1. Esoterik is… Read Full Bio ↴There are more than one artists that go by this name:
1. Esoterik is one of several music projects by well-known UK DJ/producer, Kirk DeGiorgio.
2. It is also one of the nickname of Curley Shoop
3. The other is part of the hip hop group Bliss N Eso (Fomerly known as Bliss n Esoterik)
4. Esoterik is a three piece Darkwave Synth band located in Oklahoma City that formed in early 2013.
The bands current members are Allison Eckfeldt (Lead Vocalist, Frontwoman), Brady Bledsoe (Vocals, Electric Guitar. Keyboards and Synth), and Austin Unts Unts (Keyboards/Synth).
Esoterik's music combine elements of 80's Synthpop, and Dark Wave with Electronic Dance.
Their Debut album, Enlightenment was released during December, 2013 - January 2, 2014
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Blood on My Hands
Esoterik Lyrics
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You'll feel better when I find you.
I brought you the stars, They're waiting for you
All I ask is that you please
Just sacrifice your life
You really didn't own it; you just loaned it.
Forsaken the vice, the struggle within;
Balance the scales and let love in.
Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
The distance between us,
It doesn't take a psychic or genius.
Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
When I'm alone these thoughts that I chew,
I'm still hungry will I find you?
You ask for the stars, this I can do.
All I ask is that you please
Just sacrifice your life.
You really didn't own it; you just loaned it.
Foresaken the vice, the struggle within;
Balance the scales and let love in.
We stand so far apart;
Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
The distance between us,
It doesn't take a psychic or genius.
Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
The lyrics to "Blood on My Hands" by Esoterik captures the longing for a lost love that has left the singer with a sense of guilt and regret. The first two lines of the song, "You're never alone. I'm thinking of you," suggest that the singer is trying to reassure the person he is addressing that they are not alone, even though they may feel that way. He then goes on to say that they will feel better when he finds them, implying that they are currently separated.
The next two lines offer a metaphor for their situation: "I brought you the stars, They're waiting for you." This speaks to the idea that the singer has gone to great lengths to provide for this person, symbolized by the stars, yet they are separated and the stars remain "waiting" for them to be reunited. The singer then asks that the person "Just sacrifice your life" before pointing out that they are not really the owners of their life, but rather have only "loaned it." This suggests a larger philosophical idea that we do not really "own" anything in this life, but are simply borrowing time and resources.
The chorus of the song features the repeated line, "Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart," which appears to be a metaphor for the guilt and regret the singer feels about losing this person. The final lines of the chorus - "The distance between us, It doesn't take a psychic or genius" - suggest that the singer feels as though the reason for their separation is clear and obvious, and that reconnecting should not be difficult.
Overall, the lyrics of "Blood on My Hands" convey a sense of deep longing for a lost love, coupled with feelings of guilt and regret. The song speaks to the idea that we do not really "own" anything in this life, and that ultimately our relationships and connections with others are what matter most.
Line by Line Meaning
You're never alone. I'm thinking of you.
You may feel alone, but rest assured that I am always thinking about you.
You'll feel better when I find you.
I believe that you are struggling, but I promise that everything will be better as soon as I find you.
I brought you the stars, They're waiting for you
I have something wonderful waiting for you, and I can't wait to share it with you.
All I ask is that you please Just sacrifice your life You really didn't own it; you just loaned it.
I know that life is tough, but all I ask is that you sacrifice it for something greater. After all, life doesn't really belong to us in the first place.
Forsaken the vice, the struggle within; Balance the scales and let love in.
It's time to give up your self-destructive habits and find balance. Let love into your life.
We stand so far apart; Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
Although we are physically apart, the emotional pain I feel is so strong that it feels like blood is dripping from my heart.
The distance between us, It doesn't take a psychic or genius. Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
Even though we are far apart, it doesn't take a psychic or a genius to see the pain that I am feeling. It's like blood is dripping from my heart.
When I'm alone these thoughts that I chew, I'm still hungry will I find you?
When I'm by myself, these thoughts consume me. I'm always searching for you, hoping that I will find you.
You ask for the stars, this I can do. All I ask is that you please Just sacrifice your life.
You have big dreams, but I can make them come true for you. Just remember that I am asking you to give something up in return.
You really didn't own it; you just loaned it. Foresaken the vice, the struggle within; Balance the scales and let love in.
Life doesn't truly belong to us, and it's time to give up our bad habits and find balance. Love is the key.
We stand so far apart; Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
Our physical distance is great, but the emotional pain I feel is immense. It's like blood is dripping from my heart.
The distance between us, It doesn't take a psychic or genius. Blood on my hands, dripping from my heart.
Even though we are far apart, it's clear to anyone that can see the pain I am feeling inside. It's like blood is dripping from my heart.
Contributed by Victoria Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.