merakit sakit
DeadSquad Lyrics


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Nikmatilah sakitmu!

Kontemplasi dalam frustasi
Mencari kenangan yang lama pergi
Bagai sebilah pisau yang kian menyayat
Nadi perdamaian yang telah lama
Pening telah menggumpal
Gejolak jadi beban

Merakit sakit
Menyulam mimpi buruk yang nyata
Bergemuruh kepeningan
Berbalut sengsara yang bernyawa
Peluru tanya yang bersarang
Kepala berat terasa

Pening dalam hening
Bising dalam sunyi
Rasa sakit adalah seni
Sesak di jejali
Penak dan kepala resapilah nikmatilah
Beban bermutasi kehampaan

Roda kehidupan
Berputar lambat
Dan kepala ini
Seakan berputar cepat

Sakit jasmaniku
Keseimbangan yang kian goyah
Cacat rohaniku
Kadar keimanan dangkal dan rendah

Sakit jasmaniku
Raga ini kian melemah
Cacat rohaniku
Jiwa yang tersudut rasa frustasi

Walau tak pekat terhujam pikiran
Ladai strespun datang
Tak ada jalan tuk berlari

Merakit sakit
Menyulam, mimpi buruk yang nyata
Bergemuruh kepeningan
Berbalut sengsara yang bernyawa




Peluru tanya yang bersarang
Kepala, berat terasa

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of DeadSquad's song "Merakit Sakit" convey a contemplative and frustrated state of mind. The singer is searching for old memories that have long departed, like a sharp knife that continues to cut. The peaceful pulse that once existed has become blocked, and turmoil has become a burden. The song speaks of "merakit sakit," which can be interpreted as assembling or constructing pain. It suggests that the singer is intentionally embracing their pain and weaving it into their existence.


The lyrics also describe the amalgamation of nightmares into reality and the overwhelming sensation of suffering that is alive. There is a sense of questioning, as if bullets of uncertainty have lodged themselves within the heavy head. The state of confusion and silence is described as both dizzying and loud, with pain becoming an art form. The burden mutates into emptiness, and the wheels of life turn slowly while the head spins rapidly.


The lyrics further delve into the physical and spiritual aspects of pain. The singer's physical body experiences pain, resulting in an unsteady balance, while their spiritual self is flawed, displaying shallow and low levels of faith. The body weakens as the soul feels cornered in frustration.


Despite the mind being not densely saturated with thoughts, stress and conflict still find their way in. There seems to be no escape, as there is no path to run on. The recurring theme of "merakit sakit" symbolizes the act of weaving together and embracing the pain. The song suggests that pain, suffering, and turmoil are not merely negative aspects to be avoided but can also be embraced and integrated into one's existence.


Line by Line Meaning

Nikmatilah sakitmu!
Enjoy your pain!


Kontemplasi dalam frustasi
Contemplation in frustration


Mencari kenangan yang lama pergi
Searching for lost memories


Bagai sebilah pisau yang kian menyayat
Like a sharpening knife that keeps cutting


Nadi perdamaian yang telah lama
The vein of peace that has long been


Pening telah menggumpal
Dizziness has thickened


Gejolak jadi beban
Turmoil becomes a burden


Merakit sakit
Assembling pain


Menyulam mimpi buruk yang nyata
Weaving vivid nightmares


Bergemuruh kepeningan
Roaring with confusion


Berbalut sengsara yang bernyawa
Wrapped in living torment


Peluru tanya yang bersarang
Nested bullets of questions


Kepala berat terasa
Head feels heavy


Pening dalam hening
Dizziness in silence


Bising dalam sunyi
Noise in silence


Rasa sakit adalah seni
Pain is an art


Sesak di jejali
Stuffed and suffocating


Penak dan kepala resapilah nikmatilah
Absorb the pain and enjoy


Beban bermutasi kehampaan
Burden mutating into emptiness


Roda kehidupan
Wheel of life


Berputar lambat
Turning slowly


Dan kepala ini
And this head


Seakan berputar cepat
Seemingly spinning fast


Sakit jasmaniku
My physical pain


Keseimbangan yang kian goyah
Balance that is increasingly shaky


Cacat rohaniku
My spiritual flaw


Kadar keimanan dangkal dan rendah
Shallow and low level of faith


Sakit jasmaniku
My physical pain


Raga ini kian melemah
This body is getting weaker


Cacat rohaniku
My spiritual flaw


Jiwa yang tersudut rasa frustasi
Soul cornered by feelings of frustration


Walau tak pekat terhujam pikiran
Though thoughts are not dense and piercing


Ladai strespun datang
Conflict spins come


Tak ada jalan tuk berlari
There is no way to run


Merakit sakit
Assembling pain


Menyulam, mimpi buruk yang nyata
Weaving vivid nightmares


Bergemuruh kepeningan
Roaring with confusion


Berbalut sengsara yang bernyawa
Wrapped in living torment


Peluru tanya yang bersarang
Nested bullets of questions


Kepala, berat terasa
Head feels heavy




Writer(s): Stevi Morley Item, Daniel Mardhany Gumulyo

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