Beginning as a solo recording project by Toledo in 2010, Car Seat Headrest self-released 12 albums on the music platform Bandcamp, before signing to Matador Records in 2015. Car Seat Headrest would begin touring as a full band the following year.
History
2010–2014: Lo-fi and solo releases, from 1 to How to Leave Town
Car Seat Headrest began as the solo project of singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Will Toledo (born William Barnes) shortly after he graduated high school. Toledo had previously released music under the alias Nervous Young Men, but after struggling to establish an audience, he decided to change tactics, choosing to try and release more experimental songs anonymously. Toledo chose the name "Car Seat Headrest" as he would often record the vocals to his early albums in the back seat of his car for privacy.
Throughout the summer of 2010, Toledo released his first four albums under the Car Seat Headrest name: 1, 2, 3, and 4. 1 and 2 incorporated less traditional song structures, with stream-of-consciousness lyrics, whereas 3 and 4 would begin to cement his lo-fi indie rock style. Following the numbered albums, Toledo began attending classes at Virginia Commonwealth University, releasing the Sunburned Shirts EP during his first semester. The Sunburned Shirts EP would later be partially combined with his fifth LP, 5, to create his first titled album, My Back Is Killing Me Baby, released in March 2011. Songs culled from 5 would later appear on the b-sides compilation album Little Pieces of Paper with "No" Written on Them.
After a difficult and lonely semester at VCU, Toledo transferred to the College of William & Mary, where he would release his next project, Twin Fantasy, a concept album centered on a relationship he was in at the time. Twin Fantasy would later be followed up by 2012's Monomania and Starving While Living EP.
Around this time, Toledo began performing live shows with fellow students Katie Wood, Austin Ruhf, and Christian Northover, recording and releasing a short live album in July 2013 entitled Live at WCWM: Car Seat Headrest at the university's studio. Toledo would release his next project the following month; a two-hour long double album entitled Nervous Young Man. Three of the songs, and the title of the album, were taken from his original project, Nervous Young Men, but had been heavily reworked and re-recorded. Released alongside Nervous Young Man, for those who paid $5 or more, was the outtakes compilation album Disjecta Membra.
Toledo's final solo release was 2014's How to Leave Town, an hour long EP with heavy electronic instrumentation and more ambitious song structures.
2015–2017: Matador Records, Teens of Style and Teens of Denial
Ethan Ives.
In September 2015, Car Seat Headrest announced on Facebook that he had signed an album deal with Matador Records. Toledo, who had recently graduated and moved to Seattle, recruited bassist Jacob Bloom and drummer Andrew Katz through Craigslist to record and tour his next album. In October 2015, Car Seat Headrest released the compilation album Teens of Style, their first to not be self-released exclusively via Bandcamp. Shortly after the album's release, Bloom left the group to attend medical school, and was replaced by bassist Ethan Ives.
Ives played bass throughout most of the recordings for the band's following release, but would later switch to guitar and other instruments, with Seth Dalby taking over on bass. Ives and Dalby were later cemented in these positions during live shows and future releases. The new album, created with traditional studio processes, Teens of Denial, was released on May 20, 2016. The album received universal acclaim, and brought the band a new wave of popularity.
In 2017, Car Seat Headrest released an alternate mix of their single, "War Is Coming (If You Want It)" through Bandcamp for one day, with profits going to the Transgender Law Center. The original mix of the track was released ten days later.
On December 13, 2017, the band released a re-recorded version of "Beach Life-In-Death", the second track on Twin Fantasy, through Spotify without prior announcement. This sparked fan rumors that the album would be re-recorded and released the following year. On December 27, 2017, an Amazon listing detailing a re-recorded version of Twin Fantasy was found by fans, and subsequently uploaded to the Car Seat Headrest subreddit. This was followed up by a listing on SRCVinyl.com with the date February 16, 2018.
2018–2019: Twin Fantasy (Face to Face) and Commit Yourself Completely
On January 9, 2018, Matador Records formally announced the release of the re-recording, entitled Twin Fantasy (Face to Face), alongside a re-release of the original album. Twin Fantasy (Face to Face) was released via Matador on February 16. The original, which has been re-titled Twin Fantasy (Mirror to Mirror), was released on vinyl as a part of Record Store Day on April 21. On February 15, 2018, the band released a cover of "Fallen Horses" by Smash Mouth, who returned the favor by covering "Something Soon". Around the same time, they began touring with fellow Seattle-based band, Naked Giants, as a part of the group's expanded live lineup.
