TASHA gee use the curren… Read Full Bio ↴GILLE (Jill, born 1987), her name is TASHA gee.
TASHA gee use the current stage name CD debut, in 2012 as (Tasha G).
and GilleSound in youtube for cover project.
website: http://www.universal-music.co.jp/gille
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GILLE Lyrics
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hurting you
I know I gotta,
gotta get you off my mind
But I just can't live
without you anymore
I just want you back again
Since the day
I know we both found
somebody else
Still I dream of you,
wanting you back into my life
I know I have a place
to call my home
I know I have somebody
to call my own
It's gotta be wrong
to be lovin' you
I have to let you go
No, we can never be
Never be friends again
I know we can never go back
to being in love again
But I still think of you
And you're always
gonna be the one
So let me just call you
my first love
Still I think about the
good times that we had
And I just reminisce,
reading through the letters
you gave me
And every little thing
that you were dreaming of
It keeps on tearing up my heart
And I know
I really broke your heart
So I thought
I should just leave you alone
I used to think that it's
gotta be a righteous thing to do
But tell me
what's the use of being right
When I can't even hold you
in my arms
When I can't tell you how much
I love and how I want you back
I think I have figured it out
The true meaning of love
Even though I had to go
through the pain of losing you
You'll never come back to me
But you're always
gonna be the one
So you will always be
in my heart
Someday, the time will tell
Why you had to go
Why I have to keep on living
Without you
But I'm wondering
If I can fall in love
Just once again
with somebody else
No, we can never be
Never be friends again
I know we can never go back
to being in love again
But I still think of you
And you're always
gonna be the one
So let me just call you
my first love
Let me just call you
my first love
Let me just call you
my first love
These lyrics tell the story of a person who is struggling to move on from a past love. The singer acknowledges that their love may have caused pain to the other person and understands the need to let go. However, they confess that they cannot live without their former lover and desperately want them back in their life. Despite both parties finding new partners, the singer continues to dream of reuniting with their ex. They acknowledge having a place and someone to call their own, but recognize that their feelings for their first love are wrong. They come to the painful realization that they can never be friends again and can never go back to being in love. Despite this, the singer still thinks of their ex and declares that they will always be the one in their heart, hence referring to them as "my first love."
The second verse reveals the singer's longing for the good times they shared with their ex. They reminisce about reading the letters their ex gave them and the dreams they had expressed. However, these memories only continue to hurt the singer as they reflect on how they broke their ex's heart. The singer initially believed it was the right thing to do by leaving them alone, but now questions the usefulness of being right when it means they can't be with their ex. The singer yearns for the opportunity to hold their ex in their arms again and express their love and desire for them to return. Through their experience of losing their ex, the singer believes they have discovered the true meaning of love, even if it meant going through the pain of losing them. The ex may never come back, but they will always hold a special place in the singer's heart.
In the final section, the singer contemplates a future without their ex. They wonder if they can ever fall in love with someone else, but deep down, they know that they can never be friends with their ex and can't rekindle their past love. Despite this, their thoughts continue to revolve around their ex, remaining as their first love. The singer pleads to call them by this title, emphasizing the significance their ex holds in their life. They express the hope that time will reveal why their ex had to leave and why they must continue living without them. The singer wonders if they can ever find love again but acknowledges that their ex will always be the one in their heart, eternally referred to as "my first love."
Line by Line Meaning
I know my love could be hurting you
I am aware that my love for you may be causing you pain
I know I gotta, gotta get you off my mind
I understand that I need to find a way to stop obsessing over you
But I just can't live without you anymore
However, I am unable to imagine a life without you
I just want you back again
All I truly desire is to have you in my life once more
Since the day we chose to be apart
Since the moment we made the decision to separate
I know we both found somebody else
I am aware that both of us have found new romantic partners
Still I dream of you, wanting you back into my life
Despite this, I continue to have dreams of reuniting with you and yearn for your presence
I know I have a place to call my home
I acknowledge that I have a physical dwelling I can refer to as my home
I know I have somebody to call my own
I recognize that I have someone whom I can claim as my partner
It's gotta be wrong to be lovin' you
I understand that it may be considered inappropriate to continue loving you
I have to let you go
I must make the difficult decision to release you from my grip
No, we can never be
No, we can never be
Never be friends again
We can never revert back to being friends
I know we can never go back to being in love again
I am aware that we can never rekindle our previous romantic relationship
But I still think of you
However, I still find myself constantly remembering you
And you're always gonna be the one
You will forever hold a special place in my heart
So let me just call you my first love
Therefore, allow me to refer to you as my initial experience of true love
Still I think about the good times that we had
Continuously, I reminisce about the pleasant memories we shared
And I just reminisce, reading through the letters you gave me
I find solace in revisiting the heartfelt letters you once wrote to me
And every little thing that you were dreaming of
Every single aspiration and desire you held dear
It keeps on tearing up my heart
These thoughts and dreams continue to cause me emotional pain
And I know I really broke your heart
I am fully aware that I deeply wounded your heart
So I thought I should just leave you alone
Consequently, I believed it was best to give you space and distance
I used to think that it's gotta be a righteous thing to do
In the past, I believed that this action of withdrawal was morally just
But tell me what's the use of being right
However, what is the practical benefit of being morally correct
When I can't even hold you in my arms
If I am unable to embrace you lovingly
When I can't tell you how much I love and how I want you back
If I am incapable of expressing the depth of my love and my desire for your return
I think I have figured it out
I believe I have finally comprehended
The true meaning of love
The genuine essence and significance of love
Even though I had to go through the pain of losing you
Despite enduring the agony of separating from you
You'll never come back to me
You will never return to my side
But you're always gonna be the one
Yet, you will forever hold the position of being the one for me
So you will always be in my heart
Thus, you will eternally reside within my heart
Someday, the time will tell
In the future, the passage of time will reveal
Why you had to go
The reason behind your departure
Why I have to keep on living without you
Why I am obligated to continue existing without your presence
But I'm wondering
However, I am filled with curiosity
If I can fall in love just once again with somebody else
If it is possible for me to experience love once more, this time with another individual
No, we can never be
No, we can never be
Never be friends again
We can never revert back to being friends
I know we can never go back to being in love again
I am aware that we can never rekindle our previous romantic relationship
But I still think of you
However, I still find myself constantly remembering you
And you're always gonna be the one
You will forever hold a special place in my heart
So let me just call you my first love
Therefore, allow me to refer to you as my initial experience of true love
Let me just call you my first love
Allow me the privilege of addressing you as my first love
Let me just call you my first love
Permit me to simply refer to you as my inaugural and most significant love
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Masaharu Fukuyama/GILLE/Komei Kobayashi
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@buibuibuihide
本当にこの人の声は大好き！ずーと聴いていたくなるね。
@wankohana2316
ましゃファン歴25年以上ですが、素晴らしい！声が良いですね。はつ恋がこんな風になるなんて。ましゃとは違う良さがすごかあります！
@user-vq4ok7cs8s
ほんと凄い！ ほんとは寝る時間たのに寝れなくなるくらいあれこれ聞いてしまう、
@ty-tc4fr
good
@kakumaro1220
これ、涙がとまらん
@nobuyukichan
仕事がはかどらない。困る！
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English version
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Kak koi desu