Déjà vu
Eminem Lyrics


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DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
Possible overdose, substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight
He's intubated and we're bagging him now
Uh, BP 90 over palp, patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
Has aspirated, uh, GSC is 3
Will update en route, ETA, ten minutes
As I fall deeper into a manic state
I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
Start off with the NyQuil, like, "I think I'll just have a taste"
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium, like, "Yeah, that's great"
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach 'cause I haven't ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
And you'd think that with all I have at stake
Look at my daughter's face
"Mommy, something is wrong with dad I think
He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me
Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat"

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know that's a lie
'Cause I don't and why, I just don't know

"Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?"
That's the devil in my ear, I've been sober a fuckin' year
And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin' hear
"Marshall, come on, we'll watch the game
It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers"
And maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half-buzzed
For half of the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line?
With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
To have another half a glass of wine, sounds asinine
Yeah, I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch, look out for the wall, aim for the couch, I'm 'bout to fall
I miss the couch and down I go, lookin' like a bouncy ball
Shit must've knocked me out 'cause I ain't feel the ground at all
Wow, what the fuck happened last night? Where am I?
Man, fuck, am I hungover, and goddamn, I
Got a headache, shit, half a Vicodin, why can't I?
All systems ready for take off, please stand by

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know that's a lie
'Cause I don't and why, I just don't know

So I take a Vicodin, splash, it hits my stomach, then, ah
Couple of weeks go by, it ain't even like I'm gettin' high
Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah, I'm gettin' by
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die
Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof so you use
There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through
It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze
What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse
"Just get high until the kids get home from school, homes, relax"
And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps
Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see
That's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three?
And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
Has taken four years to just put out an album, B
See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome, Heath
'Cause that Christmas, you know the whole pneumonia thing?
It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think?
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR
Great places to hide 'em, ain't it? So you can lie to Hailie
I'm going beddy-bye, Whitney, baby, good night, Alaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
And wake up in an ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do




But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know that's a lie
'Cause I don't and why, I just don't know

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Eminem's "Deja Vu" describe the rapper's struggle with drug addiction and the effects it has had on him and his family. The opening lines present a series of medical terms and procedures related to a possible overdose, suggesting that this is not the first time Eminem has been in this situation. He then goes on to detail his addiction to prescription drugs, including NyQuil, Valium, Vicodin, and Ambien, and how it has affected his behavior, appetite, and relationships with his daughter and wife. He also expresses a sense of isolation and hopelessness, as though he is caught in a cycle of addiction and unable to break free from it.


The song has been interpreted as a cautionary tale about the dangers of prescription drug abuse, as well as a commentary on the opioid epidemic in America. Eminem himself has struggled with addiction throughout his career, and has been open about his experiences with rehab and recovery. "Deja Vu" is a raw and honest reflection of his personal journey and the toll addiction has taken on his life and career.


Line by Line Meaning

DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
Emergency medical personnel reporting a man in his mid-thirties found unconscious and not responding


Possible overdose, substance unknown
Suspected drug overdose, specific substance unidentified


Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight
Heart rate is weak and irregular at 60 beats per minute, breathing rate is at only eight breaths per minute


He's intubated and we're bagging him now
His airway is secured with a tube and medical staff are manually ventilating him


Uh, BP 90 over palp, patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
Blood pressure is measured at 90 over palpation, patient appears cool, pale, and sweating excessively


Has aspirated, uh, GSC is 3
Patient has accidentally inhaled foreign material into the lungs, indicating a Glascow Coma Scale score of 3, indicating severe neurological impairment


Will update en route, ETA, ten minutes
Will provide further information during transport to the hospital, estimated time of arrival is ten minutes


As I fall deeper into a manic state
As I descend further into an intense and unstable mental state


I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
I have a high likelihood of inheriting the gene that predisposes me to addiction


Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
My blood pressure rapidly increases


I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
I am drawn towards consuming NyQuil and it causes me to crave it


Start off with the NyQuil, like, "I think I'll just have a taste"
I start by trying a small amount of NyQuil, thinking I'll only sample it


Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
After a few sips, I slowly progress


To a harder prescription drug called Valium, like, "Yeah, that's great"
I move on to a more potent prescription drug like Valium, thinking it's a good choice


I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
I initially intend to take only one, but I end up consuming eight


