EARLY LIFE
Auxfire was born in Irvine, California. He is the son of Linda Hoy (Maiden name Conklin) and Charles Hoy, second to sister Joanna Hoy and brother Bradley Hoy. He and his family are of German, Italian, Dutch, Scottish and Irish decent. He is also a relative of William "Dummy" Hoy (famous for being the first deaf Major League Baseball catcher, resulting in the catcher/pitcher hand signals). He attended Sentinel Career and Technology Center in Tiffin, Ohio, where he studied computer technologies. It was there that he discovered the music production software he uses today, FL Studio. Most of his music has been composed on his own, with the exception of "Intermition" which was a collaboration with long time friend Jarrod Pfeiffer (AKA Seth Foxen).
Music
Auxfire began making music in mid-2012 after becoming a big fan of house artist Deadmau5. His early albums began as experimental ones until he got better with the software. He then began experimenting with different styles inspired by Blue Stahli and Celldweller.
LINKS
Bandcamp - http://bandcamp.auxfire.com
Google Play - https://play.google.com/store/music/artist/Auxfire?id=Arl2hjla4ixxmtkplzaerr4qfci
Luxembourg
Auxfire Lyrics
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You are laying down beneath an open window
Feel I feel you
But I touch her
Your head is on the end of my bed
It's but the afternoon
Am I being led
On
On
From that first kiss
Our minds at opposites ends
When you look in your mind
Does it matter what you find
Business in on time
All the secrets and the lies
When I look in your eyes
Does it matter what I find
Business in on time
All the secrets and my lies
Your head is on the end of my bed
It's but the afternoon
Am I being led
You've gotta keep your feet from moving on
And it goes
On
From the start
On
From that first kiss
Our minds are opposites and
On
From the start
On
From that first kiss
Our minds are opposites and
Feel I feel you
But I touch her
Feel I feel you
But I touch her
The lyrics of Auxfire's song "Luxembourg" delve into a complex web of emotions and relationships. The opening lines set the scene with vivid imagery of flashing lights and closed eyes, creating a sense of disorientation and vulnerability. The singer finds themselves torn between two individuals - the person they feel a deep connection with, represented by the phrase "Feel I feel you," and the other person they physically touch, represented by "But I touch her." This internal conflict is further emphasized by the reference to someone lying beneath an open window, possibly indicating a sense of exposure and unguardedness.
The lyrics continue to explore the intricacies of this relationship, with references to physical proximity and emotional distance. The line "Your head is on the end of my bed, it's but the afternoon, am I being led" suggests a sense of intimacy, yet also raises questions about the true nature and intentions of the connection. The repetition of the line "On, from the start" and "On, from that first kiss" conveys a cyclical pattern, indicating that this internal struggle has been ongoing since the beginning of the relationship.
The chorus delves deeper into the conflicting thoughts and emotions. The question "When you look in your mind, does it matter what you find?" hints at the fear of discovering uncomfortable truths or hidden secrets within oneself. The mention of "business in on time," "secrets," and "lies" suggests a complex and dishonest dynamic within the relationship. The recurring line "When I look in your eyes, does it matter what I find?" implies a similar sense of apprehension and uncertainty about the other person's true feelings or intentions. The final repetition of "Feel I feel you, but I touch her" underscores the ongoing struggle between emotional connection and physical temptation.
Overall, "Luxembourg" delves into the complexities of a relationship where emotional and physical desires may be at odds with each other. It explores themes of internal conflicts, vulnerability, and the difficulty of navigating the complexities of love.
Line by Line Meaning
Lights bright are flashing though our eyes are closed
Even though we can't see, we can still feel the overwhelming brightness of the situation
You are laying down beneath an open window
You are in a vulnerable position, exposed to the outside world
Feel I feel you
I have a strong emotional connection with you
But I touch her
But I physically engage with someone else
Your head is on the end of my bed
You are physically present, but at a distance from me
It's but the afternoon
It may seem early, but the intensity of our emotions is already profound
Am I being led
Am I being influenced or guided by external forces
On
From the start
Our journey together has been ongoing since the beginning
On
From that first kiss
Our connection has evolved from the moment of our first kiss
Our minds at opposites ends
Our thoughts and perspectives are in conflict
When you look in your mind
Does it matter what you find
When you introspect, does the outcome hold significance
Business in on time
All the secrets and the lies
There is a hidden agenda, concealed truths, and deceptions involved
When I look in your eyes
Does it matter what I find
When I gaze into your eyes, does the truth hold importance
All the secrets and my lies
There are undisclosed truths and personal deceits on my part
You've gotta keep your feet from moving on
And it goes
You must resist the urge to move forward, and yet the situation continues
Feel I feel you
I still have a profound emotional connection with you
But I touch her
But I physically engage with someone else
Feel I feel you
I still have a profound emotional connection with you
But I touch her
But I physically engage with someone else
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Joseph Geyer
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