Sun
Daphne Loves Derby Lyrics

I'm desperate to know how you are
I am concerned about your current state and would like to know about it desperately

I'll be deep asleep
I will be sound asleep and unavailable to talk

I've been awake for days
I have been tirelessly trying to study and understand every inch of your being for seemingly endless days

I'm tryin' to study
I am making a genuine effort to understand you better

Every inch of your body
I am not just trying to understand your physical form but your emotional state too

In this picture
I am reminiscing a particular moment with you expressed through a photograph

From a distant day
This specific memory is from a distant past

When I could safely say
At that time, I was confident in our relationship and believed nothing could break us apart

Nothing in this world
There was nothing in this entire world that could hinder my relationship with you

Could tear me down in any way
My connection with you was strong enough to withstand any challenge or adversity

But like a dream
However, this relationship was lost as easily as we lose sight of a dream

You disappeared
You vanished from my life without any warning or trace

Without a sound
Your absence was sudden and unannounced

Without a trace
You left without any indication of your departure or whereabouts

Sleep well, darlin'
I hope that you are able to sleep soundly and feel at peace

Where ever you are
I do not know your current location or situation

I hope that you're happy tonight
But I hope that you are feeling content and satisfied with your life tonight

And maybe you found someone to have you right
Perhaps you have found someone that treats you better than I ever could

I'm desperate to say
I am overcome with the desire to express my current feelings to you

Now I need you more than ever
I am extremely dependent on you and would do anything to have you back in my life

But all I can say was goodnight
Unfortunately, all I can do is say goodnight and hope for the best for the both of us

This is for a girl back home
This song is dedicated to a girl that I used to know and care for

She tore down all my walls
This girl had the ability to break through my emotional barriers and connect with me on a deep level

Left me for all she'd known
She left me to pursue a life that she had always dreamed of living

But I pushed it all away from me
I made a conscious effort to push my own feelings away and tried to distance myself from her

And I don't know
I am not sure about my feelings anymore and what to do about them

Even if I knew
Even if I fully understood my emotions toward her

Even if I knew what to say to you
and exactly what to say to her

It's just to late to make you stay
It is too late to make her stay and keep our relationship alive

I'm sick of fighting
I am tired of constantly struggling with my emotions and the situation

This broken fate
It seems as though our fates are in opposition and we are not meant to be together

If someone else gets to tell you
If someone else has the opportunity to express their affection to you

That you're beautiful
I just want you to know that you are a truly beautiful person inside and out

It's the last thing I want
I do not want to let go of this relationship

But it's all that I've got
However, I have no choice but to move forward and accept that this is all that is left of our connection

It's the last thing that I need
I do not need the pain and heartache that this relationship brings

But it's to carry you in my heart
But I will always keep the memories of you and our time together in my heart

In my heart