Now I need something in my stomach 'cause I haven't ate
Because I haven't eaten, I now feel the need to have something in my stomach


Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
Perhaps I'll eat some nachos and treat myself to a steak


And you'd think that with all I have at stake
Considering the important things in my life


Look at my daughter's face
Examine the expression on my daughter's face


"Mommy, something is wrong with dad I think
"Mommy, I believe there's something not right with dad


He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me
His strange behavior is unsettling me and causing fear


Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
He refuses to shave his beard and acts as if he can't hear me


And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
All he does is consume Doritos and Cheetos


And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat"
He has fallen asleep in his car while eating a 3 Musketeers candy bar in the back seat


Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
At times, I experience a deep sense of isolation and confusion


Feels like I been down this road before
It seems as if I have encountered this situation in the past


So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
Feeling extremely isolated and emotionally detached, it's as if a force begins to control me


As soon as I go home and close the door
Once I arrive home and shut the door behind me


Kinda feels like déjà vu
It somewhat feels like I am reliving a familiar situation


I wanna get away from this place, I do
I long to escape from this environment


But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know that's a lie
However, I am unable and unwilling to do so, even if I claim that I am making an effort, deep down I know it's untrue


'Cause I don't and why, I just don't know
Because I genuinely don't have the answer, it remains a mystery to me


"Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?"
"Perhaps I'll have a refreshing, cold beer, what could go wrong?"


That's the devil in my ear, I've been sober a fuckin' year
It's my inner temptations urging me to relapse, despite having been clean for an entire year


And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin' hear
That voice of temptation continues to plague me, it's the only thing I can hear


"Marshall, come on, we'll watch the game
"Marshall, come on, let's watch the game


It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers"
It's a matchup between the Cowboys and Buccaneers football teams"


And maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half-buzzed
I convince myself that consuming only half of a drink will result in being partially intoxicated


For half of the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line?
During only part of the duration, but who is responsible for that deceptive thought?


With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
Considering that flawed reasoning, I possess some inclination


To have another half a glass of wine, sounds asinine
To indulge in another half of a glass of wine, it sounds foolish


Yeah, I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
Yes, I understand, but I have never faced any issues with alcohol


Ouch, look out for the wall, aim for the couch, I'm 'bout to fall
Ow, be careful not to hit the wall, try to land on the couch, as I am about to collapse


I miss the couch and down I go, lookin' like a bouncy ball
I fail to land on the couch and end up falling to the ground, resembling a bouncing ball


Shit must've knocked me out 'cause I ain't feel the ground at all
The impact must have rendered me unconscious because I didn't feel the ground


Wow, what the fuck happened last night? Where am I?
Wow, what the hell occurred last night? I have no idea of my whereabouts


Man, fuck, am I hungover, and goddamn, I
Damn, I am experiencing the unpleasant aftereffects of heavy drinking, and damn, I


Got a headache, shit, half a Vicodin, why can't I?
I have a headache, damn it, and I only have half of a Vicodin pill, why can't I have more?


All systems ready for take off, please stand by
I am mentally preparing myself for another round of substance abuse, please wait patiently


So I take a Vicodin, splash, it hits my stomach, then, ah
Therefore, I consume a Vicodin pill, it abruptly enters my stomach, causing a reaction


Couple of weeks go by, it ain't even like I'm gettin' high
After a few weeks, it doesn't feel as if I'm achieving a state of intoxication


Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah, I'm gettin' by
Now I require it solely to avoid experiencing withdrawal symptoms, yeah, I'm barely coping


Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die
I wouldn't even be using these drugs if DeShaun hadn't passed away


Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof so you use
Oh yes, there's a justification, you lose Proof, so you resort to substance abuse


There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through
There are different standards now, it's considered acceptable if it aids in your survival


It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze
It's twelve noon, there's no harm in purposely falling asleep


What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
What else is surprising? Screw it, what actions would Elvis Presley take if he were in your position?


Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse
Now I find myself three months later, fully succumbing to my addiction once again


"Just get high until the kids get home from school, homes, relax"
"I'll just get intoxicated until the children return from school, my friend, and then I can relax"


And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac
Due to my belief that I suffer from insomnia


I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps
I rely on these pills to help me sleep, which leads me to take three separate naps


Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see
Simply to be capable of functioning during the day, let's evaluate


That's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three?
That's one Ambien pill for each nap, and how many Valium pills? Three?


