Wake
Antlers Lyrics


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With the door closed, shades drawn, the world shrinks
Let's open up those blinds
But someone has to sweep the floor
Pick up her dirty clothes
That job's not mine
Now that everyone's an enemy, my heart sinks
Let's put away those claws
I don't blame them for their curtains-calls
Because I pulled the rope
I want to call them back out for applause

Spring and Thompson on the first of May is horrible
We hid in catacombs
So now I'm sleeping next to mousetraps
In a bed of all our clothes
While I hope that she won't come home
It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones
Than to show my skin
Because the hardest thing
Is never to repent for someone else
It's letting people in

Well you can come inside
Unlock the door, take off your shoes
But this might take all night
To explain to you I would have walked out those sliding doors
But the timing never seemed right
When your helicopter came and tried to lift me out
I put its rope around my neck
And after that you didn't bother with the airlift or the rescue
You knew just what to expect

That with the door closed, shades drawn
We're dead enough
They don't open from outside
And someone has to speak with their teeth behind their tongue
To never let that right be denied
We can't rely on photographs and visitation time
But I just don't know where to begin
I want to bust down the door
If you're willing to forgive
I've go the keys, I'm letting people in

Don't be scared to speak
Don't speak with someone's tooth
Don't bargain when you're weak
Don't take that sharp abuse
Some patients can't be saved
But that burden's not on you

Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that




Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Antlers' "Wake" speak to feelings of isolation, guilt, and the difficulty of connecting with others. The song begins with a description of a closed-off world - the door is closed, the shades are drawn, and the singer is alone. But despite the desire to keep people at bay, there is a sense of yearning for connection, echoed in the line "let's put away those claws". The singer recognizes that they are at least partially responsible for their isolation - "because I pulled the rope" - and wants to call people back for "applause", a signal of acceptance and approval.


The second verse adds another layer of complexity to the singer's situation. They mention a specific location - Spring and Thompson on the first of May - and describe hiding in catacombs. It's unclear what this is meant to represent, but it reinforces the idea that the singer is in an enclosed space, surrounded by danger. They sleep among mousetraps and dirty clothes and express a fear of someone coming home. Again, there is an acknowledgment that the singer's behavior is contributing to their isolation - "It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones / Than to show my skin". The final lines of the verse describe a failed attempt at rescue, with the singer putting the rescue rope around their neck, suggesting a desire to self-harm.


The final verse is an appeal to others to let down their guard and open up to connection. The singer has the keys to metaphorical doors and is ready to "let people in". They encourage listeners to speak honestly and not accept abuse, and explicitly reject the idea that anyone deserves mistreatment. It's a powerful message, delivered with vulnerability and a sense of urgency.


Overall, "Wake" is a complex song that grapples with themes of alienation, guilt, and the desire for connection. It's an impressive lyrically-driven track that rewards multiple listens.


Line by Line Meaning

With the door closed, shades drawn, the world shrinks
When we shut ourselves off from the outside world, we limit ourselves to a smaller existence.


Let's open up those blinds
We should allow ourselves to experience the world outside, to open ourselves up to new opportunities.


But someone has to sweep the floor
There are always mundane tasks that need to be done to keep our lives in order and moving forward.


Pick up her dirty clothes
Sometimes we need to take care of others and clean up their messes, even if it's not our responsibility.


That job's not mine
It's important to set boundaries and recognize our own limitations in what we can handle.


Now that everyone's an enemy, my heart sinks
When we view others as threats or enemies, it can be emotionally draining and isolating.


Let's put away those claws
Instead of attacking and defending ourselves, we should seek to understand and empathize with others.


I don't blame them for their curtains-calls
It's understandable for people to retreat and close themselves off from the world when they're feeling overwhelmed or hurt.


Because I pulled the rope
We are responsible for our own actions and the consequences that come with them.


I want to call them back out for applause
Even if we make mistakes, we can try to make amends and seek forgiveness in hopes of rebuilding relationships.


Spring and Thompson on the first of May is horrible
Experiencing difficulties and pain is inevitable, even on days that are traditionally associated with joy and celebration.


