Barnett's debut studio album, LP1 (2014), reached number 16 on the UK Albums Chart and number 30 on the US Billboard 200. It was also nominated for that year's Mercury Prize. She then released the EP M3LL155X (2015) and took a four-year hiatus, after which she released her second studio album, Magdalene (2019). After signing with Atlantic Records, she released the mixtape Caprisongs (2022). Her work has consistently garnered acclaim and has been described as "genre-bending", drawing on various genres including electronic music, trip hop, R&B, and avant-garde.
"Pendulum"
FKA twigs Lyrics
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Finding time, to make my words better (I)
Lately I
Not so present now
Not in love
For your constant fun
You only want me in other spaces
Come fill your gaps with people
I know no one
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
You forgot
How we fell in love
I'm your sweet
Little love maker
You're younger than I am broken
I dance feelings like that sparkle
Summer conversations, not enough
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
(So lonely trying)
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
Wishing the words were enough to consume you
So lonely trying to be yours
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
The lyrics to FKA twigs's song Pendulum explore the themes of loneliness and unrequited love. The first verse depicts the singer as a "sweet, little love maker" who is constantly striving to improve their words and their love-making. However, despite their efforts, the singer is not feeling very present or in love lately. They feel that the person they love is only interested in them in certain spaces, and is constantly seeking fulfillment elsewhere. The second verse highlights the singer's sense of isolation and frustration as they try to be with someone who is looking for something more.
The chorus further emphasizes the singer's feelings of loneliness and rejection. They describe their attempts to be with this person as a "forsaken cause" and wonder how it feels to have someone constantly thinking about them. The repetition of the phrase "so lonely trying to be yours" drives home the sense of desperation and futility the singer is feeling.
Overall, Pendulum is a poignant and introspective look at the struggles of unrequited love and the toll it takes on a person's emotional wellbeing.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm a sweet, little love maker
I am someone who creates love in a tender and affectionate way.
Finding time, to make my words better (I)
I search for time to improve my expression of love through words.
Lately I
Recently,
Not so present now
I am not as attentive and involved as before.
Not in love
My feelings of love have diminished.
For your constant fun
Because you use me for your own amusement and entertainment.
I've got time, but you're tired of waiting
I am available, but you are impatient and unwilling to wait.
You only want me in other spaces
You only desire my presence in certain situations or places.
Come fill your gaps with people
Find someone else to fulfill the emotional voids in your life.
I know no one
I am not familiar with any suitable individuals to recommend for your companionship.
So lonely trying to be yours
I feel isolated and unhappy as I struggle to fulfill my role as your romantic partner.
When you're looking for so much more
You desire something beyond what I can offer.
You forgot
You have forgotten our initial love and affection for each other.
How we fell in love
The story and memories of how we developed romantic feelings for each other.
I'm your sweet
I am the embodiment of your fond and tender memories of love.
Little love maker
A modest nickname to describe my gentle and affectionate nature.
You're younger than I am broken
You are less mature and more emotionally damaged than me.
I dance feelings like that sparkle
My emotions and expressions of love move and radiate in a dazzling way.
Summer conversations, not enough
Our discussions and interactions during the summertime were insufficient to sustain our relationship.
What a forsaken cause
Our relationship is a hopeless and abandoned undertaking.
(So lonely trying)
A repetition and emphasis of my negative emotional state.
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
I wonder how you would react if you knew I was constantly thinking about you.
Wishing the words were enough to consume you
I wish my words and expressions of love were powerful enough to enchant and captivate you completely.
When you're looking for so much more
You are searching for a greater level of satisfaction and fulfillment in romance.
