04 A Lack Of Color
Death Cab for Cutie Lyrics


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And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
When there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
From absorbing everything, the spectrum's A to Z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
All the girls in every gillie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone
To call at 7:03 and on your machine
I slur a plea for you to come home
But I know it's too late
And I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay





This is fact, not fiction
For the first time in years

Overall Meaning

"A Lack of Color" by Death Cab for Cutie is a melancholic song that displays a sense of loneliness and despair. The opening lines state that when the singer sees the subject of their affection, they see them upside down; a metaphor for how they view them versus how they view themselves. The song describes the internal struggle of the singer's sentiments, as their brain tries to make sense of the situation. The lyrics suggest the singer is aware of their situation but feels helpless in rectifying it. The chorus focuses on the idea that someone special is missing from their life, and although they're not together, they know that they're absorbing all of the surrounding activity.


The second verse reveals the singer's loneliness and their attempts to fill the emotional void by reaching out to people they care about. They highlight the desperation and sadness in their tone throughout this verse, as the person they long for is not present. The chorus echoes the same pessimistic tone as earlier, which serves as an emphasis on the idea that while there is so much color to the world, they can't seem to see it, and it holds no meaning without the presence of their loved one.


Line by Line Meaning

And when I see you
Whenever I catch a glimpse of you


I really see you upside down
My perception of you may not be accurate


But my brain knows better
My mind understands reality


It picks you up and turns you around
It corrects the image of you in my head


Turns you around, turns you around
Until you are right-side up and clear


If you feel discouraged
When you lose hope


When there's a lack of color here
When there is nothing that inspires you


Please don't worry lover
Do not fret, my dear


It's really bursting at the seams
The world is overflowing with opportunity


From absorbing everything, the spectrum's A to Z
Every experience and emotion, from the beginning to the end, is available to explore


This is fact not fiction
This is the truth


For the first time in years
After a long time


All the girls in every gillie magazine
The beautiful images of women in magazines


Can't make me feel any less alone
Cannot cure my loneliness


I'm reaching for the phone
I'm trying to make contact


To call at 7:03 and on your machine
To leave a message for you


I slur a plea for you to come home
I beg you to return


But I know it's too late
I must accept it's over


And I should have given you a reason to stay
I understand now that I should have done more to keep you


Given you a reason to stay
I should have convinced you to remain with me


Given you a reason to stay
I should have shown you how much you meant to me


Given you a reason to stay
I should have been a better partner




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Written by: BENJAMIN GIBBARD

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And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
When there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
From absorbing everything, the spectrum's A to Z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
All the girls in every gillie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone
To call at 7:03 and on your machine
I slur a plea for you to come home
But I know it's too late
And I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact, not fiction
For the first time in years"



@anima099

After 13 years of knowing this song, I think I finally understand what it really means.

The song is about someone who wasn't exactly attractive by modern standards, but he saw something in her (I really see you upside down, but my brain turns you around) and that made the feeling "fact," not fiction. He actually feels love for this woman, not just something physical, but everything.

She was insecure, but he reassures her that he truly loves her; the "lack of color" is her insecurity (or trust issues because of past relationships) when his love is really "bursting at the seams, spectrums a to z," i.e. it's as good as love can get.

The problem is, the narrator just didn't convey his love properly. So, she left, maybe out of fear that she'll have her heart broken, or perhaps he didn't feel "serious" enough to commit to something long-term. He thought about calling a prostitute (girlie magazine) thinking it would make him get over her, but he instead got drunk by himself and probably thought hard about calling her until he ultimately did at 7:03 am.

In the end, the narrator regrets not making his love feel more visible, more felt, because he forgot what it means to show you love someone. He would hint why in the line "fact, not fiction for the first time in years," which tells us he also went through a similar relationship, where he felt insecure and "ugly."

tl;dr the narrator was in his "player" era, felt love for the first time in a long time, but fucked it up because he acted like a player.



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@kyledavies3871

This song makes me realize that I get caught up in other people's lives simply because I'm terrified of living my own.

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Kyle Davies Amazing

@MrShahid0072

You just blew my mind!😨

@chickenman515

Profound!

@marktiba5432

I hope you wound up finding a beautiful reason to live and enjoy your own life to the very last drop of it.

@makingsirensounds

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@michaelallegrini222

I've been watching this video when I'm sad for the whole 9 years its been up since I was 13. I'm 22 now. Thank you SO much for this video

@stevecrangle3174

Same here

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+Hebrew Hammer listen to Sedona - Houndmouth. Similar?

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+Hebrew Hammer Are you okay ?

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