FOR YEARS
Ary Lyrics

Heaven distorted
The perfect and harmonious state of being has been disrupted and corrupted

fell to the ground
It collapsed and lost its elevated status

What were you thinking
What were your thoughts and intentions that led to this situation?

Head under water
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated by emotions

who's gonna drown
Who will be consumed by these overwhelming emotions?

Slowly, but sinking
Gradually descending into a state of despair and hopelessness

I'm such a fool
I made foolish decisions or had foolish beliefs

I'm not ok
I am not emotionally or mentally well

and every feeling hits me harder than a seven carriage train
The intensity of emotions is overwhelming and devastating, comparable to the impact of a train

I'm just a loser
I have a sense of worthlessness and inadequacy

walk away
Leave and abandon the situation or relationship

oh all I ever really dream of is that summer in the rain
My ultimate desire and longing is to experience happiness and joy, reminiscent of a specific past moment

When our always was the only one we knew
During a time when we only knew an everlasting and unconditional bond

Blood did not stain
There was no pain or negative consequences in our relationship

Up above reality with you
Together, we transcended the hardships and challenges of the real world

Never known pain
We have never experienced emotional or physical suffering before

There were clouds before rain
There were warning signs and indications of impending hardships

I'll never get over it
I will never fully recover or move on from this situation

No matter what I do
Regardless of my efforts and actions

Thought i was helping
I believed that I was providing assistance or support

But I was a fool for thinking you'd ever happy,
I was mistaken and naive to believe that you would find happiness

In that tiny room
Within the limited scope of our confined relationship or situation

And I'll envy forever
I will forever feel jealousy and longing

Whoever's with you
Whoever is now experiencing what I once had with you

And I won't improve
I will not progress or become better

Got none to blame
There is no one else to hold responsible

And every feeling hits me harder than a seven-story pavement
The impact of emotions is unbearable, as if being crushed by a tall building

Its a movie, on replay
The memories and emotions constantly replay in my mind like a recurring film

And all it's ever gonna show me is our summer in the rain
All I will remember and be reminded of is that specific period of happiness and sadness

There were clouds before rain
There were signs and indications of impending difficulties or hardships

There were clouds
There were problems or challenges present

There were clouds, I saw clouds
I was aware of the impending difficulties and challenges