Fall
Dr.BraXo Lyrics

I don’t wanna feel alone today, I don’t
The singer desires companionship and doesn't want to feel isolated.

I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
The singer doesn't want to feel like themselves, indicating a sense of dissatisfaction with their current state of being.

I wanna get out, I’m running
The singer wants to escape their current circumstances and is actively trying to do so.

Feels so cold I’m running
The unpleasantness of the situation is causing the artist to feel physically and emotionally cold, prompting them to flee.

It’s torture I'm in in hell right now (You’re never gonna find me)
The situation is causing intense suffering for the artist, to the point of comparing it to hell. The artist feels disconnected from others and believes they won't be found, whether physically or emotionally.

Call out my name right now (You’re never gonna hear me)
Despite wanting to be found, the singer believes they won't be heard by others, indicating a feeling of hopelessness.

Where the hell are you right now You dont wanna talk right now
The singer is questioning the whereabouts of someone they want to communicate with but can't seem to reach.

Oh I don’t wanna feel alone today I don’t I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
Reiteration of the artist's desire for companionship and dissatisfaction with their current state of being.

Clock is ticking there’s no perfect timing But the time you left me was perfect timing
While there may not be an ideal time for things to happen, the artist believes that the timing of the person leaving was optimal in hindsight.

Cause pressure only make diamonds Led me to the key, to keep finding
The adversity the artist has faced has allowed them to discover something valuable, similar to how pressure creates gems and diamonds.

But I'd be lying if I said I wanted to keep trying back then
Despite the lessons learned, the singer admits to not wanting to continue trying during that difficult period.

Put the blame on me like it’s my fault Why is it always my fault?
The artist feels unfairly blamed for something and questions why they're always the one at fault.

Fall apart twice a day Fighting demons everyday
The singer struggles with mental illness and experiences multiple breakdowns throughout the day while fighting inner demons.

Hate me today, my heads in the cloud, drowning in thoughts, either way
The singer is experiencing negative thoughts and believes others dislike them, causing them to feel disconnected from reality.

Find a way, I will never let you take that away Feeling afraid, feel like my skins breaking away
The singer is determined to find a solution to their problems and maintain their autonomy, despite feeling scared and overwhelmed.

I feel my face melting away
The stress and anxiety the artist is experiencing is causing them to feel like they're physically breaking down.

Drag me into this hell pit, trust me I can feel it
The artist feels their current situation is like being dragged into a pit of hell and is aware of the pain it's causing.

I'm the messiah of my soul, but today I can't heal it
The singer is normally able to manage their own mental health but is currently struggling to do so.

Can't take it no more, I have no strength, no amount of love will help, no matter the length
The singer is feeling incredibly overwhelmed and believes that no amount of support or love will alleviate their struggles.

No matter the tangible things you have to give me, soul will always be filled up with hate (Fuck)
The artist believes that no material possessions or external factors will be able to fill the emptiness within them, which is rooted in anger and negativity.

So make me fall apart This is just the start Dreams become nightmares when you're in it
The artist believes that their struggles are just beginning and feels that their dreams have become nightmares due to the difficulty of their situation.

I even held onto this pain for you, you made me fall I need to feel real from you for me to feel at all
The artist has been holding onto their pain for someone else and believes that person is responsible for their current state. They desire authenticity from that person in order to feel any sort of emotions.

I don’t wanna feel alone today, I don’t I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
Reiteration of the singer's desire for companionship and dissatisfaction with their current state of being.

I don't wanna fight no more I don't wanna cry no more
The artist is exhausted from struggling and doesn't want to have to fight or cry anymore.