We hid in catacombs
Sometimes when we're hurting, we retreat to places of safety and seclusion.


So now I'm sleeping next to mousetraps
We may feel vulnerable and threatened when we open ourselves up to others and let down our guards.


In a bed of all our clothes
Our lives are messy and complicated, but we can find comfort in our shared experiences and humanity.


While I hope that she won't come home
We may fear the consequences and difficult conversations that come with facing our problems and mistakes head-on.


It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones
We may find it easier to avoid confrontation or difficult situations, but this can create more harm in the long run.


Than to show my skin
Opening ourselves up to vulnerability and honesty can be terrifying and uncomfortable.


Because the hardest thing
One of the most challenging things we can do is take responsibility for our actions and seek forgiveness.


Is never to repent for someone else
We cannot apologize or make amends for someone else's actions or issues.


It's letting people in
It's difficult to trust others and let down our guards, but this is a necessary step in building healthy relationships and connections.


Well you can come inside
We can invite others into our lives and share our experiences with them.


Unlock the door, take off your shoes
We can make ourselves vulnerable and open to connection by allowing others into our physical and emotional spaces.


But this might take all night
Building meaningful relationships and connections takes time and effort.


To explain to you I would have walked out those sliding doors
It may feel easier to run away from our problems or challenges, but this will not ultimately solve anything.


But the timing never seemed right
We may struggle with finding the right moment to address our issues or connect with others.


When your helicopter came and tried to lift me out
We may look for external sources or quick fixes to our problems, but these are often short-term solutions.


I put its rope around my neck
Sometimes our attempts to escape our problems or situations can become self-destructive.


And after that you didn't bother with the airlift or the rescue
We may feel abandoned or alone when our attempts to escape or hide from our problems fail.


You knew just what to expect
Others may recognize our patterns of behavior and understand our struggles, even when we try to hide them.


We're dead enough
When we shut ourselves off from the world, we may feel emotionally and mentally stagnant or unresponsive.


They don't open from outside
We have to take responsibility for our own healing and growth, it cannot be forced upon us by others.


And someone has to speak with their teeth behind their tongue
Sometimes we have to be careful with our words and approach delicate situations with tact and understanding.


To never let that right be denied
We should always strive to protect our right to speak honestly and assert ourselves, even when it is difficult to do so.


We can't rely on photographs and visitation time
Our connections with others should extend beyond surface-level interactions and be built on honest communication and understanding.


But I just don't know where to begin
Starting the process of healing and building relationships can be overwhelming and confusing.


I want to bust down the door
We may need to take drastic action to break down the barriers that are preventing us from connecting with others.


If you're willing to forgive
Forgiveness and understanding are necessary components of building meaningful relationships and connections.


I've got the keys, I'm letting people in
We have the power to open ourselves up to others and allow ourselves to be vulnerable in order to build stronger, more meaningful connections.


Don't be scared to speak
We should not let fear hold us back from speaking our minds and asserting ourselves.


Don't speak with someone's tooth
We should not use cruel words or tactics to hurt others or assert ourselves.


Don't bargain when you're weak
We should not compromise our own values or needs when we are feeling vulnerable or desperate.


Don't take that sharp abuse
We should not tolerate or accept mistreatment or abuse from others.


Some patients can't be saved
Some situations or relationships may be beyond repair, and it's important to recognize when to let go and move on.


But that burden's not on you
We cannot control the actions or choices of others, and we should not place the burden of their problems on ourselves.


Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that
We should not allow others to manipulate us or make us feel inferior or unworthy.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Peter Joseph Silberman

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Manic Television Host

this is the first time in years that I've listened to this again.

My best friend showed me this in a tough time in our lives. And at first? I should have realized it sooner.

That was awful to him. And it was awful to me.
I wish I was a better friend to him back then. I wish I was able to tell him "You didn't deserve that. You're going to be okay"

But I wasn't. I wasn't able to. I was stuck in my own fear of what was going on in my house, than his.

