Eventide
Digital Faceless Lyrics

I guess everything falls around me
I feel like everything in my life is falling apart.

The past years have been hard its nothing compared to what's coming
Although the past years have been challenging, I anticipate even greater challenges ahead.

Breathless out of ideas to deal with this stress
I am exhausted and have no more ideas on how to handle the stress I am experiencing.

And I'm just breathing in and out to find some sort of peace
I am focusing on my breathing to try to calm myself and find some inner peace.

Inside my system have to face the problems in front of my path
I must confront the problems that are in front of me.

And assume that I gotta deal with my responsibilities
I must accept that I have responsibilities that I need to address.

I cannot mortify myself about the future
I cannot punish or embarrass myself for things that may happen in the future.

I just gotta live to make it happen
I need to focus on living my life and making things happen.

I wish I could care less
I wish I could be less concerned about everything that's going on.

All my dreams are dead and I have no time to be lazy
I feel like my dreams have died, and I cannot afford to be lazy.

It's my turn to face the harsh but simple truth
It's time for me to confront the difficult truth about my life.

I do not wish to run away from my problems anymore
I am tired of avoiding my problems and want to face them head-on.

Don't wanna be lost more than I already am
I don't want to feel even more lost and directionless than I already do.

There's my path in front of me I have to follow it
I have a path ahead of me that I must follow, even though it may be difficult.

Despise all the pitfalls getting your life together is tough
Despite all the obstacles and challenges, it is difficult to get my life together.

What did you expect it to be
What did you expect life to be like?

Wait wait Fading fast Wait wait Rising fast Wait wait In this life I can finally breathe at night
Life can be unpredictable and full of ups and downs, but at night, I can finally catch my breath and find some peace.

It makes me so hard to believe the past has me holding on
I find it hard to let go of the past and move on with my life.

Now I try to get into moving on and write some stuff in that song
I am trying to move on and express my emotions through songwriting.

You were giggling and laughing but for me it was nothing like that
Although others may be happy and carefree, I am struggling to find joy in life.

I'm so crazy at having these thoughts wish it was nothing like that
I feel like my own thoughts are driving me crazy, and I wish I could just be free of them.

Saw a battle with the common and my sadness
I am fighting against common struggles and my own sadness.

Imagining many answers but they ain't asking
I have many possible solutions in my mind, but no one is asking me for them.

You lose attraction and then they forget about the classics
People may lose interest in things that they once loved and forget about the classics.

I cannot lay down in my bed gotta make something happen
I cannot afford to just give up and lay down in my bed, I need to take action.

And make I mean some couple things you know Just so I don't feel like losing it fosho
I need to do something, even if it's just a few small things, to prevent myself from completely losing it.

I really wish I could care less now that Theo mention it
I wish I could be less concerned about everything, especially now that Theo mentioned it.

Now I just have a life I'm constantly questioning
I am constantly questioning my life and my decisions.

But hey maybe there is some little chance And I can be a little bit more happy in advance
Despite everything, maybe there is still a chance for me to be a little bit happier in the future.

Until the day I meet with all of my friends Having right emotions and there's nothing to pretend
I hope that one day I can be with my friends and truly feel happy, without needing to pretend or put on a façade.