Black Cloudz ft. Evil Pimp
Ghostemane Lyrics

Whatever you're thinking, you better not say
You should be cautious about expressing your thoughts

It might be the last
As it could have severe consequences

You better be cool when I make no pass
Remain calm when I don't show any mercy

I'm fighting the demons that live in my past
Struggling against the haunting memories and mistakes from my past

They all coming back and
They are resurfacing

I'm letting them speak speaking of me
Allowing them to narrate my story

All the unspeakable things I seen in my brain
All the horrifying experiences I've witnessed in my mind

It's hard to be good when
It's challenging to maintain a righteous path when

You need to maintain
There is a necessity to uphold

A level of thought About sending em back
A certain mindset focused on retaliating against them

No time today
I don't have the time right now

If I'm doing right or am I doing wrong?
Questioning whether my actions are morally correct

I'm making my way to get back to the morn'
Striving to return to a better state or time

I'm wondering if I won't be any more
Pondering if I'll ever become something more

Than a broke white kid in a burgundy donk
Than just a financially struggling, Caucasian youth in a burgundy car

I figured if there was a God then
I presumed that if a higher power existed

He would've showed me the way
That entity would have guided me

But I do not care about
However, I am indifferent towards

Another soul besides myself anyway
Any other person's well-being anyway

And now I'm looking around and
And now I'm observing my surroundings and

All I see is desperation
All I perceive is a sense of hopelessness

To the level where making fake
To the extent where fabricating

Claims is normal behavior
False assertions have become the norm

See but I don't fit into the
However, I don't conform to the

Model I was given at birth
Societal expectations imposed on me from birth

Sometimes I look into my eyes and
At times, I gaze into my own eyes and

See things not of this earth
Perceive things that are otherworldly

You talk like you in the struggle
You speak as if you understand adversity

You thinking that you hot shit
Believing that you're exceptional

But what you're going through now is what
But what you're currently experiencing is equivalent to

I went through as a jit
What I endured as a child

But now I'm older and trying to
But now, as I've grown older, I strive to

See life in a positive light
Perceive life with optimism

Until the clouds above my head
Unless the gloomy circumstances surrounding me

This side is looking too bright
Appear excessively promising

To be the light
To offer any solace

I carry myself from the bottom
I have pulled myself up from the lowest point

Never been to the top
I have never experienced great success

I roll the dice when I make it, hoe
I take chances when I achieve something, my dear

Every time that I drop
Each time I release something

Seen a lot of dead presidents
Encountered numerous images of deceased American leaders

But not seen one alive
But have never witnessed a living one

But yet this man at the White
However, this individual at the White House

House is still controlling my life
Stillexerts influence over my existence

So I speak clear to my children
Hence, I communicate concisely with my offspring

Told them this in they ear
Shared this directly with them

To just believe what you see
To solely trust what you witness

And disregard what you hear
And dismiss what you hear

I hope I leave here tomorrow
I desire to depart from this place the following day

See the world through a bottle
Observe the world while under the influence

That's they idol like but yet
That's their kind of idolization, however

I ain't no role model
I am not a figure to be emulated

Struggle hard for a dollar, ain't no rapping
Endure great hardship for money, not through rapping

No eating many nights stayed up late
Having gone hungry countless nights, staying awakened late

I'm in the studio sleeping
Sleeping inside the studio

Time to wait for nobody
I don't have time to wait for anyone

In them houses you buy this life is no DVD
In the lavish homes you purchase, life is not like a DVD

There ain't no hitting rewind
There is no possibility to rewind

What age will I be when I die?
At what age will I cease to exist?

What did my mothers to cry?
What caused my mothers to shed tears?

And all the things that I did
And all the actions that I've taken

Can't look my dad in his eyes
Preventing me from maintaining eye contact with my father

Children was just some petty time wasted
Children were merely a trivial period of time squandered

But now my new sign is here
But now, a new realization has emerged

To give foundation
To provide a strong base

All these black clouds in my life and
These overwhelming difficulties in my life and

I just can't get myself out
I am unable to extricate myself from them

And all the times I thought I
And all the instances when I believed I

Was doing straight but I drowned
Was doing well, but ultimately failed

I just sit back and I'm thinking with
I just sit back and contemplate with

A brass monkey on my side
A strong companion by my side

I would not change a thing even if
I would not alter anything, even if

I can go back in time
I possessed the ability to travel back in time