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Stockholm
Feldup Lyrics
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And all my friends are going to sleep
I'm five days past my birthday party
But I never really thought about it
I never realized how stupid it was
It didn't stop me from drinking
Or from creating a tinder account
Ooooooooh
I still get bad thoughts in the subway
I still think about you everyday
I still think I'm a toxic friend
I still want to see all of them
There is no cure
I am the disease
There is no cure
I am the disease
So now that I've blown the candles
I realize I couldn't handle
Their looks and their giggles
Pressuring me to pop a bottle
Took a look at your place
Saw you hid all the mess
To fake that it was clean
You know how messy I can be
I still think you lied to me
Comforted me with your fantasies
Telling me that one day
We'll get away
I'm not my parents' son
I was born in an ocean
An ocean of marketing schemes
That worked on me perfectly
I'm in a car that only accelerates
But I think they removed the brakes
Try to find a home in a battlefield
Kept under a giant metal shield
Try to pay your debts and try to forget
Did they actually want us to feel depressed
Speeding
Speeding
Speeding
The train
Until my inevitable death
I'm in a car that only accelerates
But I think they removed the brakes
Maybe we could have seen colors if we weren't all colorblind
I gotta feed my kids but when it'll collapse it won't matter... really...
Sometimes my shoulders feel so heavy, I wanna give up
Sometimes stopping the fight's... - It's tempting
It took us years to get to this point
We never knew why we wanted it
People have grown up since
I've been stuck on my past mistakes
A few little things
Some words I shouldn't have said
Or shouldn't have sung
And shouldn't have erased
I'm in love with my abusers
Isolation is a deadly weapon
I'm in love with my abusers
Isolation is a deadly weapon
I woke up one day
I couldn't walk nor could I stand
My body couldn't resist
Now I think I understand
Jerome are you still proud of me ?
Jerome are you still proud of me ?
Take care of Karen please...
Take care of Karen please...
There is no cure
I am the disease
There is no cure
I am the disease
The lyrics of Feldup's song "Stockholm" depict themes of self-destruction, isolation, and the struggle to find one's place in the world. The song begins with the singer reflecting on their recent failures and feeling disconnected from their friends who are moving on with their lives. The line, "I never really thought about it," highlights the singer's lack of self-awareness and disregard for their own well-being.
The second verse delves into the singer's ongoing struggles with negative thoughts and their obsession with a past relationship. They feel like a toxic friend and express a desire to escape from their current situation. The reference to being born in an "ocean of marketing schemes" suggests the influence of societal pressures and consumerism on the singer's sense of self.
The chorus emphasizes the feelings of being trapped and out of control, as symbolized by being in a car without brakes. The mention of trying to find a home in a battlefield and the question of whether society wants people to be depressed hint at the societal pressures and struggles people face in trying to find happiness and fulfillment.
The final verse touches on the singer's complex relationship with their abusers, suggesting a pattern of seeking comfort in unhealthy relationships. The reference to isolation as a deadly weapon reflects the destructive nature of the singer's self-imposed isolation. The closing lines express a sense of physical and emotional collapse, as well as a plea to someone named Jerome and a request to take care of Karen, which adds a personal touch to the song.
Overall, "Stockholm" explores themes of self-destruction, societal pressure, isolation, and the search for identity and meaning in a complex and demanding world.
Line by Line Meaning
I failed last night, again
Once again, I experienced a failure last night
And all my friends are going to sleep
Meanwhile, all of my friends are going to sleep, leaving me feeling alone
I'm five days past my birthday party
It has been five days since my birthday celebration
But I never really thought about it
However, I have never truly reflected upon it or its significance
I never realized how stupid it was
I was oblivious to the foolishness of my actions
It didn't stop me from drinking
Despite this realization, it did not prevent me from consuming alcohol
Or from creating a tinder account
Nor did it deter me from setting up a tinder account
Or from ever matching with anyone
However, I have never successfully matched with another individual
Ooooooooh
An expression of emotion or emphasis
I still get bad thoughts in the subway
Even now, negative thoughts plague my mind while I'm in the subway
I still think about you everyday
Everyday, thoughts of you continue to occupy my mind
I still think I'm a toxic friend
I continue to believe that I am a harmful presence in the lives of my friends
I still want to see all of them
Despite this, I still desire to spend time with all of them
There is no cure
Unfortunately, there is no solution or remedy
I am the disease
I, myself, am the source of the problem or affliction
So now that I've blown the candles
Now that I have extinguished the candles on my birthday cake
I realize I couldn't handle
I now understand that I was incapable of dealing with
Their looks and their giggles
The way they looked at me and their laughter
Pressuring me to pop a bottle
Pushing me to open a bottle of alcohol
Took a look at your place
I observed your living space
Saw you hid all the mess
I noticed you had concealed the untidiness
To fake that it was clean
In order to pretend that it was tidy or organized
You know how messy I can be
You are aware of the chaotic nature I possess
I still think you lied to me
I continue to believe that you have deceived me
Comforted me with your fantasies
You provided me solace through your imaginative tales
Telling me that one day
Assuring me that in the future
We'll get away
We will escape or find a better situation
I'm not my parents' son
I do not conform to the expectations of my parents
I was born in an ocean
I came into existence within a vast body of water
An ocean of marketing schemes
This ocean symbolizes the multitude of marketing tactics
That worked on me perfectly
These strategies had a flawless impact on me
I'm in a car that only accelerates
Metaphorically, I find myself in a situation that only becomes increasingly fast-paced
But I think they removed the brakes
However, I suspect the brakes have been taken away, leaving me without a means to slow down or stop
Try to find a home in a battlefield
Attempting to establish a sense of belonging within a chaotic and hostile environment
Kept under a giant metal shield
Protected beneath a massive shield made of metal
Try to pay your debts and try to forget
Struggling to repay debts while simultaneously attempting to erase or disregard them from memory
Did they actually want us to feel depressed
Were they intentionally aiming for us to experience feelings of sadness or unhappiness?
