I love pain its a cold fetish
The artist has a propensity for self-destructive behavior or relationships, possibly rooted in a desire to feel powerful or in control through pain.

Not named when they roll credits
The artist's contributions or achievements may go unrecognized or undervalued at the end of a particular endeavor.

Many only know the half of it
Others are not fully aware or understanding of the singer's experiences, thoughts, or feelings.

Last laugh to the old you cuz the new me didn't laugh with it
The artist has grown and evolved beyond their past self, and feels no need to mock or belittle that former version.

Paid debts at the last minute
The singer resolved debts or obligations at the final opportunity, possibly after procrastinating or neglecting them.

White box with some cash in it
The singer refers to a financial transaction or reward, possibly in the context of illegal activities.

Exposed and my heart broke on my sleeve now
The singer is vulnerable or open about their emotions or inner workings, perhaps after feeling hurt or betrayed.

Playing tag with it
The artist is engaging in a back-and-forth or cat-and-mouse dynamic with a particular person, thing, or idea.

Kinda feeling like the last of us
The artist feels isolated, alone, or disconnected from others.

Deuce deuce with a mag in it
The singer refers to a specific type of firearm.

Slow it slow it slow it slow it down
The singer instructs themselves or others to slow down or take a break from frenzied activity or thinking.

Only ever wanna hold me down
Others may try to keep the artist from achieving their goals or potential.

Long lost for the hopeless now
The artist feels distant or disconnected from hope, possibly due to past disappointments or setbacks.

Oof, when I / take it to my head / Imma lean on the wall / Pray I don't wish me dead
The artist describes a moment of mental or emotional distress or instability, possibly involving suicidal thoughts or ideation.

It's okay
The singer reassures themselves and possibly others that everything will be alright in the end.

I guess they rollin with me
The artist refers to the support or loyalty of certain individuals or groups.

Your luck is tough cuz all of the shine / I guess it's coming with me
The singer has experienced success or recognition, despite the negativity or naysaying of others.

The truth of it all I guess it's sitting pretty
The singer acknowledges that the truth or reality of a situation may be difficult or uncomfortable, but they accept it regardless.

I'm finding my voice and doing it big so y'all should / (Come and get me huh)
The singer feels confident and empowered, and challenges others to try and stop them or hold them back.

Well good news travels fast
The artist observes that positive news or rumors are quickly spread and circulated.

Always told I never pace myself
The artist carries a habit or tendency to rush or push themselves too hard or too fast.

Hard truth losing best friends till I first learned how to face myself
The singer experienced loss or fracture in relationships, and acknowledges that it may have been due to their own issues or flaws.

Things change but the riff-raff stays the damn same / Shoulda guessed that
The singer observes that while circumstances or situations may evolve, certain negative or problematic aspects continue to persist.

Never even got my stuff back / Gameboy guess I played myself
The artist laments the loss of possessions or personal items, and possibly acknowledges their own role in their misplacement or disappearance.

Wonder how can I explain myself
The artist feels the need to justify or clarify their actions or choices to others.

Black kid living dangerous
The artist identifies as a young, black, and possibly marginalized individual who faces danger or risk in their daily life.

Ghost mode for enough time
The singer has intentionally isolated themselves or remained unseen for a significant period of time.

Snapchat not my favorite / Peach Crown or the Jameson
The artist expresses a preference for certain activities or substances over others.

Ice light let the drink swim
The singer describes a method of drinking or enjoying alcohol.

Hourglass with no sand in it / Seems that you ain't got no time left
The singer feels as though time is running out or slipping away, possibly referencing their own mortality or the fleeting nature of life.

Woah oh / My baby
The singer ma be referring to a significant other or loved one.