Phonecall 45
Emm Gryner Lyrics


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A corporate nightmare on a Sunday night
A grown-up reminder that I am still alive
I don't need another friend maybe you do
The speedway burned to nothing and I thought there might be you

I called Jonny up and I said
These are the things that I'd like to forget
I've had x number of endings
X number of endings
When do I begin
When do I begin

Los Angeles invades my privacy
Love and respect in the front of a book lied again to me
I don't need another war maybe you do
A list of all the things that do not belong to you'

The lava train came through my northern town
I will show you mine if you show me around




I don't need another rush maybe you do
Deep inside I know I am coming back for you

Overall Meaning

Emm Gryner’s “Phonecall 45” is a reflective song which addresses vast concepts like stagnancy, frustration, and unfulfillment. The first verse conveys a dispiriting feeling of being caught up in the monotony of routine life, “A corporate nightmare on a Sunday night”. It highlights the crucial realization that she is alive but questions the purpose of mere existence. The lines “I don't need another friend maybe you do / The speedway burned to nothing and I thought there might be you” reveal the emptiness and loneliness she feels with the need for companionship which she is still not sure of wanting. The burning of the speedway metaphorically signifies the end of something important and the hope that there might be someone by her side to share the pain.


The second verse deals with the falsehoods in relationships that often cause hurt when the truth is revealed. The line, “Love and respect in the front of a book lied again to me” indicates that someone she trusted had misled and betrayed her. To escape from this, she explores what she doesn't need, like another war, and shifts her focus to the things she craves, perhaps someone she hopes to connect with. The phrase “The lava train came through my northern town” may be a reference to a slow movement that causes damage over time, but the line “I will show you mine if you show me around,” suggests a desire to trust someone and be vulnerable. The chorus “I’ve had x number of endings, when do I begin” clearly shows that the singer has had enough failed attempts and is now looking out for a fresh start.


Line by Line Meaning

A corporate nightmare on a Sunday night
A terrible experience related to work on a weekend night


A grown-up reminder that I am still alive
Something that happened made the singer realize that they are still alive and facing adult responsibilities


I don't need another friend maybe you do
The singer doesn't desire the company of more friends, but suggests that someone else might


The speedway burned to nothing and I thought there might be you
Something important burned to the ground, and the singer considered that someone they care about might have been hurt in the incident


I called Jonny up and I said
The singer made a phone call to a person named Jonny


These are the things that I'd like to forget
The singer wishes to forget certain things that happened


I've had x number of endings
The singer has had a specific number of endings, which is not specified in the lyrics


When do I begin
The singer is unsure when to start moving forward


Los Angeles invades my privacy
The city of Los Angeles is interfering with the singer's ability to have privacy


Love and respect in the front of a book lied again to me
The things written about love and respect in a book did not turn out to be true for the singer


I don't need another war maybe you do
The singer doesn't want to engage in any more conflicts, but suggests that someone else might


A list of all the things that do not belong to you
The singer has made a list of things that are not someone else's property


The lava train came through my northern town
Something destructive entered the singer's town from the north


I will show you mine if you show me around
The singer is willing to share something in exchange for being shown something else


I don't need another rush maybe you do
The singer doesn't want to experience anything else exciting, but suggests that someone else might


Deep inside I know I am coming back for you
The singer has a strong sense that they will return to someone they care about




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