Hinge of the Year
Emily Portman Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

After a heady night out on the tiles
As the the nightclubs spill onto the street
There's vodka and wine and blood in the gutters
The drunkards they mutter unsteady on their feet
Wouldn't it be fine to climb up on the roof
See the lights of the city spread out like a galaxy
And with a little Dutch courage inside of me
I'll take a leap of faith in search of proof

Here I sway as the hinge of the year swings around
One sip from the hip flask just might bring the ground a little nearer
Might bring these swirling lights clearer
Might just topple this fear
as the hinge of the year swings around

Searching for proof as these
That these feathers are no flight of fancy
For they've never been flown(?)
Been hiding them under my coat all the winter
But lately how they've grown
So have I, shot up like a weed through the concrete
I'm sweeter than honey dad, that's what they tell me
I make them so heady, a little unsteady on their feet
Until they run from me

Here I sway as the hinge of the year swings around
One sip from the hip flask just might bring the ground a little nearer
Might bring these swirling lights clearer
Might just topple this fear
as the hinge of the year swings around

I won't be anyone's stone carved angel
I'm gristle and feather and bone
I won't be anyone's bird in a cage
No freaks how on a stage
So leave me alone
I knew I was different ever since I hatched out
And I don't need to stumble on rooftops and shout

But here I sway as the hinge of the year swings around
One sip from the hip flask just might bring the ground a little nearer
Might bring these swirling lights clearer
Might just topple this fear
as the hinge of the year swings around

Here I sway as the hinge of the year swings around
One sip from the hip flask just might bring the ground a little nearer
Might bring these swirling lights clearer
Might just topple this fear
as the hinge of the year swings around





I'll take my first footing and part with my old friend the ground

Overall Meaning

The song "Hinge of the Year" by Emily Portman talks about taking a leap of faith and facing fears. The lyrics describe the aftermath of a night out, where the streets are filled with drunk and unsteady people. The singer of the song contemplates climbing up on the roof to see the lights of the city and find the courage to take a leap of faith. As the hinge of the year swings around, she hopes to prove to herself and others that her feathers, which she has been hiding, are not just a flight of fancy. She has grown and changed in a way that people around her notice and the singer wants to show them that she won't be anybody's stone-carved angel trapped in a birdcage. She will take her first footing and leave her old friend, the ground, behind.


The song has a clear metaphorical meaning that talks about taking risks and shedding old skins to become something more beautiful and meaningful. The hinge of the year can be interpreted as a pivotal moment, either in one's personal life or in the world, that signals change and growth. Emily Portman uses vivid imagery to describe the mood and atmosphere of the song, including the drunkards muttering and the feathers hiding under her coat. The use of the hip flask and Dutch courage also highlights the themes of bravery and taking risks.


Line by Line Meaning

After a heady night out on the tiles
After having an enjoyable and lively night out


As the nightclubs spill onto the street
As people leave nightclubs and take to the streets


There's vodka and wine and blood in the gutters
There is alcohol and possibly violence on the streets


The drunkards they mutter unsteady on their feet
The intoxicated people stumble and speak incoherently


Wouldn't it be fine to climb up on the roof
Wouldn't it be nice to go climb a rooftop


See the lights of the city spread out like a galaxy
See the city lights that resemble a galaxy


And with a little Dutch courage inside of me
And with a little alcohol to bolster my courage


I'll take a leap of faith in search of proof
I will take a risk to find evidence or confirmation


Here I sway as the hinge of the year swings around
I am unstable as the year turns


One sip from the hip flask just might bring the ground a little nearer
A drink from my flask may make me feel closer to the ground


Might bring these swirling lights clearer
It might make these lights appear more distinct


Might just topple this fear
It might help me overcome my fear


Searching for proof as these
Looking for proof as I do this


That these feathers are no flight of fancy
That these feathers are not just a whimsical idea


For they've never been flown(?)
They may have never been used for their intended purpose


Been hiding them under my coat all the winter
I have been concealing them under my coat all winter


But lately how they've grown
But recently they have been growing


So have I, shot up like a weed through the concrete
I too have grown rapidly despite adversity


I'm sweeter than honey dad, that's what they tell me
People say that I am charming and attractive


I make them so heady, a little unsteady on their feet
I have a strong effect on people, making them feel intoxicated


Until they run from me
Until they want to escape from me


I won't be anyone's stone carved angel
I refuse to be someone's idealized figure or statue


I'm gristle and feather and bone
I am a living being, composed of flesh and bone


I won't be anyone's bird in a cage
I refuse to be trapped or controlled like a caged bird


No freaks how on a stage
I will not be displayed as a spectacle or oddity on a stage


So leave me alone
Leave me be, I wish to be independent


I knew I was different ever since I hatched out
I have known since birth that I was unique


And I don't need to stumble on rooftops and shout
I don't need to engage in reckless behavior to affirm my identity


I'll take my first footing and part with my old friend the ground
I will take a new step in my life journey and leave behind what has been familiar




Contributed by Hailey Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found

More Versions