The Source
Anders Manga Lyrics


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Blood on the walls and a chair by the fire
It's been a competitive love and desire
I'm sitting still and I'm just getting colder
Ice in my veins and a lump in my throat

I've been invited by the light of the moon

Time and time I gave in
And all you want is more
That's not what I came here for
But this time I didn't give in
and I feel no remorse now that I've cut off the source

Ecstasy comes like a worm through the brain
Slightly succumbs to the fist and the pain
Not breaking silence but I've destroyed the order
Sweat pores and blood fills the void of the rain

I've been invited by the light of the moon
I've been invited by the light of the moon

Time and time I gave in
And all you want is more
That's not what I came here for
But this time I didn't give in
and I feel no remorse now that I've cut off the source

I feel like I've left you silenced
I've already lived and died once for you

Time and time I gave in
And all you want is more
That's not what I came here for




But this time I didn't give in
and I feel no remorse now that I've cut off the source

Overall Meaning

In "The Source" by Anders Manga, the lyrics paint a dark and intense picture of a complex relationship filled with love, desire, and ultimately, destruction. The opening lines, "Blood on the walls and a chair by the fire, It's been a competitive love and desire," suggest a tumultuous and possibly violent relationship. The singer finds themselves feeling cold and distant, with ice in their veins and a lump in their throat, symbolizing a sense of emotional detachment and unease.


The line "I've been invited by the light of the moon" hints at a tempting and alluring force pulling the singer towards a certain path or decision. It could be interpreted as a metaphorical representation of being enticed by forbidden desires or primal instincts.


The next verse delves deeper into the destructive nature of the relationship, as the singer reveals that they have often given in to their partner's demands, only to find that it is never enough. There is a sense of resentment and frustration in the lyrics, as the singer expresses that they did not come into the relationship seeking constant demands and more. However, this time they refuse to give in, leading to a feeling of liberation and lack of remorse for cutting off the source of their pain.


The following lines, "Ecstasy comes like a worm through the brain, Slightly succumbs to the fist and the pain," convey a sense of addictive and destructive pleasure. It suggests that the satisfaction gained from this intense and possibly abusive relationship is short-lived and ultimately leads to pain and chaos.


The repeated mention of being "invited by the light of the moon" can symbolize a seductive and mysterious force that entices the singer towards their desires, regardless of the consequences.


As the song reaches its climax, the singer asserts that they have left their partner silenced and claims to have already experienced the highs and lows of their relationship, having lived and died once for them. This implies that they have gone through a complete emotional journey, where they have sacrificed themselves and are now finally breaking free from the toxic cycle.


In conclusion, "The Source" explores the intense and destructive nature of a love affair that has become too demanding and harmful. The lyrics depict a struggle between passion, temptation, and the singer's ability to break free from the cycle of pain and desire. Ultimately, they find liberation in cutting off the source of their torment, despite the intensity of their emotions.


Line by Line Meaning

Blood on the walls and a chair by the fire
There have been intense conflicts and relationships that have resulted in physical violence and emotional turmoil


It's been a competitive love and desire
The relationship has been driven by a constant struggle for dominance and the pursuit of intense passion


I'm sitting still and I'm just getting colder
Despite being in a state of stillness, the emotional distance and detachment continue to grow


Ice in my veins and a lump in my throat
The artist feels emotionally frozen and overwhelmed, causing difficulty in expressing their true feelings


I've been invited by the light of the moon
The artist has been drawn towards a mysterious and alluring force, symbolized by the moonlight


Time and time I gave in
Repetitively, the singer has compromised and yielded to the demands or desires of the other person


And all you want is more
The other person constantly seeks additional satisfaction or fulfillment without considering the singer's own needs and desires


That's not what I came here for
The artist's original intentions or expectations were different from the current situation and dynamic


But this time I didn't give in
Contrary to previous instances, the artist has chosen not to yield or comply


and I feel no remorse now that I've cut off the source
The artist feels no guilt or regret about ending the connection or relationship that was the root cause of their emotional distress


Ecstasy comes like a worm through the brain
The feeling of ecstasy or intense pleasure enters the mind, slowly inhabiting and influencing it


Slightly succumbs to the fist and the pain
Despite a slight resistance, the artist eventually gives in to the physical and emotional pain inflicted upon them


Not breaking silence but I've destroyed the order
Although not resorting to verbal expression, the singer has disrupted the established patterns and dynamics of the relationship


Sweat pores and blood fills the void of the rain
Intense physical and emotional suffering fills the void created by the absence of their former unity and harmony


I feel like I've left you silenced
The singer believes that their actions have rendered the other person speechless or unable to respond


I've already lived and died once for you
Metaphorically, the artist has experienced significant suffering and sacrifice in the pursuit of love and validation from the other person




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@user-uc1sh9jy4w

Old Haunts are hunting my earphones every day. Of all I adore Anders Manga (also appriciate Bloody Hammers, Terrortron) but to my 🖤 Anders is THE BEST💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎

@GhostRiderSpiritOfVengeance

Keep going Anders, glad to still be listening to your music as I bring in the new decade.

@wernerbergh2593

I am so happy to find this again I still have this in my goth collection

@xMorbidxFreyjax27

Haven't heard this in a minute 🖤🖤🖤

@spiritualdreamer

Glad to find this gem again

@user-uc1sh9jy4w

And am deeply hurt cause even when I begged for 1000 tears u did not let out and my dearest friend died not being able to listen it for last time with me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@NebulousState

Dope

@StrangeQuark84

I had the biggest crush on you back in the day lol. I mean, I lowkey still do but I settled down with husband and kid so I gotta behave myself at concerts now ^_^;

@osmarmerlos4981

Glad for find this song :).

@NeuroticNightmares07

I am still looking for the one with the nuns lol

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