Subterranean Bullshit Blues
Deaf Havana Lyrics


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Empty days and emptier nights always lead me to find
I'm waking up on the floor still coughing up blood,
Is it worth it?
But one more night won't hurt nearly as much as the pain in my side.
Because I can truly be whoever I want with this as my disguise

All I know is I'm wasting my time.
Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time.
Belief is getting harder to find,
Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.

I look forward to the day I can say
"Look what I've done with my life, aren't you proud..."
But until that day comes I'll keep holding on for an easy way out.

All I know is I'm wasting my time.
Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time.
Belief is getting harder to find,
Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.

As I get older my future hasn't got any clearer to me
Looking with eyes found at the bottom of a glass is the only way I can see

Empty days and emptier nights always lead me to find
I'm waking up on the floor still coughing up blood,
Is it worth it?

All I know is I'm wasting my time.
Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time.
Belief is getting harder to find,
Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.
All I know is I'm wasting my time.
Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time.




Belief is getting harder to find,
Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Deaf Havana's song "Subterranean Bullshit Blues" reflect the feelings of emptiness, hopelessness, and disappointment that the singer experiences in their life. The phrase "empty days and emptier nights" suggests a sense of loneliness and lack of satisfaction with life. The line "I'm waking up on the floor still coughing up blood, is it worth it?" implies self-destructive behavior or substance abuse that is taking a toll on the singer's physical health. However, despite the pain and the struggle, the singer finds comfort in their ability to hide behind a "disguise" and become whoever they want to be.


The chorus of the song expresses the singer's sense of futility and uncertainty about their life. They feel like they are wasting their time and that their belief in themselves and their future is fading. They long for a time when they can proudly say that they have accomplished something in their life, but until then, they are holding on for an "easy way out." The mention of looking at life with "eyes found at the bottom of a glass" suggests that the singer may be relying on alcohol to cope with their problems.


Overall, "Subterranean Bullshit Blues" captures the feeling of being lost and unsure of oneself, and the struggle to find purpose and meaning in life.


Line by Line Meaning

Empty days and emptier nights always lead me to find I'm waking up on the floor still coughing up blood, Is it worth it?
The monotonous routine of my life seems to lead me to nothing but pain and suffering, and I question whether it's worth it to continue on this way.


But one more night won't hurt nearly as much as the pain in my side. Because I can truly be whoever I want with this as my disguise
Despite the pain I face, I find solace in being able to hide behind this facade and be whoever I want to be for just one more night.


All I know is I'm wasting my time. Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time. Belief is getting harder to find, Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.
I feel like I am not making any meaningful progress in my life and that my belief in myself is dwindling as a result of this wasted time.


I look forward to the day I can say "Look what I've done with my life, aren't you proud..." But until that day comes I'll keep holding on for an easy way out.
I long for the day when I can look back on my life and feel a sense of pride and accomplishment, but until then I am stuck searching for an easy way out of this endless cycle.


As I get older my future hasn't got any clearer to me Looking with eyes found at the bottom of a glass is the only way I can see
As time passes, the path ahead of me seems no clearer, and I find myself only able to see my future through the blurry eyes of a drunken haze.


All I know is I'm wasting my time. Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time. Belief is getting harder to find, Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.
Once again, I am reminded of the nagging feeling that I am wasting my time and that my belief in myself is fading as a result.


Empty days and emptier nights always lead me to find I'm waking up on the floor still coughing up blood, Is it worth it?
Despite feeling like I am wasting my time, I continue to face the physical toll that comes with this lifestyle, leading me to question whether it's really worth it.


All I know is I'm wasting my time. Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time. Belief is getting harder to find, Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time. All I know is I'm wasting my time. Yeah, all I know is I'm wasting my time. Belief is getting harder to find, Cause all I know is I'm wasting my time.
Repeatedly, I am faced with the reality that I am stuck in a cycle of wasting my time and that my belief in myself is slipping away as a result.




Writer(s): Christopher Daniel Pennells, Matthew Veck-Gilodi, James Veck-Gilodi, Lee William Wilson, Max Britton, Thomas Ogden Copyright: BMG Rights Management (Uk) Ltd.

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