In August 2018, when asked about new material, Toledo confirmed that he was “demoing out stuff in Ableton,” adding “there might be some stuff that surprises people who only know us as a rock band, but I don’t think it will come as a surprise to people who are checking out all the deep cuts.” In January 2019, Andrew Katz confirmed the band was recording new music through a video uploaded on Instagram.
Following the tease of new music, the band began experimenting with new material at various live shows in December 2018, debuting the tracks "Weightlifters", "Hollywood", "Stop Lying To Me", and "You Know There's Someone Out There", soon followed by "Can't Cool Me Down" in February and March 2019 performances. All were officially released on the next album except for "Stop Lying To Me" and "You Know There's Someone Out There".
On June 12, 2019, Car Seat Headrest announced a new live album titled Commit Yourself Completely, featuring official recordings of performances from the Twin Fantasy tour from 2018. It was released the following week on June 17.
2020–present: Making a Door Less Open
On February 26, 2020, Car Seat Headrest announced their first studio album consisting of wholly new material since 2016's Teens of Denial, Making a Door Less Open. This announcement coincided with the release of "Can't Cool Me Down", the first single and second track off the album, and a release date of May 1, 2020. It marks a stylistic divergence from previous material, Toledo describing the album as containing elements of EDM, hip hop, futurism, doo-wop, soul and rock and roll. Three more singles were released to promote the album between March and April of that year: "Martin", "Hollywood" and "There Must Be More Than Blood". The release also coincided with the introduction of Trait, an alternative persona of Toledo's, featured prominently wearing a modified gas mask with blinking LED lights for eyes. The character had originally been created for the group's "comedic" side project, 1 Trait Danger, featuring Toledo alongside drummer Andrew Katz.
Making a Door Less Open was released with three separate versions across different formats: vinyl, CD and streaming, each with variations in track-list and specific musical elements. The album received a mixed reaction from fans, which pointed out the many divergences from the band's previous works, but received an overall score of 77 on review aggregate site Metacritic. Toledo noted that he and the band were working on a companion album for their latest release, while also looking for ways to improve the Trait mask to incorporate it into live performances.
Style
AllMusic biographer Mark Deming wrote that Car Seat Headrest created "moody and introspective lo-fi pop tunes that are melodic but structurally ambitious at once." Writing for Pitchfork, Jeremy Gordon stated that on Teens of Denial, "Will Toledo reaffirms that he is ahead of the pack as an imaginative singer-songwriter, capable of crafting dynamic indie rock." Ian Cohen of Pitchfork also described Toledo's music as "dense, confounding music that most often captures the giddy thrill of having access to recording equipment, of finally put a sound to the voice in your head."
Car Seat Headrest's influences include Radiohead, Pink Floyd, the Beatles, the Beach Boys, Daniel Johnston, Destroyer, Kendrick Lamar, Frank Ocean, Leonard Cohen, of Montreal, Modest Mouse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Sufjan Stevens, Swans, They Might Be Giants, Why?, R.E.M., the Who, Nirvana, the Blackout, Neil Diamond, William Onyeabor, the Clash, the Cars, James Brown, DEVO, Queen, Rod Stewart, and Green Day.
Dreams Fall Hard
Car Seat Headrest Lyrics
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My parents about us
When I woke up I was crying
Mother shook me by the shoulders
Said "you're ruining your life!"