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, BMG Rights Management
Written by: PAUL EPWORTH, TAHLIAH BARNETT
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@EvilYevin
I'm a sweet, little love maker
Finding time, to make my words better (I)
Lately I
Not so present now
Not in love
For your constant fun
I've got time, but you're tired of waiting
You only want me in other spaces
Come fill your gaps with people
I know no one
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
You forgot
How we fell in love
I'm your sweet
Little love maker
You're younger than I am broken
I dance feelings like that sparkle
Summer conversations, not enough
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
Wishing the words were enough to consume you
So lonely trying to be yours
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
@selahcandelaria19
Dylan Buchman wow i donât know who you are and you probably wonât see this because you commented three years ago lol. but thank you so much for your in depth explanation of this incredible form of art. you made me realize something about myself that iâve been confused about for a while. it has to do with relationships and media these days. and i feel like your explanation relates to that a lot.because people are so used to others showing their love and affection over text or even verbally some type of way and recently someone has told me â Selah, I really like you but itâs not working how I thought it was gonna work in my head
We just say gm, have a dry ass convo then I wait for you to text me several hours later then I say how was your day then it repeats
I donât know what we are, but I donât want anything to be forced so I just think we should stay friends for now
Maybe in the near future when we can see each other more hang out more and just vibe more we can try again â
and honestly i thought maybe something was wrong with me. but iâm not worried about constantly reassuring someone that i like them over text . i feel if that if i text someone atleast once day a day that should be enough and they shouldnât be so insecure in themself and question my love for them but nowadays people need that form of reassurance over text or even verbalized. and now that iâve read your comment i can finally realize i can still love someone and be interested while at the same time not conforming to societyâs standards of having to text someone everyday to show interest and if someone canât accept that . then theyâre not the one for me if theyâre unintentionally âdemanding me to changeâ
@mary6303
"Pendulum"
I'm a sweet
Little love maker
Finding time
To make my words better (I)
Lately I
Not so present now
Not enough
For your constant fun
I've got time, but you're tired of waiting
You only want me in open spaces
Come fill your gaps with people
I know no one
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
You forgot
How we fell in love
I'm your sweet
Little love maker
You're younger than I am broken
I dance feelings like they're spoken
So my conversations not enough
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
(So lonely trying)
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
Wishing that words were enough to consume you
So lonely trying to be yours
How does it feel to have me thinking about you?
So lonely trying to be yours
What a forsaken cause
So lonely trying to be yours
When you're looking for so much more
To be yours
@MoonsCamelot
All I could hear when I watched this is what she's said about the experience of directing this video and how detailed her vision is: "I had to explain to the cameraman that âyouâve done it from a manâs eye viewâ,â she says. ââYouâre shooting and youâre going from my face down to my chest and itâs great but itâs not meâ. I was like âletâs look at my calves, letâs look at feet tied up, letâs look at the marks on my arms, letâs find things that are more interestingâ."
She's easily one of the most exciting artists I've seen in a long time. What a goddess.
@jessicacerullo3155
Shibari is a powerful statement. My favorite part about shibari are the marks on the body left from the rope. Knowing this bit of info really helped me appreciate her use of shibari, especially knowing she intentionally brought in a non-male perspective into sexuality. That's incredibly difficult to do. Thanks!
@MoonsCamelot
Jessica Cerullo 100% agree. It's so rare to see any aspect of bondage styles or more broadly BDSM lifestyle treated with respect and nuance. Somehow she's managed to do that in several of her videos, most notably this one and Papi Pacify. And given how she sometimes talks about power and sensuality etc., she's really self-aware about it. It's very cool to see.
@deneilbaker
Reine Camelot I loved the markings on her arm. My favorite part
@apol808
Reine Camelot what with bjork????? Hehe idiot......
@lovewins19
bravo...
@PrincessFunni
"So lonely trying to be yours" Damn her lyrics are really deep
@brittanygonzo5686
PrincessFunni I love this line so much
@starmitchell8149
I cant even understand what she saying let me.listen harder damn I'm trying to like her since I seen her in asap rocky video but I don't know
@nana-yk6rq
@@starmitchell8149 Iike her She's good and Creative. The Voice only!