And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
As a result, I typically only achieve approximately one hour of quality sleep


Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
Alright, so now you understand the underlying reason behind why he


Has taken four years to just put out an album, B
Has taken four years to release a single album, my friend


See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome, Heath
You see, you and I almost experienced the same fate, Heath


'Cause that Christmas, you know the whole pneumonia thing?
Because on that Christmas, remember the whole pneumonia situation?


It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think?
It was nonsense, was it the methadone, do you suppose?


Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
Or maybe the hydrocodone pills you conceal within your pornographic materials?


Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR
Stored inside the cases of your VCR tapes, along with your Ambien CR


Great places to hide 'em, ain't it? So you can lie to Hailie
Clever locations for concealing them, aren't they? Therefore, you can deceive Hailie


I'm going beddy-bye, Whitney, baby, good night, Alaina
I am going to sleep now, Whitney, my dear, good night, Alaina


Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
Go into the room and close the bedroom door


And wake up in an ambulance
Only to wake up inside an ambulance


They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn
They explained that they discovered me lying on the bathroom floor, damn




Lyrics © Society of Composers, Authors and Music Publishers of Canada (SOCAN), Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Trevor Lawrence Jr., Mike Elizondo, Mark Batson, Sean Cruse, Marshall Mathers, Dawaun Parker, Andre Young

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Honour


on The Real Slim Shady

May I have your attention, please?
May I have your attention, please?
Will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
I repeat, will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
We're gonna have a problem here

Y'all act like you never seen a white person before
Jaws all on the floor like Pam like Tommy just burst in the door
And started whoopin' her ass worse than before
They first were divorced, throwing' her over furniture (ah)
It's the return of the "ah, wait, no way, you're kidding
He didn't just say what I think he did, did he?"
And Dr. Dre said, nothing, you idiots
Dr. Dre's dead, he's locked in my basement (ha ha)
Feminist women love Eminem
"Chicka, chicka, chicka, Slim Shady, I'm sick of him
Look at him, walkin' around, grabbing' his you-know-what
Flippin' the you-know-who"
"Yeah, but he's so cute though"
Yeah, I probably got a couple of screws up in my head loose
But no worse than what s going' on in your parents' bedrooms
Sometimes I wanna get on TV and just let loose
But can't, but it's cool for Tom Green to hump a dead moose
"My bum is on your lips, my bum is on your lips"
And if I'm lucky, you might just give it a little kiss
And that's the message that we deliver to little kids
And expect them not to know what a woman's clitoris is
Of course they're gonna know what intercourse is
By the time they hit fourth grade
They've got the Discovery Channel, don't they?
We ain't nothin' but mammals, well, some of us, cannibals
Who cut other people open like cantaloupes
But if we can hump dead animals and antelopes
Then there's no reason that a man and another man can't elope
But if you feel like I feel, I got the antidote
Women, wave your pantyhose, sing the chorus, and it goes

I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?

Will Smith don't gotta cuss in his raps to sell records
Well, I do, so fuck him and fuck you too
You think I give a damn about a Grammy?
Half of you critics can't even stomach me, let alone stand me
"But Slim, what if you win, wouldn't it be weird?"
Why, so you guys could just lie to get me here?
So you can sit me here next to Britney Spears?
Shit, Christina Aguilera better switch me chairs
So I can sit next to Carson Daly and Fred Durst
And hear 'em argue over who she gave head to first
Little bitch put me on blast on MTV
"Yeah, he's cute, but I think he's married to Kim, hee-hee"
I should download her audio on MP3
And show the whole world how you gave Eminem VD (ah)
I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups
All you do is annoy me, so I have been sent here to destroy you
And there's a million of us just like me
Who cuss like me, who just don't give a fuck like me
Who dress like me, walk, talk and act like me
And just might be the next best thing, but not quite me

'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?

I'm like a headtrip to listen to, 'cause I'm only giving' you
Things you joke about with your friends inside your living' room
The only difference is I got the balls to say it in front of y'all
And I don't gotta be false or sugarcoat it at all
I just get on the mic and spit it
And whether you like to admit it, I just shit it
Better than ninety percent of you rappers out can
Then you wonder, "how can
Kids eat up these albums like Valiums?"
It's funny, 'cause at the rate I'm going, when I'm thirty
I'll be the only person in the nursing home flirting
Pinching nurses asses when I'm jacking off with Jergens
And I'm jerking, but this whole bag of Viagra isn't working
And every single person is a Slim Shady lurking
He could be working at Burger King, spitting' on your onion rings
Or in the parking lot, circling, screaming, "I don't give a fuck"
With his windows down and his system up
So will the real Shady please stand up
And put one of those fingers on each hand up?
And be proud to be outta your mind and outta control
And one more time, loud as you can, how does it go?

