Numb
Eddie Lyrics


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I don't wanna fall back
Into the darkness into the darkness of your eyes
It makes me feel good
It makes want more
And it brings out all the cries
Don't wanna wake up
And miss my body
Because somebody told me that
I would be happy
By eating candy
Its funny how the broken ones
Are the ones who keep on waiting
Its funny how they say I've won
But in reality I'm caving in
I don't wanna feel it all
Make me go numb
Get me away from all the pain
I don't want to live in a world
Full of lies
Don't wanna end up
In a place where
My heart will beat for you
Don't wanna trust in
Your believes cause
I will start believing too
Don't wanna grow up
And be lonely
Cause that's what people do
Don't wanna drink up
And kill my body
It's funny how a civilized world
Is fighting over whitened pearls
It's funny how the skinny ones
Are the most wanted girls
I don't wanna feel it all
Make me go numb
Get me away from all the pain




I don't want to live in a world
Full of lies

Overall Meaning

In Eddie's song "Numb," the lyrics express a deep desire to avoid falling back into the darkness of someone's eyes, which represents being trapped in a toxic and unhealthy relationship. The singer acknowledges that, despite the pain, there is a certain allure or addictive quality to this darkness. They question the idea of finding happiness in destructive behaviors, such as indulging in candy or believing in false promises. The song explores the irony of those who are broken or vulnerable often being the ones who wait for love and affection, while continuing to feel trapped and hollow inside. The singer also expresses a fear of growing up and becoming lonely, as well as a resistance to conforming to societal expectations.


The overall theme of the lyrics revolves around the desire to escape from pain, lies, and the false promises of happiness. The singer longs to become numb to the emotional turmoil and to distance themselves from a world filled with deception. There is a sense of skepticism towards conventional beauty standards, emphasizing the irony that the "skinny ones" are often considered the most desired, even though they may be struggling internally.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't wanna fall back
I don't want to regress or go back to a previous state or mindset


Into the darkness into the darkness of your eyes
Into the depths of your gaze, which represents a dark and negative influence


It makes me feel good
Engaging with this darkness gives me temporary satisfaction or pleasure


It makes want more
Experiencing this darkness creates a desire for further engagement or involvement


And it brings out all the cries
This darkness evokes deep emotional pain and causes me to express sadness or distress


Don't wanna wake up
I don't want to face reality or become aware of the true situation


And miss my body
And neglect or disregard my own physical and emotional well-being


Because somebody told me that
Due to the influence or advice of others


I would be happy
I would experience joy or contentment


By eating candy
By indulging in simple, superficial pleasures or distractions


Its funny how the broken ones
It's ironic or peculiar how those who are emotionally damaged or suffering


Are the ones who keep on waiting
Are the ones who continue to have hope or anticipation


Its funny how they say I've won
It's ironic or contradictory how others perceive me as successful or victorious


But in reality I'm caving in
But in truth, I am collapsing or deteriorating internally


I don't wanna feel it all
I don't want to experience all of the intense emotions or pain


Make me go numb
Desire to become emotionally detached or insensitive


Get me away from all the pain
Remove me from the suffering or anguish


I don't want to live in a world
I don't want to exist in a reality or society


Full of lies
That is filled with deceit or falsehoods


Don't wanna end up
I don't want to find myself in a certain situation or place


In a place where
In a scenario or context in which


My heart will beat for you
I would invest my emotions and feelings deeply in you


Don't wanna trust in
I don't want to rely on or have faith in


Your believes cause
Your opinions or convictions, because


I will start believing too
I would also adopt or accept those beliefs


Don't wanna grow up
I don't want to mature or become an adult


And be lonely
And experience feelings of isolation or solitude


Cause that's what people do
Because that is a common or expected outcome for individuals


Don't wanna drink up
I don't want to consume alcohol excessively


And kill my body
And harm or damage my physical well-being


It's funny how a civilized world
It's ironic or absurd how a supposedly advanced society


Is fighting over whitened pearls
Engages in conflicts or disputes over superficial or material possessions


It's funny how the skinny ones
It's ironic or strange how individuals who are thin or physically attractive


Are the most wanted girls
Are desired or sought after the most




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Written by: Josephine Nobel

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

zephyr

Lyrics:
I don't feel anything
And every day's the same
Its getting colder now
And I can't feel my face

(I can't feel my face)

I feel dead inside
I can't see an end to this
Mind gets amplified
I just wanna feel again


Oh

[Instrumental]

I'm so numb
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I'm so dumb
Do you know
What I need to feel good again (? couldn't pick this line out clearly)


[Instrumental]
(I can't feel my face) x a lot of times

I don't care whatcha do
I see right through you
All go back and forth
Yeah, I'm onto you
(Onto you)


I see black inside
I can't see an end to this
Mind gets amplified
I just wanna feel again


Oh


[Instrumental]
(Onto you)
(I can't feel my face) x a lot of times



All comments from YouTube:

Zerky sigma

I am consistently enjoying Eddie's music. I'd like to see him get more popular.

Blue

Probably won't happen with bloody Stay Puft on the stages.

LIQUID STEREO

This song has pretty cool vibe.
Kinda sounds like a Aphex Twin, Nine Inch Nails, and REZZ mashup

Moeturr

I normally don't listen to this kind of stuff, but this

This is the good shit.

Dean Watt

Really unique track in its tempo and feel. That's music.

chromaroofllc

Something unexpected but gold from mau5trap.

cobaltno51

I was not expecting the bass to hit so hard. 20 seconds in my left lung collapsed, but its alright. Still got one left and the medics will be here in four and a half minutes, so I guess I'll go ahead and just finish listening.

chipsnever957

Pretty good way to go tbh

Raphael Gomi

Whoooah there :o
what is this?!? Sounds incredible, having a downbeat first drop like this right after those menacing scary yet beautiful vocals from Q'Aila, makes for a really unique atmosphere, like walking on a cementary, the zombies slowly chasing you. They're slow, but you know you can't escape anyway. So does the progression of this resemble so much more than just a banging track, but instead a thrilling story. An adventure in form of sound. EDDIE is my favourite artist on Mau5trap and this might just be my new top 1 from him. gorgeous work guys, thanks for that <3 much love

castronautmusic

🤣 zombies

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