In 2003, he performed as a singer and dancer with the traditional music ensemble Mystica in İstanbul. In Autumn 2004 he started his education at the Bilkent University Faculty of Music and Performing Arts, at the invitation of Fazil Say. In February 2005 he released his first album, Ben Bu Şarkıyı Sana Yazdım. (Translates to: I wrote this song for you.)
yollardayım
Cem Adrian Lyrics
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Işıklar söner,
Sessiz sokalarda kalırsın.
İnsanlar bilir,
İnsanlar konuşur.
Yüzüne bakar öyle,
Sen susarsın.
Anlamı yok, sözlerin,
Bilirsin, yalan.
Unutmak, yalan.
Yine, yine, yine, yine
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım,
Paramparça.
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım,
Kalbim paramparça.
Bilirsin, yalan.
Unutmak, yalan.
Yine, yine, yine, yine
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım
Paramparça.
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım
Kalbim paramparça.
Unutmak, yalan,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
Unutmak, yalan,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
Yine, paramparça,
(Paramparça)
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
(Yollardayım)
Paramparça, paramparça,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
Paramparça...
The lyrics of "Yollardayım" by Cem Adrian convey a sense of loneliness and isolation. The first stanza describes the feeling of being left alone in the quiet streets as doors close and lights turn off. The second stanza suggests that people know about the singer's situation and talk about it, but the singer remains silent. The chorus repeats the phrase "Yollardayım" (meaning "I'm on the road") to reinforce the idea that the singer is wandering, lost, and brokenhearted. The final repetition of "Paramparça" (meaning "shattered into pieces") emphasizes the emotional pain experienced by the singer.
The rest of the lyrics suggest that the singer is trying to forget some painful memories but cannot; instead, the lies surrounding those memories persist. The repetition of "kalbim" (meaning "my heart") shows that the emotional wound is deep and affecting the singer's entire being. Finally, the last line reinforces the shattered state of the singer's heart.
Line by Line Meaning
Kapılar kapanır,
Doors are closed,
Işıklar söner,
Lights go out,
Sessiz sokalarda kalırsın.
You stay in silent streets.
İnsanlar bilir,
People know,
İnsanlar konuşur.
People talk.
Yüzüne bakar öyle,
They look at you,
Sen susarsın.
And you stay silent.
Anlamı yok, sözlerin,
Your words have no meaning,
Bilirsin, yalan.
You know they're lies.
Unutmak, yalan.
Forgetting is a lie.
Yine, yine, yine, yine
Again, again, again, again
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım,
I'm on the roads, on the roads, on the roads,
Paramparça.
In pieces.
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım,
I'm on the roads, on the roads, on the roads,
Kalbim paramparça.
My heart is in pieces.
Unutmak, yalan.
Forgetting is a lie.
Yine, yine, yine, yine
Again, again, again, again
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım
I'm on the roads, on the roads, on the roads
Paramparça.
In pieces.
Yollardayım, yollardayım, yollardayım
I'm on the roads, on the roads, on the roads
Kalbim paramparça.
My heart is in pieces.
Unutmak, yalan,
Forgetting is a lie,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
My heart, my heart, my heart
Unutmak, yalan,
Forgetting is a lie,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
My heart, my heart, my heart
Yine, paramparça,
Again, in pieces,
(Paramparça)
(In pieces)
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
My heart, my heart, my heart
(Yollardayım)
(I'm on the roads)
Paramparça, paramparça,
In pieces, in pieces,
Kalbim, kalbim, kalbim
My heart, my heart, my heart
Paramparça...
In pieces...
Contributed by Nicholas I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.