Faces
ForeSin Lyrics

Faces are passing by
Different people are constantly present in my life, but I fail to connect with them on a deeper level.

I do not know a lullaby
I don't have a soothing song or melody to calm my troubled mind.

For me, for my mind, my insane kind
This struggle is unique to me, it pertains to my thoughts and my own troubled nature.

I'm fading, I'm fading away
My presence and significance are diminishing, I'm losing myself in this turmoil.

I know that I'm yearning
I am aware that I am longing for something, but I am unsure of what it is.

I'm losing my mind
My sanity is slipping away, and I feel as though I am losing control of my thoughts and emotions.

I'm falling behind
I am unable to keep up with the demands and expectations placed upon me.

Is there a way out
I wonder if there is an escape or solution to this internal struggle I'm experiencing.

Am I dreaming
I question whether my hazy state of mind and confusion is a product of a dream or reality.

I'm sure that I'm screaming
I am certain that I am expressing my inner turmoil and pain, even if it goes unheard by others.

Am I awake
I am unsure if I am truly awake and aware of my surroundings or if I am in a state of detachment.

Am I drugged
I question if external factors, such as substances or influences, are altering my perception and exacerbating my turmoil.

Am I bleeding
I am uncertain if the pain I feel is emotional or if it manifests physically, causing me to bleed metaphorically.

Am I hurt
I am unsure if the anguish I am experiencing is causing me harm or if I am simply overwhelmed by emotions.

I'm not sure if I'm screaming
I am unsure of the volume and intensity of my internal cries for help, whether they are audible or muffled.

Am I choking awake
I question if I am suffocating in the wake of my internal struggle, struggling to breathe and stay present.

Am I weeping
I wonder if my tears are a manifestation of my pain and despair or if they serve a different purpose.

Am I dead
I ponder if I am metaphorically dead on the inside, devoid of life and vitality in the face of my inner turmoil.

Am I conscious
I question if I am truly conscious and aware of my actions and thoughts, or if I am simply going through the motions.

Yes, I am dreaming
I affirm that my current state of confusion and disbelief is indeed rooted in an ongoing dream-like state.

In moments of anger
During times when my emotions and frustrations are heightened, I find myself causing pain to myself.

I'm causing me pain
I am the source of my own suffering and torment, inflicting it upon myself knowingly or unknowingly.

I'm writing down lyrics for me
I find solace and release in expressing my inner struggles through the act of writing lyrics, serving as a form of self-therapy.

You think I am insane
Others perceive me as mentally unstable or irrational due to the depth and intensity of my emotions.

Don't spike me a nail
Please refrain from adding fuel to the fire, aggravating and intensifying my inner turmoil even more.

Try hard not to judge me
I request that you withhold judgment and attempt to understand the complexities of my internal struggle.

I'll wear no more vail
I am determined to shed the veil that conceals my inner pain and present myself authentically, without disguise.

The bondage is tight
These internal struggles and emotional hardships have bound me tightly, limiting my freedom and sense of control.

A struggle uneven
This ongoing battle within me is imbalanced and unpredictable, causing additional complications in my life.

A nature unkind
My own disposition and inner nature are unsympathetic and harsh, adding to the difficulties I face.

This heavenly hell
My internal turmoil is both agonizing and addicting, a paradoxical experience that consumes me.

My soul in a cell
The essence of who I am and my spiritual well-being are confined and imprisoned within these struggles.

I'll search for a way out
I am determined to find an escape or solution to this internal turmoil, actively seeking a path to liberation.