What Am I Doing Here
Blue Rodeo Lyrics


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On this useless night
With you so far away
I stand in front of this Ferris wheel
And I wonder what am I doing here
And I wonder what am I doing here

And all the drunks just stumble by
And mumble their abuse
Tell me what is the use
And I wonder what am I doing here
And I wonder what am I doing here

After so long nobody's wrong
After so long nobody's right
After so long nobody's wrong
After so long nobody's right

On this useless night
With you so far away
I stand in front of this Ferris wheel
And I wonder what am I doing here




And I wonder what am I doing here
And I wonder what am I doing here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Blue Rodeo's song "What Am I Doing Here" capture the feelings of being lost and disconnected in a world that seems to be moving on without you. The singer is standing in front of a Ferris wheel on a "useless night," with the object of his affections "so far away." He is surrounded by drunks, who are "mumbling their abuse" and leaving him feeling disconnected and alone. The repetition of the question "What am I doing here," highlights his sense of confusion and frustration at his situation.


The lyrics evoke a sense of hopelessness and despair that will be familiar to many people who have found themselves in similar situations. The singer seems to be searching for meaning and purpose in his life, but he is unable to find it amidst the chaos and noise of his surroundings. The repetition of the phrase "After so long nobody's wrong, after so long nobody's right" serves to emphasize his sense of disillusionment with the world around him.


Overall, the lyrics to "What Am I Doing Here" are a powerful exploration of the human condition, and the struggle to find meaning in a meaningless world. They offer a poignant reminder that we are all searching for something, whether it be love, happiness, or simply a reason to keep going.


Line by Line Meaning

On this useless night
Tonight feels pointless and empty


With you so far away
You, my love, aren't here with me, and I miss you deeply


I stand in front of this Ferris wheel
I am alone by the Ferris wheel, a symbol of meaningless amusement


And I wonder what am I doing here
I question the purpose of my current situation and existence


And all the drunks just stumble by
As drunken people pass by me, displaying their inebriation


And mumble their abuse
They speak incoherently or insultingly


Tell me what is the use
I ask myself, what is the point or value in their actions or my own?


After so long nobody's wrong
As time passes, it becomes less clear who is right or wrong


After so long nobody's right
Over time, the concept of 'right' becomes less certain or important


On this useless night
Again, the night feels without purpose


With you so far away
You, my love, remain distant


I stand in front of this Ferris wheel
Again, I find myself facing the meaningless amusement ride


And I wonder what am I doing here
Once more, I question the purpose of my current state




Lyrics Β© O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: GREG KEELOR, JIM CUDDY

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