I'm sorry that your bright young boy is dying
the family name
But all I ever had was my heart
And I wake up a kid
In a bed miles from home
But I'm too old to get a new start
I've heard I talk in my sleep
But my voice is too weak
To hear the words I say
I've been trying like hell
To wake myself up
But dreams fall hard today
In a vision of death
You breathe your last breath
And all that I hold is cold embers
And I sing in your ear
But there's nothing to hear
Just a nightowl in burial chambers
You say that you love me
And I write it all down
So when you're gone I'll remember
But as I get old I find
I can't trust my own mind
And your words all break down into laughter
I've heard I talk in my sleep
But my voice is too weak
To make out the words I say
I've been trying like hell
To wake myself up
But dreams fall hard today
I watch myself falling apart
My body can't keep up with my heart
What I see I can't understand
This sweet boy's becoming a nervous old man
I wake up with tears
Not yet dried on my face
No comfort in the cold light of morning
Young men see visions
And old men dream dreams
And it all amounts to a warning
I've heard I talk in my sleep
But my voice is too weak
To hear the words I say
I've been trying like hell
To wake myself up
But dreams fall hard today
And by the time
I get it out of my mind
Night has fallen upon me again
The song “Dreams Fall Hard” by Car Seat Headrest deals with themes of anxiety, insecurity, and self-doubt. It tells the story of a young adult who is struggling to reconcile their love for someone with the expectations of their family. The singer dreams that they have to confess to their parents about their significant other, and wake up crying. The next morning, their mother berates them for ruining their life, echoing the societal pressure to conform to norms and expectations. The chorus of the song reflects the singer’s desperation to wake up from the nightmare of their life, only to find that “dreams fall hard today”.
Throughout the song, the singer struggles with their own sense of identity and worth. They feel that they have dishonored the family name, and that the only thing they ever had was their heart. They worry about losing touch with reality, with their own words breaking down into laughter. They struggle to reconcile the image of themselves as a young, idealistic boy with the reality of their aging body and mind. The song ends with the singer resigned to their inability to escape their own dreams, and the “warning” that these dreams may come to define their life.
Overall, “Dreams Fall Hard” captures the mood of a young adult grappling with their own sense of identity, intimacy, and mortality; themes that are universal yet underexplored in mainstream music. The song uses poignant metaphors and vivid imagery to convey the complexity of these emotions, and illustrates the power of dreams to shape our lives.
Line by Line Meaning
Last night I dreamed I had to tell
The singer had a dream where he had to tell his parents about his relationship, which was causing him great emotional distress.
My parents about us
The relationship the singer was in was not accepted by his parents, who were disappointed in him.
When I woke up I was crying
The dream was so vivid and upsetting that the singer woke up crying.
Mother shook me by the shoulders
In the dream, the singer's mother was trying to shake him out of his relationship, telling him he was ruining his life.
Said "you're ruining your life!"
The mother's words were a warning and a plea for the singer to change his ways.
I'm sorry that your bright young boy is dying
The mother's disappointment and worry about her son's life choices are expressed in this line.
I know I dishonored
The singer understands that his parents feel he has dishonored the family by being in this relationship.
the family name
The family name is something that is important to the singer's parents, who see it as being tied to their reputation and values.
But all I ever had was my heart
The singer was following his heart, despite the consequences and the disappointment of his parents.
And I wake up a kid
The singer feels like a child who doesn't know what to do, caught between the expectations of his parents and his own desires.
In a bed miles from home
The singer is in a place far away from his parents and family, both physically and emotionally.
But I'm too old to get a new start
Despite feeling like a child, the singer knows that he is too old to start over and make things right with his parents.
I've heard I talk in my sleep
The singer has heard that he talks in his sleep, expressing his worries and fears about his life.
But my voice is too weak
Despite wanting to express himself, the singer does not have the strength or courage to do so.
To hear the words I say
Even the singer cannot hear or understand the words he speaks in his sleep, which shows how much he is struggling to cope with his situation.
I've been trying like hell
The singer has been trying his best to wake up from his dream, which is causing him so much pain and confusion.
To wake myself up
The singer is desperately trying to escape his dream and the emotions it is causing him.
But dreams fall hard today
Despite his efforts, the singer is unable to escape his dream and the emotions it brings, which are weighing heavily on him.
In a vision of death
The singer has had a vision of death, which is a powerful symbol of loss and grief.
You breathe your last breath
The loss the singer is experiencing is very personal and intimate, as he is witnessing someone he loves dying.
And all that I hold is cold embers
The warmth and life that the singer felt before are now gone, leaving him with nothing but ashes and emptiness.
And I sing in your ear
Despite the loss and darkness, the singer is still expressing his love and devotion to the person who has died.
But there's nothing to hear
The singer's words of love fall on deaf ears, as the person he loves is gone and cannot hear him.
