Corbin… Read Full Bio ↴1) Corbin is the current alias of Spooky Black and Lil Spook.
Corbin Smidzik is an R&B singer from St. Paul, Minnesota best known for his song “Without You” released in February 2014. Smidzik changed his artist name from Spooky Black to Corbin in December 2014, stating on Twitter that "Spooky Black is a dumb name." Smidzik has written songs for more established artists, such as rappers Future and NAV. He is also part of R&B/hip-hop group Thestand4rd with Allan Kingdom, Bobby Raps and Psymun.
2) Band from Larvik, Norway that wrote 25-30 songs over the course of half a year.
Mourn
Corbin Lyrics
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Put me on trial for all that I have
Break my pride, what's left
Call me out, it's all I ask
End all my reaping, put one in my head
Break me down, break down
Find me in the dark half dead
Craving the comfort, the words that she said
Find me in the dark, what wealth?
Take all I own, leave me sick with myself
Take me down, push me down
I was able, breath so stable
When I end it all
I was able, breath so stable
When I end it all
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable (stable)
No, I ain't so stable (stable)
No, I ain't so stable (so stable)
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable (stable)
No, I ain't so stable
No, I ain't so stable (so stable)
No, I ain't so stable
The lyrics to Corbin's song "Mourn" depict a sense of despair and a desire to be called out for the wrongs the singer has committed. The singer asks to be put on trial for everything that they have done, as they wish for their pride to be broken down. The constant repetition of "Call me out, it's all I ask" shows the singer's desire to be held accountable for their actions and to find a way to make amends.
The second half of the lyrics show the singer's struggle with their inner demons and the feeling of being lost in the darkness. The line "Take all I own, leave me sick with myself" portrays the idea that the singer is willing to give up everything just to feel some sort of release from their own thoughts. The repetition of "No, I ain't so stable" emphasizes the singer's fragility and instability, showing that they are at a breaking point.
Overall, the lyrics to "Mourn" present a powerful image of someone struggling with their own sense of guilt and seeking to find redemption through acknowledgement and acceptance of their past actions.
Line by Line Meaning
Call me out, it's all I ask
I want someone to confront me, to reveal the truth about me without any lies or excuses.
Put me on trial for all that I have
I want someone to judge me for everything I've done, even the things I'm ashamed of.
Break my pride, what's left
I want someone to remove my ego and self-importance until there's nothing left of it.
End all my reaping, put one in my head
I want someone to end my life and all its consequences, with a single shot to the head.
Break me down, break down
I want someone to destroy me emotionally and mentally until there's nothing left of me.
Find me in the dark half dead
I want someone to discover me when I'm in a state of half-life, neither alive nor dead.
Craving the comfort, the words that she said
I'm longing for the comfort and the reassuring words of someone I've lost.
Push me down, keep down
I want someone to keep me down, to prevent me from rising up again.
Find me in the dark, what wealth?
If only you could find me in darkness, there would be no reason for me to accumulate wealth, for it would be meaningless.
Take all I own, leave me sick with myself
Take everything I have, leave me with the sickness of always being myself, to remind me of my failures.
Take me down, push me down
I want someone to take me down, to knock me off my pedestal, and then to push me even further down.
I was able, breath so stable
I was once capable of standing tall, with a steady breath and a strong will.
When I end it all
When I put an end to my life, everything will be over, and nothing will matter anymore.
No, I ain't so stable
I'm not as strong or as stable as I thought I was, and I'm not afraid to admit it.
No, I ain't so stable (stable)
I'm not stable, and the repetition of the word reinforces this truth.
No, I ain't so stable (so stable)
I'm not as stable as I need to be to face the world and its challenges.
No, I ain't so stable
I may not be as stable as I want to be, but I'm still alive, and that's something.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Corbin Smidzik, Djavan Luciano Santos, Henry Laufer
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