In 2008, Lee was honored with the Songwriter Icon Award by the National Music Publishers Association. She received the Best Vocalist award at the Revolver Golden Gods Awards in 2012 and was recognized as the Rock Goddess of the Year at the Loudwire Music Awards. The Moondance International Film Festival awarded her with the Best Film Score for Indigo Grey: The Passage in 2015. In 2017, her song "Speak to Me" earned her the Hollywood Music in Media Award for Best Original Song in Independent Film. Lee also serves as the American chairperson for the international epilepsy awareness foundation, Out of the Shadows.
Discography
Aftermath (2014, with Dave Eggar)
Recover, Vol. 1 (2016)
Dream Too Much (2016)
Freak on a leash
Amy Lee Lyrics
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You're too sweet
We thought this would be a cool song to do together, so
Y'all enjoy
Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Every time I start to believe
Life's gotta always be messin' with me (you wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain? (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain, in vain
Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap, for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Feelin' like a freak on a leash (you wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release (so do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free, is free
Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap, for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap, for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Part of me
Part of me
Part of me
The lyrics of Amy Lee's song "Freak on a leash" describe a feeling of being trapped and controlled by some unknown force, which is "taking a part" of the singer. This "something" is always "messing" with her life, and she cannot escape it or alleviate the pain it causes. Despite her attempts to fight back and find release, she continues to feel like a "freak on a leash," unable to break free from the constraints of her environment.
The chorus of the song reflects this inner turmoil, with repetitive phrases like "You wanna see the light" and "So do I." The singer is torn between wanting to be understood and accepted by others, yet feeling like she is fundamentally different or damaged. This is emphasized by the use of harsh, distorted guitar riffs and aggressive percussion, which give the song a sense of energy and urgency.
Overall, "Freak on a leash" is a powerful reflection on the struggle to maintain identity and autonomy in a world that often feels chaotic and oppressive. Its resonant themes and emotional intensity have made it a popular and enduring work of alternative rock.
Line by Line Meaning
Something takes a part of me
Amy Lee feels like something intangible is taking away pieces of her being, leaving her incomplete and lost
Something lost and never seen
She cannot pinpoint what exactly is causing her to feel this way, but she knows that it's missing
Every time I start to believe
Against her better judgement, Amy Lee tries to have hope that things will improve
Something's raped and taken from me from me
But every time she lets her guard down, something comes along and traumatizes her, taking even more from her
Life's gotta always be messing with me (You wanna see the light)
Amy Lee is convinced that life is out to get her and make her suffer, and someone (perhaps herself) is taunting her to just end it all
Can't they chill and let me be free (So do I)
She wishes that the world would just give her a break and let her live without constant torment
Can't I take away all this pain (You wanna see the light)
Amy Lee is in so much pain that she is considering suicide to make it stop
I try to every night, all in vain, in vain
She tries to find solace in sleep, but it never helps and she wakes up feeling worse
Sometimes I cannot take this place
There are moments when Amy Lee feels so overwhelmed by her environment that she can barely stand to be in it
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Other times, she feels numb and disconnected from her own existence, like she is watching her life from the outside
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
The trauma and pain are so intense that Amy Lee feels physically numb and disconnected from her body
You'll never see me fall from grace
Despite everything, she is determined not to let the world break her, and she'll do whatever it takes to hold onto her dignity
You and I were meant to be
In an ironic twist, Amy Lee sees the thing that is taking pieces of her as a part of herself or her destiny
A cheap fuck for me to lay
She compares herself to a disposable object, used for someone else's pleasure and nothing more
Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna see the light)
Amy Lee is trapped in a cycle of abuse, feeling like a freak or a circus animal being controlled by outside forces, and someone is still urging her to give up and die
Feeling like I have no release (So do I)
She feels trapped and unable to escape the torment that is constantly plaguing her, and she wishes someone would help her
How many times have I felt diseased (You wanna see the light)
Amy Lee has been traumatized so often that it feels like she is constantly sick or infected, and someone is still trying to get her to kill herself
Nothing in my life is free, is free
Everything has a price, and Amy Lee has paid dearly for everything she has ever received
Boom na da noom na na nema
Nonsensical sounds used as a musical interlude
Da boom na da noom na namena
Nonsensical sounds used as a musical interlude
Go!
Signal for the song to get louder and more intense
So fight! Something on the dum na ema
Amy Lee is rallying herself to fight against the oppression that she is facing, even though she isn't sure what is causing it
Fight, sometimes they fight
There are moments when she feels like she can overcome her pain and face the difficulties of her life head-on
So! Something on the, dum na ema
She is still trying to identify what is causing her suffering, but at least she is fighting back
Fight, somethings they fight
Even though it seems like her struggles are endless, Amy Lee is determined to keep fighting and not give up
Fight! Something on the, dum na ema
She is using the song to channel her anger and frustration into a form of resistance
No, somethings they fight
Even though it may seem hopeless at times, there are moments when she feels like she can win
Fight! Something on the, dum na ema
She is determined to keep fighting until she can find a way out of the darkness and into the light
Buy, somethings they fight
Even though her struggles are not over, Amy Lee is willing to keep fighting and not be sold out or silenced
Part of me
Repetition of the chorus, emphasizing how much of her is being taken away by her struggles
Lyrics Ā© Universal Music Publishing Group, Royalty Network, Songtrust Ave, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Brian Philip Welch, David Randall Silveria, James Christian Shaffer, Jonathan Howsman Davis, Reginald Arvizu
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kingdom7777777
love Korn, but Damn Amy has a much better voice then any popular female vocalist now.
veronica Alleyne
Amy with the angel voice
toonic
they sound just as good live
Nicole Ballard
I've listened to this song ever since it first came out.I'm 22 now and this still hits. ā„ļø #Amylee4ever
ā¢ joul ā¢
Same here
Elizabeth Ely
Omg...they both sing well, and I for one prefer this version over the original. If you have nothing nice to say, keep it to yourselves.
Dakidskidboxer
If I ever feel like the world is closing in on me I listen to this or Seether Broken with Amy Lee. Her voice is so soft and soothing but it's also very powerful. It's a unique trait and very hard to find these days.
zeldafan1315
Idk if i pefer it over the original but its definitely an amazing song.
Dominik Jetz
I became all my music from a freind years ago he load them down and i out it on a platt .for evething i do i have fear to death because you always talk correkt ore put stuff in musik i dont do to long i know but i can't found a sekond Time off peace why i must Hide when i play with anything im only just a jea give me the feelings the littlest peace shit on Earth
Samantha Dubiel
Elizabeth Ely i agree. This is my fave and always will be