Never Had
Big Hoodoo Lyrics
Day one,
It started when they told my mom to push me,
I had to struggle since I first came up out the pussy,
They say the drugs and the alcohol made her womb polluted,
And all my thoughts and my actions will be convoluted,
Nude, full of tubes, barely clinging on to life,
In the incubator, shakin', like I'm on the pipe.
Doctors tell my mom be hopeful,
But all she said is "Fuck 'em, I don't want him.
He's better off dead."
Two months later, in this box which I call a crib,
Dried snot all on my face, And spit-up on my bib,
I just lay around and wait for them to come and get me,
Cuz everytime that I cry someone comes to hit me,
Shit smeared all on my legs and all over the sheets,
Cuz my diaper ain't been changed in about a week,
The one they didn't give a fuck about, I guess I'm it,
I'm not ashamed to admit,
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had CLOTHES!
I never had FOOD!
I never had SHOES!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had FRIENDS!
I never had TOYS!
I never had LOVE!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had PETS!
I never had BIKES!
I never got HUGS!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had MILK!
I never had CARE!
I never got AFFECTION!
I was molested as a child, I never told my momma,
I thought it was my fault and didn't want the drama,
She would tell me "Boy, I really fuckin' hate you,
A curse on this world since the day I made you."
They used to hang me up in the basement by my toes,
Ass naked, and spray me with the water hose,
She used to beat me, with anything that was close,
But, burning me with her pipe was what she loved the most,
Never took the time out to tell me that she loved me,
But she went out of her way to make me feel ugly,
No better time to kick a person than when he's down,
She slapped me so hard, for months I couldn't hear a sound,
Only child, so I know she never did want me,
And the torture that she put me through still haunts me,
She put the coldness in my heart,
That's hard to lift,
That's why I'm not okay.
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had CLOTHES!
I never had FOOD!
I never had SHOES!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had FRIENDS!
I never had TOYS!
I never had LOVE!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had PETS!
I never had BIKES!
I never got HUGS!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had MILK!
I never had CARE!
I never got AFFECTION!
I didn't care much at all ‘cuz I'm on something other,
Already callous to the ridicule from my mother,
I got jumped on the regular by school bullies,
Cuz I dress in all black and always wear hoodies,
All my life she's been telling me that I'm the worst,
She damned me and my soul to hell, head first,
The memories imbedded like a bad acid trip,
I can't forget about the fact,
I never had shit…
I never had CLOTHES!
I never had FOOD!
I never had SHOES!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had FRIENDS!
I never had TOYS!
I never got AFFECTION!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had PETS!
I never had BIKES!
I never got HUGS!
I NEVER HAD SHIT.
I never had MILK!
I never had CARE!
I never got AFFECTION!
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Dj Phildeez
Saw him open for icp at boulder theater.. his set was pure magical, for lack of a better discription. This shit was real af
Jon Reeder
I could not put it in a different brother I seen him in LA just just this year at the beginning of 2020 and I can tell you this straight magic if you think This shit and any other record he cut out his fire you need to go to a show quit sleeping on this man send him live in concert reminds me a lot of ice tea please get that same energy about him you can really touch down and make you understand
AshPash Fairchild
you got a new family now we love you big hoodoo :)
James Akey
Love it! Helps me with my thoughts......
I never has shit, even lived in a dog kennel several times, for day's at a time. Plus more.... But over my life i have made 2 amazing children, that have have way more than i ever had. So at least i have made my mark, and am breaking the cycle, my son and daughter will break it even more!
MWCL To All The Real Family out there.
James Akey
@elizabella716 MWMFCL
elizabella716
My parents were abusive af. Breaking the cycle for your kids is the best thing ever fam. mmfwcl~♥
H Wilson
Whoop whoop Ninja.
Insane0 Juggalo
Whoop Whoop remember family you can do anything in this world with work everyone gotta start somewhere I ain't got shit but love and family mmfcl
SNAPZ
Underrated af
Dannielle Coultas
I hate how I can relate...