Mercenary
Brave Saint Saturn Lyrics


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I was the future,
In nineteen-ninety-five
I watched the flashbulbs burst,
Whenever I'd arrive
I'd tape my knuckles up
Cinched and tight; for the ring
Just beneath the gloves
Clenching white for the swing
I was a sellout
Before a sellout crowd,
I threw the fight in my head
Before the fat lady bowed
You want a tip-off
Some good advice for the brawl?
Just wear mouth-guard
To keep your teeth when you fall
And when you quit,
Make sure that you can
Wash you hands of it

Armed to the teeth
Score one for treachery
I am a mercenary
There's more lies here
Than we can all bury
I am a mercenary

I've seen the headlines
Swarming thick with flies
I've seen the Billboard Charts
I've heard them spitting lies
Here's to your lame award
Your phony Nobel Prize
Here's to the suckers lining up
To see us compromise
Let's light a campfire
We'll have a sing along
I'll burn some bridges.
You'll bring the crappy songs
And when you quit
Make sure that you can wash your hands of it

There's a part of me I've compromised
Buried somewhere under ghosts of lies
Make it quick, make it sick
Turn the crank and just play the greatest hits... sigh.
There's a part of me that I despise
Pull the curtain back and see what dies




Emerald spires of the near profound
Let's burn this lousy city down

Overall Meaning

The song "Mercenary" by Brave Saint Saturn is a metaphorical critique of the music industry and the compromises and lies that come with fame and success. The singer describes himself as "the future" in 1995, at the height of his popularity and success. He speaks of the adrenaline rush of performing, taping his knuckles for a fight in the ring, but ultimately admitting that he threw the fight in his head.


The chorus, "I am a mercenary," suggests that he has sold out, become a hired gun, using his talent for profit rather than for artistic expression. He speaks of the lies and compromises that come with this role, with swarms of flies around headlines and phony awards. He even suggests burning bridges and bringing "crappy songs" to the campfire.


The singer acknowledges that he has compromised a part of himself, burying it under the ghosts of lies. He urges himself and others to make a clean break from this mercenary lifestyle, to wash their hands of it and move on. The final lines, "Let's burn this lousy city down," suggest a desire to destroy the industry that has corrupted and compromised the artist.


Line by Line Meaning

I was the future,
I used to believe that I could be anything, that I was destined to succeed


In nineteen-ninety-five
I had a lot of hope and optimism about the future, but things didn't turn out the way I expected


I watched the flashbulbs burst, Whenever I'd arrive
I used to be a big deal, but now I'm just a has-been


I'd tape my knuckles up, Cinched and tight; for the ring
I used to be a fighter, both literally and metaphorically


Just beneath the gloves, Clenching white for the swing
I was ready and willing to fight for what I believed in


I was a sellout, Before a sellout crowd,
I compromised my principles and betrayed my fans


I threw the fight in my head, Before the fat lady bowed
I gave up before I even started, knowing that I couldn't win


You want a tip-off, Some good advice for the brawl?
If you're going to fight, here's some practical advice


Just wear mouth-guard, To keep your teeth when you fall
Protect yourself from harm


And when you quit, Make sure that you can, Wash you hands of it
Don't leave any loose ends when you give up


Armed to the teeth, Score one for treachery
I'm ready and willing to do whatever it takes to achieve my goals


I am a mercenary,
I am a soldier of fortune, willing to fight for anyone who pays me


There's more lies here, Than we can all bury
There's too much deception and dishonesty in the world to ignore


I've seen the headlines, Swarming thick with flies
I'm aware of the media's sensationalism and their tendency to distort the truth


I've seen the Billboard Charts, I've heard them spitting lies
I know how the music industry works and how it can be corrupt


Here's to your lame award, Your phony Nobel Prize
I'm critical of the recognition given by institutions that I think are unjust or corrupt


Here's to the suckers lining up, To see us compromise
I'm dismissive of those who value popularity over authenticity


Let's light a campfire, We'll have a sing along
Let's do something genuinely enjoyable instead of pursuing fame and fortune


I'll burn some bridges. You'll bring the crappy songs
I'm willing to sever ties with people and things that don't align with my values


And when you quit Make sure that you can wash your hands of it
Don't do anything that will leave a bad taste in your mouth or make you feel guilty afterwards


There's a part of me I've compromised, Buried somewhere under ghosts of lies
I've betrayed my true self in pursuit of success and now I'm haunted by my own dishonesty


Make it quick, make it sick, Turn the crank and just play the greatest hits... sigh.
I'm cynical of the music industry's commodification of art and their obsession with profit


There's a part of me that I despise, Pull the curtain back and see what dies
I'm disgusted with myself for giving up my integrity and want to confront the reality of my choices


Emerald spires of the near profound, Let's burn this lousy city down
I want to destroy the establishment and start over with a new, more authentic paradigm




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