Speeding
Proceeding at a high speed
Speeding
Continuing to move rapidly
Speeding
Accelerating further
The train
Referring to the train mentioned in previous lines
Until my inevitable death
Until the point in time when I will inevitably cease to exist
Maybe we could have seen colors if we weren't all colorblind
Perhaps if we did not possess the inability to perceive colors, we would have been able to experience and appreciate them
I gotta feed my kids but when it'll collapse it won't matter... really...
I have the responsibility of providing for my children, but when everything eventually falls apart, it will ultimately hold no significance or importance... truly...
Sometimes my shoulders feel so heavy, I wanna give up
Occasionally, the weight upon my shoulders becomes so burdensome that I feel tempted to surrender or quit
Sometimes stopping the fight's... - It's tempting
At times, the allure of ending the struggle is enticing
It took us years to get to this point
We spent a significant amount of time reaching this stage or situation
We never knew why we wanted it
However, we were never truly aware of the reasons behind our desires for it
People have grown up since
Individuals have matured or developed emotionally since then
I've been stuck on my past mistakes
Personally, I have been fixated on the errors I made in the past
A few little things
Several minor occurrences or details
Some words I shouldn't have said
Certain words that I should not have uttered
Or shouldn't have sung
Or melodies that I should not have performed
And shouldn't have erased
Additionally, I should not have deleted or eliminated certain aspects
I'm in love with my abusers
Regrettably, I am infatuated or deeply attached to those who have caused me harm
Isolation is a deadly weapon
The state of being alone and isolated can have detrimental effects
I woke up one day
One day, I suddenly became conscious or aware
I couldn't walk nor could I stand
However, I found myself unable to move or stand up
My body couldn't resist
My physical being was incapable of fighting back
Now I think I understand
Now, I believe I comprehend or grasp the situation
Jerome are you still proud of me ?
I wonder, Jerome, are you still proud of me?
Take care of Karen please...
Please, ensure that Karen is taken care of...
There is no cure
Unfortunately, there is no remedy or solution
I am the disease
I myself am the cause or manifestation of the problem or affliction
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Félix Dupuis
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@leoj_727
It seems that I'm the only non French speaker who listens to Feldup. Nice stuff btw, love your songs
@Talitresofficial
Feldup being a french youtuber, he sure have a lot of french fans ! Glad you like his songs, we will pass on this kind comment
@oyeahsince1977
Un morceau fleuve fort agréable à écouter en effet. Niveau ambiance on est projeté dans un univers entre la galaxie Muse et la constellation Radiohead. Bravo pour ton travail 😎👌
@bassnarnihil
J'ai vu le live au stade France ça m'a fait penser à du Joy Division. Feldup avait streamé et avait une voix plus cassé et ça avait rendu Post Punk/Cold wave plutôt sympa
@john_lemonax
OUI C'EST EXACTEMENT ÇA
@st.julius3658
Son chef d'œuvre selon moi.
Je trouve que la sonorité de cette album, une fois peaufiné et avec de vrais moyens atteindra des sommets !
@user-lh1uo7iw1x
cette musique me fait des frissons de fou , une masterclass
@meisakich
j'aime tant cette musique, je la connais par cœur, je vibre avec, je vis avec.
une symbiose follement douloureuse et plaisante
si bien écrite, si bien produite, la mélodie, les vocals, les guitares, l'outro, chaque passage. Stockholm, je l'aime.
@Talitresofficial
Merci pour ces mots Mei
@nomad952
Bon ben que dire à part qu'on a là affaire à un gros gros talent ... Et tout ça à à peine plus de 18 balais ...
Chapeau ...