My mother is severely mentally ill and was an alcoholic drug addict the last time I saw her. I am always scared that she will open the door and come back. I am scared of her.

My best friend's uncle had hurt him in a way that compared to what I've dealt? is far worse.

I know it is not my responsibility to always watch after him.
I was his age when my mother had to leave.
And He was so small when it happened.

Now that I'm older, and he is 16, I constantly feel worried.
Scared.

He's gotten less suicidal now, but the fear and threat are still there. I love him, dearly. I really do. He's stuck with me through the worst of it. And I am ashamed that I haven't done the same in return. He doesn't want my sympathy. And I never asked for pity.

He's like a son, a brother. to me.

It doesn't help that in his state, the transphobic laws put him in danger. And while I'm not aware of my own laws, I wish I could take him here and hold him. Tell him what needed so many years ago.

None of us deserved what happened in our youth. And none of us deserve what happened now.

I am grateful that he is still here with me. I am grateful we are still talking.
I am grateful he showed me this song. But it's sad that some of us needed a song to tell us what we needed to hear.



Rei Roro

"Wake"

With the door closed, shades drawn, the world shrinks.
Let's open up those blinds. But someone has to sweep the floor,
pick up her dirty clothes. That job's not mine.
Now that everyone's an enemy, my heart sinks.
Let's put away those claws.
I don't blame them for their curtain-calls because I pulled the rope.
I wanna call them back out for applause.

Spring and Thompson on the first of May is horrible.
We hid in catacombs. So now I'm sleeping next to mousetraps,
in a bed of all our clothes, while I hope that she won't come home.
It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones than to show my skin,
because the hardest thing is never to repent for someone else,
it's letting people in.

Well you can come inside, unlock the door, take off your shoes.
But this might take all night,
to explain to you I would have walked out those sliding doors,
but the timing never seemed right.
When your helicopter came and tried to lift me out,
I put its rope around my neck.
And after that you didn't bother with the airlift or the rescue
- you knew just what to expect.

That with the door closed,
shades drawn, we're dead enough.
They don't open from outside.
And someone has to speak with their teeth behind their tongue,
to never let that right be denied.
We can't rely on photographs and visitation time,
but I just don't know where to begin.
I wanna bust down the door,
if you're willing to forgive.
I've got the keys, I'm letting people in.

Don't be scared to speak,
don't speak with someone's tooth,
don't bargain when you're weak,
don't take that sharp abuse.
Some patients can't be saved, but that burden's not on you.

Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.
Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that.



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CalumFace

"Some patients can’t be saved But that burden’s not on you Don't let anyone tell you you deserve that" That has to be the most powerful and emotional lyrics coupled with the music i've ever heard in my life.

Bazil

I lose it everytime the line, "Don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that," comes up. As a teen, living with an alcoholic, abusive father, I felt it was going to be my life forever. I felt no one cared and my self respect vanished, that I deserved the abuse and I deserved to feel worthless. I don't anymore, but, that line pulls at my heart because I remember being in that dark place all those years.

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Cecilsol

i remember reading this comment all those years ago, and it Breaking my heart. i hope You’re doing good ❤️

Bazil

@Cecilsol Struggling, but it's better than where I've been. Thank you ❤

Satchamo

@Bazil Much love friend.

Bazil

@Satchamo Thank you..I really needed this right now ❤

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Vubby!

i have no words to describe how much this album helped me through my stay in a psychiatric ward in winter 2016. sometimes i come back to revisit it and reminisce on how much ive grown -- how the hopelessless within me these tracks used to speak to is beginning to diminish.
please, never give up

Myumrr

Ive kept coming back to this piece for the last 6 years— I was 14 and I used to look up keywords like ‘hospice’ to find something to console me during the last weeks my mom was passing. This piece has given me the greatest solace during her passing. It has also made me absolutely inconsolable. This is a blade I cherish but it cuts me so sharply.

Antonella

As someone who had faced depression, the lines:
"It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones than to show my skin,
because the hardest thing is never to repent for someone else,
it's letting people in"
take me back to my saddest's memories... GOD I can't believe I made it through !

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