After attending Northeastern University in Boston, Black pursued an internship at a record label in London, England. There, he immersed himself in the music scene, exploring various aspects such as writing, photography, and composing. Haux began his career by recording tracks and sharing them on SoundCloud, eventually releasing his first digital EP, "The Bluest Sage," on December 8, 2014. In 2016, he released his debut physical EP, "All We've Known," on Akira Records, drawing comparisons to artists like Bon Iver, C Duncan, and Benjamin Francis Leftwich.
Over the following years, Haux continued to release dreamy singles such as "Touch," "Youth," and "Cologne," which were later compiled into his 2018 EP, "Something to Remember." However, during a European tour after the EP's release, Haux experienced severe anxiety, prompting him to take a break from music and confront his formative trauma.
On July 17, 2020, Haux released his debut full-length album, "Violence in a Quiet Mind." The album delves into the themes of family struggles with substance abuse, trauma, and the importance of confronting personal demons for healing. Through introspective and deeply personal songs, Haux reflects on the loss of loved ones, particularly his aunts, and the generational struggle with addiction within his family.
The album was recorded on the Isle of Harris in Scotland, a place significant to Haux's mother, creating an isolated and emotionally charged environment for channeling his feelings. Co-produced by Jamie Macneal and Thomas Bartlett, the album maintains an intimate atmosphere that captures the raw emotions and vulnerability of Haux's storytelling.
Haux hopes that "Violence in a Quiet Mind" will spark conversations about mental health, addiction, and the importance of honesty and empathy. By sharing his own experiences and struggles, Haux aims to provide solace and support for listeners as they confront their own challenges and seek healing from past traumas. The album invites audiences on an intimate and contemplative journey, encouraging self-reflection and embracing the power of healing through music.
Eight
HAUX Lyrics
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I was there (I was there)
I was quiet (I was quiet)
Lost in your stare (lost in your stare)
It was dark (it was dark)
I drew the blinds (drew the blinds)
Let the light in (let the light in)
You went cold, you went cold
You took me in
Caught in two minds
Gave me a home
Taught me to be kind
To say hello
Or wave goodbye
To always love
And never lie
You went cold, you went cold
You went cold, you went cold
I awoke
And you were there
It was silent
I was scared
I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
As you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
As you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
You went cold
You went cold
The lyrics to HAUX's song Eight tell a poignant tale of a child's relationship with an older mentor who teaches them to be kind and honest. The song opens with the singer recounting a moment when the older person was lost in their thoughts while the singer watched them quietly. They drew the blinds to let light in, but it was still blinding. Then, the older person goes cold, and the singer is left with a memory of being held by them as they passed away. The song starts and ends with the repetition of the phrase "You went cold," which conveys both the physical sensation of coldness that comes with death as well as the emotional disconnect that can occur between two people who were once close.
The lyrics describe the older person as a mentor who taught the singer important life lessons. They showed the singer how to say hello and wave goodbye, always love, and never lie. This suggests that the older person was not just a caregiver but also a role model, with a deep impact on the singer's development. However, the song also touches on the sadness and fear that come with the older person's passing. The singer is left alone, and they are scared, suggesting that they have lost an important source of support and guidance.
Line by Line Meaning
When you woke
When you started to become aware of your surroundings
I was there
I was present and in close proximity to you
I was quiet
I was not making any sound or noise
Lost in your stare
I was captivated by the way you were looking at me
It was dark
The environment was lacking in light
I drew the blinds
I closed the curtains or shades over the window
Let the light in
I opened up the curtains or shades to allow sunlight to enter the room
Stinging our eyes
The brightness of the light was causing discomfort in our eyes
You went cold, you went cold
You suddenly became distant and unresponsive
You took me in
You welcomed me into your life
Caught in two minds
Feeling conflicted or unsure about something
Gave me a home
Provided me with a place of shelter and belonging
Taught me to be kind
Instructed me to act with compassion and empathy towards others
To say hello
To greet others in a friendly manner
Or wave goodbye
To bid farewell to others as they depart
To always love
To express affection and care towards others unconditionally
And never lie
To always tell the truth and be honest with others
I awoke
I became conscious after sleeping
And you were there
You were present beside me
It was silent
There was an absence of noise or sound
I was scared
I was feeling frightened and anxious
I was eight
I was a child of eight years of age
And you were old
You were an elderly person
I held your hand
I clasped your hand with mine
As you went cold
As you gradually became unresponsive and motionless
You went cold
You became cold and lifeless
Writer(s): Selima Taibi, Woodson Black
Contributed by Kaelyn G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@naence
When you woke
I was there
I was quiet
Lost in your stare
It was dark
I drew the blinds
Let the light in
Stinging our eyes
You went cold, you went cold
You took me in
Caught in two minds
Gave me a home
Taught me to be kind
To say hello
Or wave goodbye
To always love
And never lie
You went cold, you went cold...
I awoke
And you were there
It was silent
I was scared
I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
As you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
@aimeeahearne6898
Ly When you woke
I was there
I was quiet
Lost in your stare
It was dark
I drew the blinds
Let the light in
Stinging our eyes
You went cold, you went cold
You took me in
Caught in two minds
Gave me a home
Taught me to be kind
To say hello
Or wave goodbye
To always love
And never lie
You went cold, you went cold...
I awoke
And you were there
It was silent
I was scared
I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold, as you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
@Bubblehead640
I'm a 54yr old dad. I found this song on spotify. I thought that my daughter would enjoy it so I played for her and her friend. By the end of the song they were both crying. It's a beautiful song.
@folkloriaon
This song is way underrated it hurts
@calvinbutler5691
This guy is so far out of my usual genre of music. But he's fucking fantastic. Has some real haunting songs ❤
@monikakalaitzidi9009
Earorgasm, like every piece you create. Simply the best!!
@riralex
I am just glad this has no dislikes.
@naence
When you woke
I was there
I was quiet
Lost in your stare
It was dark
I drew the blinds
Let the light in
Stinging our eyes
You went cold, you went cold
You took me in
Caught in two minds
Gave me a home
Taught me to be kind
To say hello
Or wave goodbye
To always love
And never lie
You went cold, you went cold...
I awoke
And you were there
It was silent
I was scared
I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
As you went cold
'Cause I was eight
And you were old
I held your hand
As you went cold
@MrBabepumpkins
3.50am couldn't sleep and find some peace...now I can.
@losangeleslovesyou
People need to be talking about this song. Good lord.
@itsnana2034
❤️❤️, so soft like her heart :,)
@moriahrochelle8200
Beautiful 💚