Just a nightowl in burial chambers
The singer is alone in his grief and mourning, like a nocturnal bird in a dark and cold tomb.
You say that you love me
The singer is expressing the words that he longs to hear, but which he knows he may never hear again.
And I write it all down
The singer is trying to hold on to the memory of the person he loves, by writing down their words of love and affection.
So when you're gone I'll remember
The singer hopes that by remembering the words of love and affection, he will be able to hold on to the memory of the person he loves.
But as I get old I find
The singer is getting older and is starting to lose his memory and mental faculties.
I can't trust my own mind
The singer is losing his grip on reality and is starting to question his own thoughts and feelings.
And your words all break down into laughter
The memory of the person the singer loves is starting to fade and become distorted, leaving him with only echoes of their laughter.
I watch myself falling apart
The singer is aware that he is losing his grip on reality and is starting to feel like his mind is coming apart.
My body can't keep up with my heart
The singer feels like his physical body is failing him, as he struggles to cope with his emotions and mental state.
What I see I can't understand
The singer is confused and lost, unable to make sense of what is happening to him and the world around him.
This sweet boy's becoming a nervous old man
The singer is aware that he is growing older and is becoming more anxious and unsettled as he ages.
I wake up with tears
The singer wakes up crying, which shows how much pain and sadness he is carrying with him.
Not yet dried on my face
The singer is so overwhelmed by his emotions that he cannot even wipe away his tears before he falls asleep.
No comfort in the cold light of morning
The reality of the world around him is harsh and cold, providing no solace or comfort for the singer's pain and sorrow.
Young men see visions
The singer acknowledges that when he was younger, he had dreams and visions of what his life would be like, but those dreams have not come true.
And old men dream dreams
Now that he is older, the singer still has dreams and hopes for his life, but they are tempered by the reality of his situation.
And it all amounts to a warning
The hopes and dreams of the singer, both when he was younger and now that he is older, are a warning of what can happen when one's desires clash with those of others.
And by the time
As time goes on, the singer is still struggling to come to terms with his emotions and his situation.
I get it out of my mind
The singer is still trying to escape from his dream, but it is something that is always on his mind and that he cannot forget.
Night has fallen upon me again
No matter how hard he tries, the singer is unable to escape the darkness and pain that the dream brings, and he is left feeling lost and alone.
Contributed by Jason C. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
adrian montecello
on sun hot
Sun, get me hot
Sun, get me hot
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me high)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me hot)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me high)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me hot)
Sun, get me hot
Sun going down
Ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
adrian montecello
on beach weak
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, I can you hear you stealing
Loving in the locker room
It's a careless mistake
How many people can fit into a room?
When you stop drinking everything
Just starts to not invite me to your party
Lock the door on me
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to
Not ignore me
Sitting at your amber dresser
Letter with an extra letter in my name
And we've known each other for far too long
To be losing punctuation on this alcohol
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, old friend, I can
Hardly remember all the times we slaved
Over our friendship
We had a share of hard times
Sign my yearbook, I don't wanna be in any more
Debt to Mister Ray-Bans you didn't even like when you were in them
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
And I hope you have a good time, hope you have a good time when you're there
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to-
Yes?
Um, I need to go out for a while and get the van
Sounds great
[?] and then I'm gonna go grocery shopping, so I should be back by 1:40. Have you eaten anything today?
No
No?
Just forgot
adrian montecello
on sun hot
posted the lyrics to the wrong song haha i have no idea how this site works
adrian montecello
on sun hot
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, I can you hear you stealing
Loving in the locker room
It's a careless mistake
How many people can fit into a room?
When you stop drinking everything
Just starts to not invite me to your party
Lock the door on me
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to
Not ignore me
Sitting at your amber dresser
Letter with an extra letter in my name
And we've known each other for far too long
To be losing punctuation on this alcohol
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, old friend, I can
Hardly remember all the times we slaved
Over our friendship
We had a share of hard times
Sign my yearbook, I don't wanna be in any more
Debt to Mister Ray-Bans you didn't even like when you were in them
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
And I hope you have a good time, hope you have a good time when you're there
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to-
Yes?
Um, I need to go out for a while and get the van
Sounds great
[?] and then I'm gonna go grocery shopping, so I should be back by 1:40. Have you eaten anything today?
No
No?
Just forgot