Domino
Hail the Sun Lyrics

I met a liar who reflected in me but I don't think they could tell.
I encountered someone who mirrored my dishonesty, but I doubt they were aware of it.

I loved a girl who I didn't deserve so I fucked that up as well.
I had strong feelings for a girl who was too good for me, and unsurprisingly, I ruined that relationship too.

I haven't cut a line in 10 long years..it sure does make me think.
It has been a decade since I indulged in destructive habits, and it really makes me reflect on my choices.

I wrote a list of my character flaws..the pen ran out of ink.
I made an attempt to acknowledge and list my personal flaws, but ironically, I couldn't even finish writing them down.

I've said it all along: If you love me, then love me to death.
From the beginning, I've expressed that if someone truly loves me, they should love me unconditionally and intensively.

I'm the noose in the nook.
I am the source of self-destruction and despair, lurking in the shadows.

I'm the bad ending book.
I represent a tragic outcome or an unfortunate conclusion, like a book with a disappointing ending.

I'm the one that you wish got away before you bit the hook.
I am the person you regret being involved with, someone you wish you had avoided before falling into a harmful relationship.

I will always learn the hard way.
I constantly find myself discovering life lessons through difficult and painful experiences.

Compromising those I love.
Unfortunately, my actions often put the wellbeing of the ones I care about at risk.

I'd be fine with hurting myself if it didn't overflow to them.
I could tolerate causing harm to myself if it didn't also negatively affect the people close to me.

You'll feel the weight of my actions.
The consequences of my choices and behavior will impact you in a significant and burdensome manner.

I wish I couldn't tell.
I hope that my harmful intentions were not so evident or discernible.

In spite of all my discretion I'm poisoning the well.
Despite my attempts to be cautious, I am still corrupting and tainting the situation or relationship.

Well
A pause or filler word, indicating a shift in thought or a moment of reflection.

I had a girl who was too good for me, she soon would see the same.
There was a girl in my life who deserved someone far better than me, and eventually, she realized it as well.

Do as I say and never as I do..I've put that rule to shame.
I hypocritically advised others to act differently than I do, but I have failed to uphold that principle myself.

I'm the rush that you get when you want to, but can't bear to, look.
I am the thrilling yet overpowering temptation that arises when you desire to observe something despite your inability to face it.

Counterproductive and a little destructive.
My actions tend to have the opposite effect of what I intend, and they also carry a certain degree of harm.

Selfish like the past 10 years didn't even happen so I guess I'm learning slow.
I am selfish and self-centered as if the past ten years of my life didn't exist; it seems I am progressing at a painfully slow pace in my personal growth.

Caution when approaching.
Be careful and vigilant when engaging with me or my presence.

Watch for warning signs
Pay attention and be alert for indicators of danger or harm.

I embody every red flag, it gets bad I know.
I personify every warning sign or indication of a problematic individual, and I acknowledge that things can escalate quickly and become detrimental.

I know it gets bad.
I am aware that the situation or circumstances can become highly challenging or distressing.

I've said it all along: If you love me then love me to death.
Consistently, I have expressed that if someone truly loves me, they should love me unconditionally and passionately until the end.