Ajar
Endeavor Lyrics


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Here we go again. The door closes again. The day winds down, twisting all appreciation into a forgotten mass. Sleep away. My intentions to keep up are combatted by the urge to sleep this discouragement away as if it will disappear. Sometimes I just want to be alone with no one to scratch my back or tell me its okay. Nor sleep to try and forget about this time. so not this time. It's not martydom...its the best that I can do to try to make some sense out of what I'm feeling inside. I don't expect you to understand, but I hope you can pardon me if I seem to slip out of your world from time to time. But I am trying... Here we go again. The door looks so tempting to close with me inside but I try to leave it alone.




Overall Meaning

In Endeavor's song Ajar, the lyrics seem to convey feelings of discouragement and a desire for solitude. The repetition of "here we go again" and "the door closes again" suggests a sense of repetition and monotony that the singer is struggling to break free from. The day winding down appears to twist all appreciation into a forgotten mass, indicating a sense of disillusionment with the world around them. The singer's intentions to keep up are combatted by an overwhelming urge to sleep away their discouragement, a coping mechanism that may provide temporary relief but ultimately cannot make their problems disappear.


The singer expresses a desire to be alone, without anyone to scratch their back or tell them it's okay. This may suggest a need for space and self-care, as well as a desire to avoid relying on others for comfort. The singer does not want to sleep to forget about their problems this time, suggesting a willingness to confront and process their emotions instead of simply trying to escape them.


Line by Line Meaning

Here we go again.
Starting all over again, I find myself back in this situation.


The door closes again.
Once again, I'm closing the door to end the day.


The day winds down, twisting all appreciation into a forgotten mass.
As the day comes to an end, I start to forget about everything positive that happened.


Sleep away.
I want to sleep and forget about everything that happened today.


My intentions to keep up are combatted by the urge to sleep this discouragement away as if it will disappear.
Even though I want to stay motivated, I'm tempted to just sleep away this feeling of discouragement in hopes that it will go away.


Sometimes I just want to be alone with no one to scratch my back or tell me its okay.
There are times where I desire to be alone without anyone comforting me or telling me everything is alright.


Nor sleep to try and forget about this time.
I don't want to sleep this feeling away in hopes that I'll forget about it later.


so not this time.
But, this time, I'm taking a different approach.


It's not martydom...its the best that I can do to try to make some sense out of what I'm feeling inside.
It's not about martyrdom or pretending to suffer, but rather it's my way of trying to make sense of my emotions and cope with them.


I don't expect you to understand, but I hope you can pardon me if I seem to slip out of your world from time to time.
I don't anticipate you understanding what I'm going through, but I hope you will forgive me if I seem distant at times.


But I am trying...
Nevertheless, I am still making an effort.


Here we go again.
Once again, I'm back here, but I'm not giving up just yet.


The door looks so tempting to close with me inside but I try to leave it alone.
Although I want to close myself in, I'm resisting the urge and trying to keep moving forward.




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Comments from YouTube:

@xMarksimusx

Suggestion: before getting completely destructive on the car door sensor, try spraying a generous amount of contact cleaner and maybe even some degreaser up in that spot. I tried this and the door sensor started working again.

@selwynmomberg6113

for a few weeks and then back to frustration supreme AGAIN. Nope break it to fix it!

@bobbg9041

Selwyn Momberg
Don't ya mean unbreak it to fix it?

@jimmygreene284

Happened again the next day, repeat process and empty half a can up there, problem came back a week later and lubricant won't fix. Probably going to do this. Oh by the way I have 2013 Flex

@franknitty9875

Been there done that

@historyraven99

​@@franknitty9875Same. Even when I had to replace my entire break system, 2011 Edge, the mechanic got so frustrated. He used WD 40 and it only lasted about a month. He wants the same as the dealer to fix it. It already cost me 2 batteries and I just got a new one. I don't recommend these SUVs. I've spent 1/4 of what I paid for it (used but really clean). Now I know why I got such a bargain. My Ford Escape never gave me problems. Should've just kept it, would be vintage now.

@TOOLology1

**GUYS! BEFORE BREAKING THIS PIECE OFF, ENSURE THAT THE PART THAT THE GUY IN THIS VIDEO BREAKS IS ACTUALLY YOUR CULPRIT!** Sorry about the caps, but I don't want people breaking this part on their vehicle just to continue having the door ajar error issue. I used to think that this part was causing my door ajar problem, but in my case, the problem is actually caused by the wiring harness that runs between my door and my truck body. The wiring harness is designed to feed in and out of your truck everytime you open and close your door. It's guided by a rubber accordion-style sieve that collapses in on itself, and a hard plastic guide-line that keep your wiring from bending and breaking. However, a lot of Ford doors have an issue where the hard plastic guide-line will start to bend, which then causes your wiring harness to bend everytime you open and close your door. Over a period of time, these wires will start to break. When the wire that feeds your door ajar sensor breaks, then your vehicle will constantly think that the door is open, giving you the same error that the guy in this video has. I hope this comment helps someone.

@deprofundis3293

Harold Stewart Thanks for the warning! Is that something that's easily fixed? Sometimes my car (Toyota Celica) recognizes that the door is closed, but most of the time, it doesn't. It's not consistent...

@TOOLology1

deprofundis I deduced that my door ajar issue was caused by my wiring harness when I grabbed the wires and kind of pulled them back and forth. After that, my door ajar alarm stayed on constantly. Hahah! So that's one way to figure out if that's your problem. However, no, it wasn't a difficult fix once I gathered the courage to dive into the issue. On my truck (F-150) I pulled the rubber accordion-style sieve away from my door and shoved it most of the way into the hole that the wires feed through in my truck body to give me room to work. Then I carefully cut the tape or sticky vinyl or whatever that was wrapped around the bundle of wires away, exposing the wires themselves. Once I could see the wires, it was obvious which ones were broken. I actually had 2 broken wires. Then I used these things called "butt splices" to reattach the wires. I stripped the tips of the wires, put the exposured copper wiring into each end of the butt splice, then crimped them to prevent the wires from pulling loose. I taped the bundle of wires back up, then replaced the sieve, and it fixed my problem. Hope this helps. Good luck!

@deprofundis3293

Harold Stewart That is super helpful, thank you!!

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