Candlebox is a rock band from Seattle, Washington. Formed in December 1991,… Read Full Bio ↴Candlebox is a rock band from Seattle, Washington. Formed in December 1991, they originally named the band Uncle Duke and later changed it as a tribute to a song by Midnight Oil. They were sometimes looked down upon by grunge fans for their style, which was considered by many to be a derivative version of true grunge, and their commercial success suffered as a result. Despite this, the band played the Seattle club circuit during the early 1990s to the many of the same fans who had supported many of the bands that had come immediately before them. The members did not consider Candlebox to be a grunge band however; they viewed themselves as a rock and roll band more than anything. Nevertheless, Candlebox had sold more than 4 million copies of their self-titled debut which, after many months of gaining momentum, peaked at number 7 on Billboard's album charts. Their follow up album, Lucy, was certified as platinum. Their third and last album was Happy Pills, which was released in 1998. Candlebox was the first successful act on Madonna's Maverick Records, which went on to sign Alanis Morissette, Deftones, and Prodigy.

Candlebox was known for an explosive live show and throughout their 8 year career, they toured with such bands as Living Colour, The Flaming Lips, Our Lady Peace, Rush, Henry Rollins, and Metallica. They were also a featured band on the main-stage at Woodstock '94 and made repeat live performances on the David Letterman show.

They are best known for the singles "Change", "You", "Far Behind" and "Simple Lessons". "Far Behind" entered Billboard's Top 20 in July of 1993 and didn't drop off the charts until January of 1994. The videos for "Far Behind" and "You" were in seemingly perpetual rotation on MTV and became two of the most requested videos of 1993.

Drummer Scott Mercado left the band in 1997 and was replaced by former Pearl Jam member Dave Krusen. Krusen later left the band in 1999 and was replaced by Shannon Larkin of Ugly Kid Joe. Bardi Martin also left the band that year, and was replaced by Rob Reddick (formerly of Dig). The band split in year 2000.

As of 2005, singer Kevin Martin is currently recording and performing as the leader of The Hiwatts. Peter Klett is currently recording and performing as the leader of redlightmusic.

In 2006, Candlebox has reunited with their original line-up. They went on a three-month North American tour beginning on July 1st of the same year. This marks their first collaboration since 1996.

In 2008, Candlebox released their fourth studio album called "Into the sun". This meant their return since 1998's Happy Pills. Also, they released a Live album called "Alive in Seattle" which includes tracks from all their past albums.

In 2009, Kevin Martin (along with Sean Hennesy, Candlebox's guitarist) helped form the super-group The Gracious Few with three of the members of the band LIVE. Functioning as lead singer, the band went on to release a self-titled album which accompanied an extensive tour. Though LIVE has reformed with a new lead singer, more material from The Gracious Few is said to be released in the future

Surrendering
Candlebox Lyrics

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I'm in the need
Of someone to confide
Surrendering, 'cause I'm not as strong as you'd think
Uncommonly, this desire that holds our eyes
We need to dig deep
You see that I can't put reason our cover up

Better than most

Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

And I can't believe
You were ever on my side
And who holds the keys?
Of who I am, and why this life
And I want to be free
Indecisions from all sides
You need to dig deep
To see that I can't put reason our cover up

Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

All this blame that we lay on our mothers our sisters our lovers our faults they're ours to hold
So I need to dig deep
You see that I can't but reason

Somebody please give me something to hold
Something to know why I'm feeling alone
Beginning to think that the older we get
The more we think the less we know

[Guitar solo]

I'm surrendering
I surrender
'Cause I can't put reason our cover up
Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering
Yes I Cover up better then most
Yes I cover up better then most
I'm surrendering

'Cause I'm in the need of someone to confide
Surrendering, cause I'm not as strong as you'd think

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Candlebox's "Surrendering" suggest that the singer is feeling vulnerable and in need of someone to open up to. The word "surrendering" could be interpreted as an admission of weakness, as if the singer has been fighting a battle alone and is now ready to give up and seek help. The chorus reinforces this sentiment: "Yes, I cover up better than most / I'm surrendering", suggesting that despite the singer's attempts to hide their emotions and struggles, they have reached their breaking point and are ready to face them.

The second verse questions the loyalty of someone who was previously on the singer's side. This could be a reference to a specific person or a more general feeling of betrayal. The line "And who holds the keys? / Of who I am, and why this life" suggests a search for identity and purpose. The bridge acknowledges the tendency to blame others for our problems but ultimately takes responsibility for one's own faults.

The final lines of the song express a sense of isolation and uncertainty. The guitar solo adds an emotional intensity to the song and may represent the inner turmoil the singer is feeling. Overall, "Surrendering" is a powerful exploration of vulnerability and the need for human connection.

Line by Line Meaning

I'm in the need
I require someone to talk to

Of someone to confide
To whom I can reveal my innermost thoughts

Surrendering, 'cause I'm not as strong as you'd think
Giving up control since I am not as strong as I may appear

Uncommonly, this desire that holds our eyes
Unusually strong attraction that we share

We need to dig deep
We should look within ourselves and confront our issues

You see that I can't put reason or cover up
I am unable to rationalize or hide my true feelings

Better than most
I am better than most at concealing my emotions

Yes I cover up better than most
I am quite experienced at hiding my thoughts and feelings

And I can't believe you were ever on my side
I find it hard to believe that you ever supported me

And who holds the keys? Of who I am, and why this life
Who controls my destiny and the reason behind my existence?

And I want to be free
I desire freedom from my inner turmoil

Indecisions from all sides
My emotions are being pulled in different directions

All this blame that we lay on our mothers, our sisters, our lovers, our faults they're ours to hold
We tend to blame our issues on others when we are responsible for them

So I need to dig deep
I must do some soul-searching to resolve my problems

Somebody please give me something to hold
I need someone or something to anchor me

Something to know why I'm feeling alone
I need an understanding of why I am feeling isolated

Beginning to think that the older we get, the more we think the less we know
The more we age, the less certain we become of what we know

I'm surrendering, I surrender
I am relinquishing control

'Cause I can't put reason or cover up
I am unable to rationalize or conceal my emotions

Yes I cover up better than most
I am quite skilled at hiding my emotions

I'm in the need of someone to confide
I require someone to whom I can reveal my innermost thoughts

Surrendering, 'cause I'm not as strong as you'd think
Giving up control since I am not as strong as I may appear

Lyrics © THE ROYALTY NETWORK INC.
Written by: GERRY DEVEAUX, CHARLIE MOLE

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