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Trauma got my walls up
When I hit the water
You can feel it in my soul
I got cripplin' anxiety
Lost a couple close to me
I don't wanna go back home
Go back home
Feel it in my soul
In my soul
I don't wanna go back home
2,000 miles away from home
Why do I always race to my phone?
I just wanna find a space of my own
Somewhere in outer space where the place is unknown
So many scars for being stabbed in the back
At this point I'm just numb I no longer react
Emotions written on face can everybody see that
Keep going voices in my head keep telling me that
I guess I gotta keep doing the best that I can
No reply to my text but seen you post on the gram
Damn weren't we suppose to be fam
Cuz The pain cuts deep the more closer I am
And you may not understand
I'm Taking off to place in mind I can land
Everything's going the way that I planned
When I realized that my wish is at my command
Trauma got my walls up
When I hit the water
You can feel it in my soul
I got cripplin' anxiety
Lost a couple close to me
I don't wanna go back home
Go back home
Feel it in my soul
In my soul
I don't wanna go back home
I gotta flight in a couple hours
I need my pack bags & after that take a shower
Late nights turn into after hours
And being me is one my super powers
Sorry not sorry this is unapologetic
I fell in love with you and now I'm starting regret it
Forget it I should even sweat it
My hearts broke somebody call me medic
Not too many people in this world I trust
Let go of all the hate that way I can adjust
Way to many problems I can share or discuss
Sick & tired of this shit so I decided to flush
Trauma got my walls up
When I hit the water
You can feel it in my soul
I got cripplin' anxiety
Lost a couple close to me
I don't wanna go back home
Go back home
Feel it in my soul
In my soul
I don't wanna go back home
Said I kill it
Get up
Then I kill it all again
Don't know if I like when I got alotta friends
But a couple stuck around
They my brothas
They my friends
Workin' up a sweat




Always tryna make it better in end
Always tryna make it better in end

Overall Meaning

The first verse of the song Home from Disney's Beauty and the Beast musical, sung by Belle, reflects her feelings of being trapped in the Beast's castle against her will, while also dealing with her father's imprisonment. She sings about how she chose to stay with the Beast to free her father but feels that she does not deserve to lose her freedom in this way. The lyrics "You monster!" are directed towards the Beast, who had taken her father.


In the chorus, Belle questions whether the Beast's castle is now her home and wonders if she should learn to be happy there. She acknowledges that a home should be where the heart is, but her heart is not present, and she feels like it's far, far away. She then muses over what she knows about homes from her childhood, and it becomes clear that she has no fond memories of home, which makes her feelings of being stuck with the Beast even more uncomfortable.


In the second verse, Belle tries to find something good in the tragic place that is the Beast's castle to convince herself to stay there forever, even as she admits that it won't be easy. She sings about her wish to go back to her provincial town and her old life before her father's imprisonment. She then contemplates the possibility of the Beast ever letting her go free someday and suggests building higher walls around her and changing every lock and key, hoping that she will someday be free at last.


Line by Line Meaning

Yes, I made the choice
I chose to stay with Papa


For Papa I will to stay
I'm staying because of Papa


But I don't deserve to lose my freedom in this way
I shouldn't have to give up my freedom


You monster!
I dislike you for forcing me into this situation


If you think that what you've done is right
You think this is the right thing to do


Well then, your a fool
You're foolish for thinking that way


Think again
Rethink your actions


Is this home?
Is this place my home?


Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Is this where I'll find happiness?


Never dreamed
I never imagined that


That a home could be
That a place called 'home' could be


Dark and cold I was told
I was warned that it's dark and cold here


Every day in my childhood
I grew up hearing this


Even as we grow old
Even as we get older


Home should be where the heart is
Home should be where we love to be


Never were words so true
These words have never been truer


My hearts far, far away
My heart is somewhere else


Home is to.
Home is where my heart is


Is this what I must learn to believe in?
Do I have to believe that this is home?


Try to find something good
I'll try to find something positive


In this tragic place
In this sad and awful place


Just in case
In case I have to stay here


I should stay here forever
I might be stuck here forever


Held in this empty space
Trapped in this lifeless area


Oh but that won't be easy
It won't be easy to accept this


I know the reason why
I'm aware of the cause for my unease


Homes a lie
This isn't really home


What I'd give
I'd do anything


To return
To go back


To the life that I knew lately
The life I had before


And to think I complained of that dull, and provincial town
It's funny how I used to complain about my old life


Am I here for a day or forever?
Will I be here temporarily or permanently?


Shut away from the home until
Locked away from my true home until


Who knows when
I don't know when


If my life has been altered once it can change again
If my life has changed before, it can do so again


Build higher walls around me
If I'm trapped here, make it more difficult to get to me


Change every lock and key
Make it impossible for anyone to enter


Nothing lasts nothing holds all of me
There is no permanence or attachment here


Home,and free.
My true home, where I'm free




Lyrics © TUNECORE INC, TuneCore Inc., O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Deston Heiner, Kevin Zulueta

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