In 1989, Stephan Groth and Jon Erik Martinsen formed Apoptygma Berzerk in Norway. They wrote several songs, one of them "Ashes To Ashes" would later be released as a 12" single on the Norwegian label Tatra Productions in 1991. Martinsen left the band shortly afterwards feeling uncomfortable with the direction of the band's music. Since then the band had many lineup changes, Groth being the only constant members.
Stephan Groth claims that the band name was randomly picked out of a dictionary. Apoptygma is an old Greek word for the fold of a woman's garment. Technically the 'y' ought to be pronounced like a long 'u', but the band's name is commonly pronounced a-pop-TIG-ma or a-pop-TEEG-ma.
Apoptygma Berzerk released six studio albums so far: Soli Deo Gloria in 1993, 7 in 1996, Welcome To Earth in 2000, Harmonizer in 2002, You and Me Against the World in 2005, and Rocket Science in 2009.
The first two albums, Soli Deo Gloria and 7 were a similar style of synthpop and EBM. Welcome to Earth featured an evolved EBM/synthpop sound. Harmonizer featured a softer, more synthpop-oriented direction. You and Me Against the World represented an almost complete change in style for the band, from EBM to indie rock-oriented sound. Rocket Science continued the rock-oriented direction of their sound.
They also released three compilations (The Apopcalyptic Manifesto in 1998, The Singles Collection in 2003 , Sonic Diary in 2006), three live albums (APBL98 in 1999, APBL2000 in 2001, Imagine There's No Lennon in 2010) and three live DVDs (APBL2000 in 2001, The Harmonizer DVD in 2004, Imagine There's No Lennon in 2010).
In total, the band issued six EPs: Victims of Mutilation in 1990, The 2nd Manifesto in 1992, Mourn EP in 1997, Unicorn EP in 2004, Black EP in 2006, and Green Queen in 2009.
List of former band members:
Jon Erik Martensen: keyboards (1989)
Per Aksel Lundgreen: keyboards/manager (1991–1994)
Anders Odden: guitars (1992-1999)
Geir Bratland: keyboards/backing vocals (1995-2009)
Fredrik Darum: producer/live guitarist (1999–2001)
Ted Skogmann: drums and guitar (1999–2002)
Fredrik Brarud: drums (2002-2009)
Audun Stengel (Angel): guitars (2002-2009)
Anders Odden: guitars (2003-2006)
Official site: http://www.apoptygmaberzerk.de
Half Asleep
Apoptygma Berzerk Lyrics
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The shell is sleeping, my soul is not
I feel confused, too many thoughts
I fear, I fear temptation
Weird thoughts inside my mind
Brute thoughts are tempting me
I want to do what I know is wrong with my fear
Take me away, fill me with desire
Teach me how to live a life without regret
Take me away, fill me with desire
Teach me how to live a life without regret
I'm half asleep again
The shell is sleeping, my soul is not
I'm still confused, too many thoughts
I fear, I fear temptation
Something's got a grip on my mind
Causing me to forget about you
Makes me feel that I had to choose
And I need you I fear temptation
Take me away, fill me with desire
Teach me how to live a life without regret
Take me away, fill me with desire
Teach me how to live a life without regret
The lyrics to "Half Asleep" by Apoptygma Berzerk convey a complex mix of feelings and thoughts. The singer in the song is in a state of half-sleep, which could be interpreted as a state of limbo or confusion. They are aware of their body sleeping, but their mind is still active and racing with too many thoughts. The singer is frightened by the temptation they feel creeping in, which is pushing them towards doing something they know is wrong. The lyrics convey a sense of anxiety and internal struggle, as the singer battles between their fears and desires.
The repetition of the phrase "I fear temptation" throughout the song emphasizes the internal conflict that the singer is experiencing. They are struggling to resist the pull of temptation, but the desire to give in is strong. In the second verse, the singer mentions that something has a grip on their mind, causing them to forget about someone they need. This adds an extra layer to the internal struggle, as the singer is torn between giving in to temptation and the fear of losing someone important to them.
Overall, the lyrics of "Half Asleep" by Apoptygma Berzerk are a powerful expression of internal struggle, anxiety, and the temptation to succumb to something that may ultimately cause regret. It is a relatable theme as many people have experienced a similar inner turmoil.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm half asleep again
My consciousness is slipping away
The shell is sleeping, my soul is not
Although my body is resting, my mind is active
I feel confused, too many thoughts
I am overwhelmed by a flood of ideas
I fear, I fear temptation
I am worried that I will succumb to my darker impulses
Weird thoughts inside my mind
Unusual ideas are invading my consciousness
Brute thoughts are tempting me
Savage desires are compelling me to act
I want to do what I know is wrong with my fear
I am attracted to behavior that I know is bad, despite my reservations
Take me away, fill me with desire
Provide me with a sense of fulfillment
Teach me how to live a life without regret
Help me find a way to exist without remorse
Something's got a grip on my mind
I am under the sway of an external force
Causing me to forget about you
This power is distracting me from my relationships
Makes me feel that I had to choose
I am forced to decide between two competing ideas
And I need you I fear temptation
I value your support in resisting temptation
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Gabemoog
His voice reminds me a lot of a friend i don't have, that we usually jam different tunes and he always comes up with cool sounds and lyrics that fit well with the music we make.
Marta Doran
I love apoptygma berzerk <33!
Gerrett
Nice
Zarelhunter
ooo when I hear this song I do the Bathroom Jig :P Props Jamezdastona
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James Lehr
Half asleep? novv vvide avvake!