So Heavy
Feldup Lyrics


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Maybe one day
I'll find sleep
I'll manage to find an escape

I hear the birds
It's the middle of march
Sunbeams in my sunken eyes
Oh I'm 18 now

I know the world will keep on spinning
Even if I had to disappear
I'll be there with you one day
And we'll be surfin the skies

But maybe one day
I'll find love
I'll run away from this city

That I have
Always tried to dodge
And I'd stop being so lonely
I was born to never be free

But as always I get so caught in the dream
That one day I'll wake up from this




Reality seems so distant from me
Yet my heart seems so heavy

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Feldup's song "So Heavy" express the artist's innermost feelings of longing for escape, searching for love and the burden of feeling trapped and lonely. The song starts with an expression of hope that one day the artist will find sleep, a metaphorical representation of freedom from the heavy weight of life. The mention of birds chirping in the middle of March and sunbeams in the sunken eyes adds imagery to the song, conveying a sense of time passing by and the artist's struggle to find a way out of their current situation. The line "Oh I'm 18 now" further highlights the artist's youth and the sense of restlessness that often accompanies that age.


In the next stanza, the artist shares their desire to find love and run away from the city they have always tried to avoid. The repetition of the phrase "maybe one day" highlights the artist's hope for a better future, while the line "I was born to never be free" conveys a sense of hopelessness and resignation. The artist acknowledges that their dreams often feel out of reach and that the reality of their situation is distant, yet their heart feels heavy with the weight of their unfulfilled desires.


Overall, "So Heavy" is a poignant expression of the struggles of youth and the search for a way out of a seemingly trapped existence. The lyrics convey a sense of hopefulness tinged with sadness, and the artist's vulnerability and honesty is sure to resonate with many listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

Maybe one day
There is a possibility that sometime in the future


I'll find sleep
I will finally be able to rest and sleep


I'll manage to find an escape
I will figure out a way to escape from my problems


I hear the birds
I am aware of the sounds of the birds around me


It's the middle of march
It is currently the month of March


Sunbeams in my sunken eyes
The bright light from the sun is shining in my tired eyes


Oh I'm 18 now
I am now an adult, having turned 18 years old


I know the world will keep on spinning
I am aware that the world will continue to rotate


Even if I had to disappear
Even if I were to vanish or leave the world


I'll be there with you one day
I will meet you and be with you sometime in the future


And we'll be surfin the skies
We will travel or fly through the sky, possibly metaphorically


But maybe one day
There is a chance that sometime in the future


I'll find love
I will eventually find romantic love


I'll run away from this city
I will leave this urban area and escape from its problems


That I have
Referring to the city mentioned in the previous line


Always tried to dodge
I have been attempting to avoid the city and its associated problems


And I'd stop being so lonely
I would no longer feel such a strong sense of loneliness


I was born to never be free
I feel trapped and unable to be truly free, and this has been a lifelong struggle for me


But as always I get so caught in the dream
As usual, I become deeply immersed and preoccupied with my dreams


That one day I'll wake up from this
The hope that someday I will escape from my problems and have a better life


Reality seems so distant from me
I feel like the harsh reality of life is very far away from me, or that I am disconnected from it


Yet my heart seems so heavy
Despite feeling disconnected from reality, I still feel weighed down by emotional burdens or stresses




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Felix Dupuis

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Comments from YouTube:

@MarshallRaccoon

Vraiment magnifique cette chanson, je m'en lasse pas. La voix de Feldup est juste mélodieuse. ♥

@williamgoth2085

Enfin quelqu'un qui est d'accord avec moi !

@tixo6326

wouahhh🤩

@Borderlion

J'adore cette chanson, elle me fait un peu penser à your city gave me asthma

@kaamy4444

so underrated un truc de ouf wsh IZKSOSSSDOSNDLSLS’X

@sidneyprescott2111

Tres jolie musique, se serait gentil si quelquun pouvait écrire les paroles afin que je puisse les traduires ❤❤❤ svp

@sidneyprescott2111

Autant pour moi les paroles sont écrites dans la description, merci beaucoup

@sanzu2352

Si un jour tu trouves une chanson de Feldup ou il n'y as pas les paroles, elles y sont toutes avec les paroles sur Bandcamp !

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