I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?

Ha ha, I guess there's a Slim Shady in all of us
Fuck it, let's all stand up

Noah


on Remember Me?

Remember me? S executions
Remember me? I have no remorse
Remember me? I'm high-powered
Remember me? I drop bombs like Hiroshima

For this one, they scream "X, you retarded?!"
'Cause I grab the mic and get down like syndrome
Hide and roam into the masses
Without boundaries, which qualifies me
For the term "universal" without no rehearsal
I leak words that's controversial
Like I'm not the one you wanna contest, see
'Cause I'll hit your ass like the train did that bitch
That got banned from TV, heavyweight getup
Hit you, watch your whole head split up
Loco is the motion, we comin' through
Hollow-tips is the lead the .45 threw

Remember me? Throw your guns in the air
Remember me? Slam, slam
Remember me? Nigga, back the fuck up
Remember me? Chka-chka-Onyx

Niggas that take no for an answer get told no
Yeah, I been told no, but it was more like "No! No! No!"
Life a bitch, met her, fuck you if you let her
Better come better than better to be a competitor
This vet is ahead of the shit, it's all redder, you deader and deader
A medic instead of the cheddars and credda
Settle vendetta with metal Beretta from ghetto to ghetto
Evidence, nope, never leave a shred of
I got the soul of every rapper in me, love me or hate me
My moms got raped by the industry and made me
I'm the illest nigga ever, I told you
I get more pussy than them dyke bitches Total
Want beef, nigga? Pfft, you better dead that shit
My name should be Can't-Believe-That-Nigga-Said-That-Shit
Probably sayin' he ain't a killer, but I'm killin' myself
Smoke death, fuck bitches raw on the kitchen floor
So think what I'ma do to you, have done to you
Got niggas in my hood who'd do that shit for a blunt or two
What you wanna do? Cocksuckers, we Glock busters
'Til the cops cuff us, gon' start ruckus and drop blockbusters
Round the clock hustlers, you cannot touch us
I'm gettin' wires, niggas wantin' me dead
Wantin' my head, you think it could be somethin' I said?

Remember me? I just don't give a fuck
Remember me? Yeah, fuck you too
Remember me? I'm low down and I'm shifty
Remember me? I'm Shady

When I go out, I'ma go out shootin'
I don't mean when I die, I mean when I go out to the club, stupid
I'm tryin' to clean up my fuckin' image
So I promised the fuckin' critics
I wouldn't say "fuckin'" for six minutes
(Six minutes, Slim Shady, you're on)
My baby's mom, bitch made me an angry blonde
So I made me a song, killed her and put Hailie on
I may be wrong, I keep thinkin' these crazy thoughts
In my cranium, but I'm stuck with a crazy mom
(Is she really on as much dope as you say she's on?)
Came home and somebody must've broke in the back window
And stole two loaded machine guns and both of my trench coats
Six sick dreams of picnic scenes
Two kids, sixteen, with M-16s and ten clips each
And them shits reach through six kids each
And Slim gets blamed in Bill Clint's speech to fix these streets?!
Fuck that! Pfft, you faggots can vanish to volcanic ash
And reappear in hell with a can of gas and a match
Aftermath, Dre, grab the gat, show 'em where it's at
(What the fuck you starin' at, nigga?)

Don't you remember me?
Remember me?
Remember me?
Remember me? (Slim Shady!)

28Rivals


on Lose Yourself

@elchihuahua420 Damn bro, stay strong "You only get one shot don't miss your chance to blow." Don't let them bring you down in life and keep pushing

Noah


on Till ICollapse

Not Afraid

hope


on The Real Slim Shady

hi

eminem


on Crazy In Love

great song

serenity noble


on Lose Yourself

awesome

serenity noble


on The Real Slim Shady

awesome

serenity noble


on Lose Yourself

i love it
#eminemfan

Mind Space Apocalypse


on ShadyXV

Greatest of all time

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