A Night This Side Of Dying
Carole King Lyrics


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I remember one young sister with rainbows in her eyes
Standing on the corner with the afternoon's supply
She spoke of other places, perhaps a better road
Then she asked if I could tell her where they
Kept the mother lode

Like a night this side of dying
Her day's inside the dropper on the shelf
When she hears her lifeline crying
Not a thing you say can stop her
When she just can't stop herself

I remember that July, the panic and the heat
The savage shine of summer, the strychnine in the street
The way they sold each other for a favor in glassine
The best of friends sold brothers for a
Dime of quinine dreams

Like a night this side of dying
Her day's inside the dropper on the shelf
Like the shelter she's been buying
Not a thing I've got can save her




When she just can't save herself
She just can't save herself

Overall Meaning

In this song, Carole King tells the story of a girl who is caught up in the world of drugs and addiction. The first stanza talks about a young girl who seems to be searching for something better in life, asking the singer where the "mother lode" is. This could refer to a place where she can find happiness or success, but given the context of the song, it may also refer to a source of drugs.


The chorus compares the feeling of being caught up in addiction to a "night this side of dying." It's a feeling of desperation and hopelessness, where the drugs have taken over and it feels like there's no way out. The girl's "day's inside the dropper on the shelf" - her entire existence revolves around the drugs she's taking.


The second stanza describes the drug scene in more detail - the "panic and the heat" of a summer day, the dangerous drugs being sold on the street. The line "The best of friends sold brothers for a dime of quinine dreams" is particularly powerful - it speaks to the way addiction can break down relationships and turn people against each other.


Ultimately, the singer knows that there's nothing they can do to save the girl from her addiction. Despite the "shelter she's been buying," which could refer to attempts at rehab or seeking help, the addiction is too powerful. The final line, "She just can't save herself," is heartbreaking in its resignation.


Overall, this song is a poignant and powerful commentary on the devastating effects of addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

I remember one young sister with rainbows in her eyes
Once, I saw a girl who had hope in her heart and dreams in her eyes


Standing on the corner with the afternoon's supply
She was at the street corner waiting for her drugs to arrive


She spoke of other places, perhaps a better road
She talked about how things could have been better if only she was somewhere else


Then she asked if I could tell her where they kept the mother lode
She wanted to know where the most precious and valuable stash of drugs was hidden


Like a night this side of dying
The feeling of being close to death, overwhelmed by the harsh realities of life and drugs


Her day's inside the dropper on the shelf
Her only purpose is to get high and she spends her entire day chasing the next dose


When she hears her lifeline crying
Whenever she hears her name or any reminder of her true identity, it only reminds her of the mistakes she's made and how her life has come to this


Not a thing you say can stop her
There is nothing anyone can say to make her stop doing drugs or change her mind


When she just can't stop herself
The grip of the addiction is so strong, she feels helpless and trapped, unable to break free


I remember that July, the panic and the heat
I recall a specific time in July where the heat was overwhelming, and there was chaos and frenzy all around


The savage shine of summer, the strychnine in the street
The summer season, which is otherwise beautiful and lively, has been tainted with drugs and violence, making everything seem harsh and brutal


The way they sold each other for a favor in glassine
The drug users, who were once friends, have now turned into enemies and would do anything to get their hands on drugs, even selling each other out for a small gain


The best of friends sold brothers for a dime of quinine dreams
Even the closest friendships have been destroyed by drugs, as friends are willing to betray each other for a few moments of the high


Like a night this side of dying
The feeling of being so close to death, that every moment seems like it could be the end


Her day's inside the dropper on the shelf
The only thing that matters in her life is the next fix, and she will do whatever it takes to get it


Like the shelter she's been buying
She is looking for refuge from the struggles of life through the drugs, but will never find a true escape


Not a thing I've got can save her
There is nothing that anyone can do to save her from her addiction - she has to want it for herself


When she just can't save herself
Even if she knows that drugs are damaging her life, it's difficult for her to quit because the addiction is all-consuming




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: CAROLE KING, DAVID PALMER

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