Hollywood Diary
Black Flag Lyrics


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Hollywood Diary....

He loved her.
He chopped off his left arm.
(The Good One)
And sent it to her with a box of chocolates.
She ate the chocolates and watched T.V.
He blew his brains out, picked them up,
Shoved them back upside his head,
Made breakfast, ate,




And tried again with a renewed vigor
And enthusiasm not seen by many

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Black Flag's Hollywood Diary are raw and visceral, providing a glimpse into the madness and desperation of a disillusioned lover. The song opens with the singer expressing his love for a woman, and the lengths he is willing to go to win her affections. In a grotesque display of devotion, he chops off his own arm (the "good one") and sends it to her along with a box of chocolates. Despite this shocking gesture, the woman remains indifferent, choosing instead to eat the chocolates and watch television.


The song then takes an even darker turn, as the singer decides to end his life by blowing his brains out. Yet, he is undeterred by death, literally picking up his severed brains and shoving them back into his skull. The imagery is jarring and unsettling, reflecting the singer's sense of desperation and insanity. Despite his failed attempts, he persists with renewed vigor and enthusiasm, determined to win the love of the woman he is so obsessed with.


Overall, Hollywood Diary represents a dark and disturbing commentary on the destructive nature of love and obsession. Through its graphic imagery and unsettling themes, the song offers a powerful exploration of the human psyche and the lengths we are willing to go to chase our desires.


Line by Line Meaning

He loved her.
He was deeply in love with her.


He chopped off his left arm.
As an expression of his love, he mutilated himself by amputating his own arm.


(The Good One)
He specifically cut off his left arm, which is often considered the weaker arm.


And sent it to her with a box of chocolates.
He sent his amputated arm along with a box of chocolates as a gift to her.


She ate the chocolates and watched T.V.
She showed little care or affection for his gift and simply enjoyed the chocolates while doing something else.


He blew his brains out, picked them up,
He committed suicide by shooting himself in the head, but miraculously survived the attempt.


Shoved them back upside his head,
He put his shattered brains back in his skull, most likely without any medical assistance.


Made breakfast, ate,
He proceeded to have a normal breakfast like nothing had happened, despite just trying to end his own life.


And tried again with a renewed vigor
He was determined to try to kill himself again with even more passion than before.


And enthusiasm not seen by many
His desire to end his own life was fueled by his intense love and despair, something that not many people can understand or relate to.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: HENRY LAWRENCE GARFIELD

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